For Me And Him

38

"Virgo, Auntie knows Aunt is not a good person. But Tamy is a good girl, it is impossible just because a part of Aunt's heart is in her body, she will change her attitude. Think back to it."

I fell silent, unable to answer the woman's words anymore.

Right, Tamy doesn't have much time left. But, could it be that I took his heart?

"Do a heart match, Virgo. Aunty hopes that if the heart that Aunty has can match the heart of Tamy," he said again, trying to convince.

I turned my body and walked back to the patient's bed. Pull up a chair and sit down near the woman.

"Why are you doing this? If this donation doesn't work, it's not just Tamy. But you can also lose your life."

The woman smiled gently and took my hand. Slowly, I took the woman's hand off the back of the hand.

"Sooner or later, Auntie's leaving too, Virgo. You take it easy, breast cancer that Aunty suffered did not spread to other organs."

"Why? Why do you want to do all this?"

"Auntie never let your mother go. This time, if God permits, Auntie wants to bring back the one you love. Besides your mother, Tamy was the first woman you ever cared about. Aunty wishes, forever, Tamy could be next to you, Virgo."

I exhaled and got up from the chair, walked to the front of the door, grabbed the doorknob of the room.

"Ask Leo, he's more entitled to Tamy than I am" I said as I pulled the door.

"Virgo," call him back.

I take a little look at him.

"Can you keep this a secret from Ryu? If he finds out, he might not agree."

"I understand" I replied, ending the conversation.

I closed the door of the room and walked down the hospital corridor.

My mind is confused, confused by this situation.

In a way, I just want my girl to stay alive. On the other hand, I don't want the part of that woman that I will love in the future.

I stopped the step and leaned one shoulder against the pole.

Looking at Tamy who was sitting with Riyu, joking and laughing widely.

Every now and then, laughter and sounds were heard. Sometimes I ask, does the girl always laugh when she gets hurt?

Kugulum smiled as he looked at Tamy's cheerful face. I was a little relieved when I looked at her smile.

'Can I lose that smile?'

***

I replaced the school uniform with the sweatshirt I wore. Throw one of the backpack straps on my shoulder.

Tired, don't ask again?

I spend almost every day here. Sometimes I get to know who the patient is in this hospital.

I opened the door to Tamy's room, the girl was standing on the balcony of the room with her hands resting on the fence.

Looking blankly at the crowded streets below.

"Tamy," call me soft.

Tamy turned his body and waved his hand. Calling me to come closer.

"Why are you

back already?" She asked.

"Today there's a teacher meeting,"

"Oh, you're third grade. You should have just learned, Virgo."

"What if you accompany me to study?" ask me with a smile.

Tamy narrowed his eyes and looked at me a little cynically.

"Alright, let's study here with me," Tamy asked.

I took out some books, sat on the balcony of Tamy's room.

Initially Tamy enjoyed this study time, after two hours he was getting bored.

His lips were long-cone, occasionally blowing his bangs up. His face looks very bored.

"Bored?" my question while grabbing the top of his head.

He simply nodded, changing his sitting position to be more upright.

"Virgo, let's go downstairs and see the guy downstairs."

"Come," I replied according to.

Tamy smiled spoiled, displaying a row of his teeth and holding my arm spoiled.

Tamy's face immediately changed when he saw the crowd in the hospital garden. Several times his hand pointed at the several pairs of teenagers that flashed on the highway.

"Virgo, if we're dating from Junior High, are we going to go home like that?" his question pointed to a pair of teenagers who were shaking hands.

"No," I replied.

"No?"

"Because I won't be able to see you overheating like that."

Tamy leaned next to his lips, as if disgusted at my words.

I let go of the laughter and rubbed his face a little rough.

"Have I not obeyed you? Whatever you want, I will definitely obey" I replied seriously.

Tamy pouted his smile, slowly he lowered his head. Wiggling the arm of my hand that he held tightly, timidly with a face that began to redden.

"If so let's borrow a bike, let's play out" he asked spoiled.

"Tamy, your father said that you couldn't get out before the fourth kheimo was done."

"But I'm bored."

"I can't risk your health, Tamy."

"Come on Virgo, I beg you." Tamy cupped his hands in front of his chest. Looking at me with those clear eyes.

I know, it's a trick for him to show compassion in my heart.

