For Me And Him

25

After that day, Virgo and I were like two strangers. Virgo tried to avoid me if we met by accident.

Although the pain is increasingly painful, but I have to get used to it. Not for me or Aura, but for Virgo. I'll take all this on my own.

"Tamy, that,"

"Yes,"

"You and Brother Virgo broke up?" Shela asked softly.

I smiled wryly and nodded my head. Although this is the truth, just hearing it makes me hurt.

"Can't you?" Shela asked curiously.

"You can, don't talk about Shela. I don't want to know or hear anything else" I walked out of class in my gym uniform.

Gathered with other friends in school basketball. Virgo and some of his friends are already practicing futsal in the futsal field.

I looked back at Virgo's face that had never smiled since breaking up from me two weeks ago.

Virgo brushes her hair back, removing the sweaty sweat that flooded her forehead.

Aura ran to the side of the field, giving bottles of mineral water to Virgo and Mike.

I let go of my smile when I saw that, even though it hurt. But I have no right to be jealous.

"Tamy!" Call Mr. Andi.

I ran towards the middle of the field. Meet Pak Andi who is a coach Virgo and his friends.

Virgo looked at me cynically, he stroked the top of Aura's head when he saw me staring at him.

"Please get a volleyball in the warehouse, yes, you watch your girlfriends play volleyball first. You still have to watch Virgo first."

I nodded my head and walked towards the school shed. After picking up two volleys, I walked back to the field.

One of the volleyballs I was holding fell and rolled. A little running, I chased the ball, until a foot caught the ball.

I turned my eyes, saw the owner of the foot smiling at me.

"Sir Riyu, how come you get in here?" I'm confused.

"Yes, I've got some business with the head teacher here,"

"Oh." I nodded my head and picked up the ball that was at the foot of sister Riyu.

"Want me help you get it?"

"No, brother, you can still,"

"Em, yasudah."

Back I continued my steps, towards the school field. Watching my classmates play Voly ball.

I turned my eyes once more towards Virgo. Honestly, I miss him a lot.

I breathed heavily and tried to hold my cry. If anyone says longing is beautiful, but now for me, longing is excruciating.

Even though my chest feels really tight right now, I should be able to hold it. I can't be weak, especially in front of Virgo.

"Tamy!" Call Mr. Andi back.

I walked closer to Mr. Andi, sometimes even though I did not exercise. But I also can not be free, often Pak Andi told me to watch my friends.

"What's up, sir?"

"I have to go to the principal's office, there's an opposing school representative coming. You please keep an eye on it, go straight in when the sports hours are over."

"Yes, sir."

Mr. Andi came off the field with a little run. Virgo and his friends are still training for the game next month.

I breathed and turned my body. Don't want to deal any longer with Virgo.

Bugh

A ball hit my stomach. Instantly I spit out the blood from my mouth and knelt down weakly.

The pain from each bone began to feel. Grinding, my every body feels pained. Even my ears don't listen to anything anymore.

Slowly my eyes began to blacken, I spilled both my hands on the ground. Trying to endure all the pain I felt was getting more excruciating.

A hand pulled my body, grabbed me tightly and moved my body to the ground.

"Tamy, I'm sorry" said Virgo anxiously.

With half the consciousness remaining, I can still feel the anxiety of Virgo.

Virgo drank water and washed my lips reddened by the blood I spewed.

I pulled Virgo's shoulder and hugged her tightly. I bite my lower lip to numb all the pain.

God ... Why is it so sick? I almost died holding all this pain.

Father ... Dad, I beg you to help me.

Other than the pain that felt like pulverizing all my bones. I don't feel anything anymore.

A hand grabbed my shoulder and touched both of my cheeks. He put a pill in my mouth and pushed it with water.

After a long while, cold sweat started pouring down. The pain began to slowly dissipate, alternating with a chill that made my whole body shiver.

The situation continues like this, I am unable to explain it. But everything feels so torturous. I don't know how much longer it will take, but I'm still in this phase.

The phase that made me sick of surviving. The phase that made me want to give up and just quit. Phase that keeps me alive, but I want to die.

Virgo, if you don't remember you. I would rather die than live in this situation.

I closed my eyes for a moment, I felt everything was getting better slowly. I clenched my forehead and opened my eyes slowly.

All my friends gathered together, looking at me with a hint of confusion.

I got up from Virgo's lap and sat on the grass. Sighing my breath and grinning resignedly.

"Are you okay?" Ask Virgo worriedly.

"Yes" I replied.

"Tamy, sorry. I accidentally kicked that ball at you, "virgo said guilty.

"Alright, Virgo. I'm fine" I got up and sided with my dirty pants.

Even though he was weak and unable to walk. I can still work hard in front of Virgo.

Virgo held my hand as I wanted to walk. Virgo bowed his gaze, but his hand clasped my finger firmly.

"What are you sick of, Tamy?" Ask Virgo coldly.

"Eh, that," I scratched my head and smiled gently.

"Not that I told you, the function of my heart is no longer working," I replied evasively

"Is your heart really not working?"

I turned my gaze to the other side, I did not realize since when Sister Riyu was here?

Sitting in line with Virgo? did they fight?

"Eh, right, brother. When I lied, "I answered with a horse smile.

"Tamy what do you know?"

Instantly my eyeballs were perfectly rounded, when I saw the medicine plate was in the grasp of sister Riyu's hand.

I quickly pulled the medicine plate, but Sister Riyu dodged it. Due to weakness, my body fell on the lap of sister Riyu who was sitting on the grass.

Virgo quickly pulled my body, moving my body into his arms.

"Reverse! it's mine Brother. Why did you steal that from me?" Just pissed.

I understand now, so the one who put the pill in my mouth was not Virgo, but Sister Riyu.

"I didn't steal it, you dropped this when we collided with the hospital. Remember?" Ask sister Riyu coldly.

I turned my eyes towards Virgo. Look at Virgo with a little anxiety. I beg Brother Riyu not to say anything in front of them all.

"I know, I've seen the same medicine in Tamy's bag that day. Isn't that a cure for menstruation?" Jerry asked confused.

"Menstruation?" Sister Riyu smiled knotfully and shook her head.

"Do you know what this is?" Said Sister Riyu sharpening her eyes.

"It's not a menstrual drug, but it's morphine, isn't it Tamy?"

I closed my eyes and breathed heavily. How did he know it was morphine?

"Morphins? isn't that some kind of drug, you can use narcotics?"

Sister Riyu smiled gently, she looked at me meaningfully.

"I explained it could be Tamy. Virgo is afraid to suspect you again."

"Actually the point of all this what is Ryu? you gave Tamy the same narcotics?" Ask Virgo inflamed.

"Morphins are a type of narcotic, see because of this Tamy became sweaty. But you don't suspect, why is the effect just sweat?"

Virgo turned his gaze towards me, he wiped the sweat that kept coming out soaking my uniform.

"I don't understand, I don't understand any of this."

"Virgo, this morphine is not a narcotic anymore. If it's in the hands of cancer patients, but painkillers are very fast."

"Riyu said it clearly, I'm getting more and more clueless" stressed Virgo.

"Tamy, you don't hurt liver function do you?" Said sister Riyu gently, "Playing liver cancer, right?"

Virgo turned his head towards me. His surprised face seemed to want to ask me a lot of things.

I took a breath and nodded slowly. I'm sorry Virgo, I kept all this from you.