For Me And Him

21

All the way home from school, I looked at Virgo's face very closely.

I still remember what Aura wrote in her diary.

'I felt tremendous pain, but when I remembered Virgo's brother. This pain can turn out to be very beautiful,'

I let go of it and shook my head. Is that what Virgo is like?

Is Virgo important to his life? how does Virgo look at him?

I breathed and dropped my head on Virgo's shoulder. Feeling the warm Virgo body temperature that can make me warm up.

"Virgo," call me soft.

"Hem,"

"I want to ask, am I important to you?"

"What kind of question is that?" Lazy Virgo.

"Virgo,"

"Hem,"

"If I die, will you forget me?"

"Tamy, stop! what do you want to talk about?" Ask Virgo annoyed.

"Virgo, what if you just let me go?" I asked while looking at Virgo's face.

"Tamy, can you just shut up and be by my side?" Ask Virgo back.

I smiled knottedly and grabbed next to Virgo's cheek. Handled it with my thumb.

"Why you?" Ask Virgo confused.

"Nothing," I replied gently.

I put my head back on Virgo's shoulder. Waiting for the bus that had not yet come to pick us up.

"Virgo, let's just go home yuk!"

"No, I'm tired. I finished playing futsal earlier," refused Virgo softly

"Even if it's the same way as me?" Ask me softly.

"If the road wants to be with you or anyone else is still tired. Tamy, I still have to study for the quiz tomorrow."

I'm swinging my lips and circling Virgo's arms.

"Virgo, if I wasn't your girlfriend. Would you feel sorry for me, if I were as sick as Aura?"

"If you're not my girlfriend, you're my wife" said Virgo softly.

I let go of the smile as I listened to Virgo.

"I'm asking seriously, Virgo."

Virgo dropped his head on my head. His hands clasped my hands tightly.

"Tamy, I don't like the word if."

"Why?"

"Because in this world there is no wish, the word is just an empty hope. If you keep using that word, you're just looking for empty hope in your life" Virgo softly sticks out the tip of my nose.

At first glance, the smile on my lips faded. That's right what Virgo said. There is no word in this world if. It was just a word to expect something that would never happen.

I smiled and raised my head. I saw the face of Virgo who currently looks flat, I grabbed the side of Virgo's cheek and kissed her cheek gently.

Virgo immediately looked at me, looking at me a little confused.

"Tamy," said Virgo in surprise.

I just smiled and got up from the stop. Stretch my body muscles and walk to the road.

While Virgo is still fixated, he's still digesting my actions.

"Tamy, you, healthy?" Ask Virgo to fuck me.

"As you can see," I replied gently.

I walked out of the bus stop, down the street in the afternoon that began to be quiet people passing by.

"Why then kiss me?" Ask Virgo confused.

"Why? can't it?" Asking back.

Virgo smiled and bowed his head before my face.

"Then next door again," pinta Virgo spoiled.

I let go of my smile and stuck out my tongue. Run away from Virgo himself.

"Tamy, wait!" Shouted Virgo while following my steps.

"Another side, dong," pinta Virgo spoiled.

I shook my head and ran away from Virgo.

Virgo chased after my steps, grabbed my waist, twisted my waist quickly.

"Auw, ahhhhh," I shouted with a slight laugh.

Virgo kept tickling my waist, several times I let go of my laughter which I could no longer stop.

"Virgo! stopit!" I shouted a little loudly.

"Alright, but let go of me first" I said relented.

Virgo let go of his hand, I breathed and pulled him tight. I pulled up my messy blonde strands for joking with Virgo.

After my breathing calmed down a little, Virgo gently stroked the tip of my head and pulled my pinggang to cling to her seat.

"Tamy," call Virgo soft.

"Hem,"

"Can you? before I graduate college I propose to you first?"

I looked down at me, why? hearing this thought made my heart so sore.

"Tamy, that,"

"Yes,"

Virgo hugged me tightly, he buried the tip of his nose over my shoulder.

"I don't know why, but I feel so afraid of losing you" said Virgo softly.

I just fell silent, I didn't return Virgo's embrace and I didn't answer his statement either.

"Virgo, it's on the side of the road. Can't you hug too long?"

Virgo divorced her embrace and smiled gently. Virgo stroked my cheek and kissed my forehead gently.

"I love you, Tamy," said Virgo softly.

I smiled knotfully, returning to continue the steps that had stopped.

"Tamy, why don't you answer?" Virgo asked in my footsteps.

"Lazy,"

"Reply dong, you why so stingy. Like having to pay if you say that word,"

"If I'm lazy, I'm lazy,"

"I'm tickling again yes, if you don't reply, I'm tickling yes" Virgo softly threatened.

"Try it if you can" my challenge.

I ran quickly leaving Virgo behind. Sometimes I look back and laugh out loud.

Trying to avoid the hand of Virgo who several times wanted to catch my body.

"Ha ha ha," I broke my laughter as I ran away from Virgo's catch.

No matter what the situation on the streets is like. Virgo and I were joking together.

Until the pain in your left abdomen starts to hurt. Instantly I knelt on the asphalt, taking a breath with a fierce hunt.

"Tamy," call Virgo anxious.

Virgo lifted my body and set it apart.

"You why? you all right?" Ask Virgo worriedly.

I pressed my left stomach a little hard. Trying to reduce abdominal pain that increasingly feels very excruciating.

"Puft," I kept coughing from the inside, trying not to make Virgo worry about me.

"Tamy, look at me!" Virgo grabbed both of my cheeks, he pressed my cheeks.

"Open your mouth!" virgo's orders are back.

I shook my head, I took Virgo's hands off my cheeks.

"Tamy, open your mouth!" virgo's orders are back.

I shook my head and walked away from Virgo.

Virgo pulled my arm and dragged it into an alley. Putting my body on people's walls.

"I said, open your mouth!" virgo's orders are firm.

Virgo puts both hands on the wall. Caged my body in his arms.

I slowly sat down, not knowing how to endure this pain.

"Tamy, please open your mouth, honey. I just want to see what you hold in your mouth" Virgo gently persuaded.

I shook my head, I looked at Virgo's face with a puddle of water from my eyeball.

"All right, Tamy I'm sorry,"

Virgo grabbed both my cheeks, kissing my lips gently. I rejected Virgo's body and spewed the red liquid out of my mouth.

Virgo wiped the rest of the blood from my lips with his thumb. Virgo looked at me very sharply.

"What are you really hiding from me, Tamy? this is the second time you've vomited blood?"

I took a fast hunting breath, I grabbed the thin lips of Virgo that were covered in blood from inside my lips.

One by one my tears began to appear wetting my cheeks. I hugged Virgo very tightly.

"I'm sorry Virgo, I'm sorry" I said in deep tears.

Once again, I spewed blood from my mouth. Fouled the white shirt Virgo was wearing.

"Tamy, Tamy, hang on" Virgo said last time, before my consciousness was completely gone.