"Tamy-"

"Virgo, I beg you. I love you," he said.

I smiled and shook my head. This girl was indeed too clever to beg for pity.

"Alright, but we're just riding a bike around the hospital park huh."

I pulled out my phone and called Jerry, asking him to lend me his bike.

After a long wait, Jerry arrived with his bicycle.

"Make what?" jerry asked when he saw me coming.

"Want to take Tamy for a walk," I replied flatly.

"Should you ride that bike?"

"Ehm," I replied while nodding. "First yes," I took my bike into the hospital yard.

"Virgo's so fast, who's this?" tanyanya enthusiastic.

"Jerry. Climb on! Let me screw you around the hospital."

Tamy held out his hand, riding on the back seat of the bike. A skinny arm wrapped around my waist.

"Ready?" many quick.

"Come on Virgo, let's go!"

I smiled again and started riding the bike slowly. Not knowing why, but Tamy seemed to look very happy as he sat there in the back.

His lips continued to crack, occasionally his hands waving at the children in the park.

I don't know how many pairs of eyes are staring at us right now. I don't care, as long as Tamy's happy, I'll definitely do anything for him.

"Virgo, stop!"

I pulled the bike brake strong, stopping it right in front of the hospital gate.

"Happy?" my many.

Tamy shook his head and came down from the seat, his eyes looking around. He rode on a bicycle, sat in front of me.

"Why move?" many confused.

"Turn once more, yes," he asked spoiled.

I just nodded and pulled back on this bike, circling the hospital park once more.

"Virgo let's get out the gate!" tamy's orders as the bike sped almost to the front of the gate.

"Why?"

"It's just out."

"No, it's dangerous, Tamy."

"Just get out, I'm out!" command rough.

I followed his wish, paddled out of the gate. Tamy let go of his laughter as loudly as possible.

"Virgo come on, go .. go .. go!" loud shouting.

"What's up?" many confused.

"Let's go faster, there's a security guard following?"

"What?" many surprised. I turned my eyes, saw two guards running on my bike.

The more I fastened the paddles on the legs, darting as fast as possible leaving the hospital grounds.

"Ha ha ha." Tamy let go of his cheerful laughter.

I looked back, no more people. I stopped this bike.

"Eh, why stop?" tanyanya's confused.

"You, why so naughty?" tanyaku.

"Come on Virgo, do you think I'm not bored in the hospital?"

"But this is a danger to your health, Tamy."

"I know, but before I die. I want to feel free once again, so pathetic. Even death has to be restrained in the hospital constantly."

"Tamy!" I snatched a little hard.

"Yes, yeah. I know."

Tamy turned his head away, grinning spoiledly.

"But we're out of Virgo, can't we just take a little walk?" tanyanya.

Kuhela breathed a little heavily, pulled her head and kissed the soft end of her head.

"All right, but this time," I gave in.

"Eh." Tamy quickly nodded his head. His lips grinned wide.

I started riding this bike, occasionally singing while teasing the girl sitting on the front trunk of this bike.

Tamy just continued to laugh, releasing his voice unbearably.

Tamy, if you knew. Every day ends with fear.

Afraid that I won't be this close to you anymore. Fear of not being able to hear your voice anymore. Afraid of losing you from my sight.

I don't know, even though we're still too young. But my love for you is not as young as we are.

I really love you, I'm really sick, even if I think only of your suffering.

"Virgo over there," point Tamy towards the lake by the city.

"Alright," I replied as I pedaled the bike with all my might.

Towards a small lake on the edge of town. Tamy immediately ran to the end of the lake, enjoying the calm atmosphere that was here.

Tamy turned his body, waving his hand at my arach.

"Virgo, here!" call gently. "Look, the water is clear" he said happily.

Slowly I walked up to Tamy, the girl was already sitting by the lake while tidying up her hair.

A strand of hair fell on the water, Tamy's hand movements stopped instantly. Quiet at the edge of the lake by seeing his reflection.

I know, right now he must be very sad. As long as I knew the girl, she had changed her hair color several times.

The girl loved her crown. It must hurt when it comes to seeing something that you really like should end up like this.

"Tamy, what's wrong with you?"

Tamy smiled gently and shook his head.

"I'm fine."

Again, it was that speech that came out from within his lips. Wh why? Why, Tamy? You still say fine, when I've witnessed everything?