For Me And Him

31

I was a little nervous as sister Riyu kept coming near me. Is sister Riyu wrong? want to get married at a young age? is that true?

"Eh," I said as sister Riyu walked past me.

Sister Riyu knelt in front of the Sahara and gently stroked the bald head of the Sahara.

"Hey, my bride-to-be. I heard you said you didn't want kheimo?" Ask Brother Riyu gently.

As soon as I gawk, Sahara? does this mean blinding for the Sahara?

I still don't think, this is what it means?

"I'm not strong Brother, every time I finish my body hurts all."

Sister Riyu sighed and smiled gently.

"Saying to marry me, if you don't kheimo, then you can't wait for me dong," persuaded Kak Riyu gently.

Sahara looked at me, she looked at me with those twinkling eyes.

"Sir Tamy, also escaped from kheimo, Sister," the Sahara fought on Riyu's sister.

"Eh ... Where there is," I replied quickly.

"Just calm down, if Tamy runs away. She'll miss to be my bride."

I turned my eyes, and I saw Virgo standing on the trunk of a large tree in the hospital garden.

What does this all mean?

"You? why are you all here? mean what?" I'm confused.

"Nothing meant, we just wanted to play here" replied Virgo softly.

"It's a hospital, not a playground. If you have a lot of free time, you just play somewhere else." I got up and took the fingers of the Sahara and Zoel.

I don't like being screwed by all of them. Do they think this is a joke?

"Tamy we came as your friend, is that how you treat a friend?"

As soon as my steps stopped, I turned my body to look at Virgo.

"Yes, this is how I treat friends. Wh why? no like? then leave me alone" I said.

"We'll never leave you, Tamy. We're friends, don't be like this" Virgo said gently.

"So what is it like? what do you want to be like? I don't need you anymore."

Virgo takes his breath by hunting fast. He walked in front of me and grabbed both ends of my shoulders.

"Conscious Tamy! why are you so stubborn? I just want you to know, we've never wanted to leave you alone! we are here to support you! we want you to know that you've never been through all of this yourself!" Press Virgo hard.

I stare at Virgo's face with the clear liquid that crosses my cheek. I'm not sad, just too shocked when I hear Virgo can speak with this kind of pressure.

"Virgos." Hold Jerry's brother on Virgo's shoulder.

"Don't be like this, Tamy can be scared of you" said Brother Jerry softly.

"I can't anymore, Jer. Tamy should know, I can't wait for him, if he keeps acting like this!"

"If so, don't wait any longer. I told you, don't look for me anymore." I turned my body quickly and ran out of the park.

"Tamy, wait!" Hold Virgo on my wrist.

Virgo turned my back, he pressed both ends of my shoulder.

"Come here? is it just this way at last? I don't care what you're going through. I'm in love with you and I'm in love with you, but why are you being so selfish, have you ever thought a little bit about how I feel?" Ask Virgo without pause.

"No!" Reply quickly.

Virgo took a breath and shook his head. He smiled wryly and ruffled his hair.

Virgo looked at me, staring fiercely.

"I, I was wrong all along. I misjudged you. Tamy, to be honest to this day I was so amazed at you. Amazed at your strength, you have been fighting alone without complaining. You know, I admire your strength. But right now I realize, this moment I'm totally conscious. It's not strength but selfishness." Virgo stared at me fiercely, his eyes emitting ever-sacrificing embers of fire.

"Our relationship only runs on the basis of selfishness of me and you. But I never realized, I was lulled. All this time I thought of you as my love, but now I doubt, have you ever, just a little bit, opened your heart to me?" Fierce connection.

Because, the worse our farewell. Then it gets better later. Because when you hate me, I can just leave you in peace.

"Look at me Tamy," said Virgo, taking both of my cheeks.

"I asked, have you ever loved me? have you ever been in love with me? am I for you?" Virgo's question softens.

"Virgo, i ... Me," I said confusedly.

I took a breath and closed both my eyeballs. I always wanted to say that you were my reason for staying. For your sake, I want to live longer.

For you, I'm holding all this myself. But for your sake too, I chose this path.

I threw Virgo's hand and turned my body. I got back the hands of the Sahara.

"Here we are, not before we have broken up. So why ask again," I said without looking at Virgo.

I walked back and left Virgo and my friends there. I'm sorry, but the sooner you forget it'll get better.

"Tamy's Oath, you're the most selfish woman I've ever met!" Shouted Virgo loudly.

I closed my eyes, shedding one by one a circle of tears.

"I've been deeply in love with you for a long time, and now I realize. Loving you was a mistake!"

I held the side of the shirt on the left side of my chest. Really, it hurts a lot. You may hate me, Virgo, but please never regret our meeting.

Because meeting you is the most beautiful destiny God has ever written for me. Because you are the most precious gift I have ever met in my life.

I turned my body around quickly, I saw Virgo's body walking quickly out of the hospital garden.

"Virgo!" Call me loudly.

Virgo stopped his steps and allowed a little look.

"You may hate me, but you must not regret knowing me" I said softly.

"Who are you? you have no right to ban me. Like you, then what I say is my right."

"But Virgo, our story is not wrong. I'm wrong, you can hate me. You can hurt me, but you can't regret what happened. Because our meeting was not a mistake, but a plan, God."

"No, our meeting from the beginning I was planning. I planned our story. So from the beginning, I was wrong. And I, regretting all that. If only I hadn't chosen you. Then I won't end like this" Virgo said, continuing.

I shed my tears one by one. I slowly sat down, staring at the body of Virgo who kept away.

Sorry Virgo, sorry for hurting your heart. Sorry for choosing to stop here.

Sorry, I'm sorry. Because I can't fight this disease. You have to endure all this suffering.

Sorry Virgo, sorry Dad. Because of me, you must suffer.

I bowed my gaze and broke my cry. Wh why? why does it have to be this way in the end? wh why?  why is it so hard to get through all this.

"Sister Tamy, let's get up! sister Tamy can't sit here and cry like this" said Zoel gently.

"Sister Tamy, did sister Tamy forget the same thing that sister Tamy told us? we can be sick, but we cannot be weak. Isn't that right, sister Tamy?"

I looked at the little guy's face, right. You're right Zoel, we can't be weak.

I can't be weak, I have to be able to handle all of this. And for that, I need you, Virgo.

Because, after experiencing despair for the umpteenth time. You are something that is able to make me survive and continue to survive in this bitter reality.

I wiped the rest of my tears, running as fast as I could. Breaking Virgo's stride that goes a long way almost out of the gate.

I hugged Virgo from behind and buried my face in his back.

"Sorry Virgo, I'm sorry" I said.

I broke my cry and tightened my embrace.

"I'm like this, you know? but if you ask, what do you mean to me." I took a breath and tried to put it back together.

"You're the reason why I've survived to this day."