For Me And Him

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POVs Rintamy.

I kissed the back of my hand before I got out of the car. I slowly walked down the school corridor to the classroom.

"Tamy, how you doing?" Shela asked when she saw me coming closer.

"It's fine" I replied gently.

"Did Virgo come by your house last night again?" Shela asked back.

I smiled and nodded my head, walking into my desk which was behind Aura.

"His son really has a girlfriend like Virgo, just be jealous," said Shela softly.

"Don't Brother Donny have been waiting for you?" My question is flirting.

"G ... Tamy, stop it! don't keep teasing me." Shela crossed her arms around her chest and sat behind me.

I just smiled and looked at Aura. Honestly, I'm still very curious about the contents of his diary. But never mind, it's his own person.

The break bell rang, as usual me and Shela always ate in the cafeteria upstairs. Because of my taste, Shela comes with me more often.

There's been Virgo and his friends waiting for me on my desk. But not as usual, now Aura is also present in the middle of all of us.

Joking and telling stories are friendlier than usual. I even saw Aura more familiar with them than I was before.

"Tamy, your food has been prepared," said Virgo softly.

Virgo gave me his tablespoon. I just smiled and picked it up, eating the contents on my side voraciously.

"Saturday morning, I have a practice in the futsal field near your residential park. If you're awake, come yes" said Virgo softly.

"Alright," I replied with a faint smile.

"From now on, take care of your health. I don't want you to get sick anymore,"

"Yes,"

I turned my gaze as the table next to me laughed loosely. Wh why? right now, other than Virgo like there is no more concern with my presence.

I feel like a stranger in the midst of my own friends.

I dropped my head on Virgo's shoulder, looking at the next table where the atmosphere was more cheerful than before.

What because there was Aura, so currently their attention was more gushing at him. Whereas before, I felt ordinary when they were all teasing Shela. But why do I feel so jealous and alienated now?

I took my breath and bit the spoon in my hand. I saw a very strange atmosphere for me.

***

I exhale with a little weight, I close my eyes while enjoying the breeze that greeted warmly.

Since Virgo had training after school, I had to go home by myself.

I look away when someone is sitting next to me. I turned the eyeballs a little lazily when I saw that woman was Aura.

For some time, the atmosphere between the two of us was quiet. No one wants to open their voice or ask first.

Indeed, like this our relationship, Aura and I have always been in a bad mood.

"I heard you were sick? how are you doing?" Tanya Aura broke the silence.

I shifted my gaze, surprised to see Aura being able to greet me gently.

"Is this a drama or a play? just the two of us, don't do much drama with me" I replied lazily.

The aura smiled and shook gently.

"I don't want to make a show. Tamy, I admit, you're the winner of our bet. When there's you, Virgo never sees me, not even when there's no you Virgo doesn't see me."

Aura smiled gently and looked ahead. He played his feet, sweeping the floor of the stop.

"Tamy, I know as long as you're around Virgo won't see anyone. Although I hate to admit it, but it's true, Virgo loves you more than anyone." Aura turned her face, looking at me.

"You're right, I shouldn't have used my pain to draw sympathy. I should have realized, with my condition like this, one day it will only be troublesome brother Virgo if still forced."

Aura sighed, she looked back blankly at the street. For a moment, the atmosphere was quiet again.

"I should have known from a long time ago, a weak woman like me would only hurt Virgo's feelings with my condition. I now understand that you would be more suited to Virgo's brother. Because you're not like me, who's gonna hurt Virgo's brother with my circumstances."

I was silent at Aura's words, it seemed like she slapped me with this state. Or he already knows something and says it like that.

But this is where it is possible, Aura is not that close. Maybe his words, true sincere from the heart.

Aura got up as the bus towards her house came to pick her up.

"Tamy, even if we're not friends. But I'm happy, because the woman that Virgo chose was you" Aura said as she entered the bus door.

I went back into silence, I breathed a little into my breathing. Wh why? this time Aura's words made me fragile.

I don't know, it's a heartfelt remark or just a tactic to test. But one thing I realize right now. Now or later, the result is the same.

Maybe before I get too far, I'd better choose to give up. It's not that I'm no longer able to survive, maybe if this ends sooner, the pain can still be withheld.

***

I looked at the sky this morning, sighed a little. I walked through the complex park near my house.

There's already sister Riyu waiting for me in the roadside park seat. I smiled gently and walked over to Sister Riyu.

"Sister," call me soft.

"It's been a while?" askaku.

Sister Riyu just shook her head, I took a breath and sat down next to her. Is this guy having trouble talking a little bit more?

"Sister has breakfast? want breakfast?" Asking back.

Again, he just shook his head.

"Why the hell? if asked only the bells? what's a mute brother?"

Sister Riyu shook her head again, I took a breath and sat down to lean my body lazily.

"Lord ... Why should there be a human like him?" I said with a pat on the forehead.

Sister Riyu let go of her smile and laughed big. He cupped his hands in front of his mouth.

"Yes?" Ask by holding back laughter.

"According to loe?" Ketus.

Sister Riyu tried to hold back her already broken laughter and let out that sound. He rattled my hair a little furiously.

"Tumben this morning Brother can laugh? it's also flat, flat against the wall."

"You're funny" he answered briefly.

"Hey, I'm not here to comfort you, brother." I crossed my arms in front of my chest, upset.

Sister Riyu tried to stop her laughter and stroked the tip of my head. Slowly his hand moved to my side and went down.

"Indeed funny," said sister Riyu softly.

I slowly smiled and lowered my eyes. It turns out that sister Riyu is good at also flirting like this.

"Oh ... So you're here?" The new Virgo vows with a flushed face.

"I call your cell phone dead, I'll pick you up at your house, what does this mean, Tamy?" Ask Virgo ketus.

"Don't tell me that I just misunderstood, you're just friends and there's no relationship whatsoever" Virgo said.

"If we have a relationship, why?" I cold.

I'm sorry Virgo, it seems to leave you this time better than you know the truth later, and will be more disappointed in me.

"What?" Virgo asked in disbelief, "I mean?" Virgo is confused.

"If Tamy and I have a special relationship why? you're just dating, aren't you?"

Virgo forcefully slashed his jaw, he pulled the monkey sock Ryu and raised him.

"Riyu, you can hate me. You may not like me, but you can't use Tamy as a tool for our warfare!"

"Virgo, release!" Hold me fast.

"Tamy doesn't know anything, why involve him?" Virgo ketus.

I take a very heavy breath, really Virgo, even if you see me guilty. You keep defending me, you disguise my mistakes. But you know I am the guilty one.

"If Tamy wasn't my girlfriend, would you approach her?" Ask Virgo out loud.

"No!"

Virgo smiled bitterly and released the grip of his hand. Virgo looked at me and grabbed both of my cheeks.

"Tamy listen? Riyu just makes you a tool, she doesn't really love you. Don't mind him yes" said Virgo softly.

I closed my eyes, I felt a pain in my heart that felt very piercing. Why Virgo? why is it that after I hurt you, you keep trying to convince me?

Please, just let go. Let go of me before I hurt you.

I breathed and opened both my eyelids. Look at Virgo with the clear liquid that coats my eyeball.

"I'm sorry Virgo, but I chose Sister Riyu over you. Because of me, no longer love you," I said, releasing fluid from both balls of my eyes.