For Me And Him

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Kuelus gently blond Tamy, slightly turned her face when she felt the strands of Tamy's hair left on my finger.

I exhaled and glanced towards Tamy. The girl was still focused on the children playing in the hospital yard.

His lips continued to widen, revealing his teeth with the sound of laughter occasionally coming apart.

This girl, I'm really amazed at her. On his strength and on the secrets he kept so tight.

Tamy glanced at me, his lips weaving instantly.

"Why do you keep seeing me?" ketus tanyanya.

I flicked my finger, threw out a strand of Tamy's hair that continued to fall out due to his kheimonya effect.

"Why? Can't I take a bath for the mother-to-be of my children?" manya tease him.

He smiled and stuck out his tongue. Acting like I want to vomit when I hear my words.

"Why the hell? How can you not believe that?" askaku.

"Buck!" His fingers pulled my breast skin tightly.

I squinted my eyes, holding the pinch of this girl's finger.

"Huh ... Tamy, this hurts a lot," I said as I stroked my chest.

Tamy just smiled and dropped his head on my chest. His breathing sounded so heavy.

For a moment, Tamy was silent. But I felt something warm wetting my shirt.

Tamy cried, and he tried to hold her back. While me? What can I do to calm him down.

Why do I have to be this bad? Why should I be this weak?

What can I do for this girl? I'm nothing more than a pathetic loser.

A step came closer to us, a look away. Look at the man standing next to our chair.

"Hi, Tamy," she said softly.

Tamy raised his head, his hands deftly wiped away all the tears. Smiling with the neat appearance of his teeth.

"Sister Riyu," said Tamy softly.

"Let's sit here" asked Tamy, patting the empty space next to him.

Riyu simply followed the girl's orders, sitting next to her. I cast a glance at the empty side and pulled Tamy's waist to attach to my body.

"What are you doing here?" ketus.

"Virgo," hold Tamy, soft.

"I just came chek-up to the Hospital. No intention to disturb you," he replied flatly.

"No intention to disturb, why approach?" my question is getting fierce.

"Virgo, ck," Tamy said as he looked at me, pouting.

"Sorry." Ryu got up and walked away from us.

I watched Riyu's steps getting further away. I don't know why? Although I know Riyu is innocent, but Riyu makes me sick.

Because of her mother, my mother lost her husband. Because of his son, my father left his own son.

"Virgo, why are you? Sister Riyu just wants to greet you," said Tamy gently.

"Without me or against you?" tanyaku.

Tamy clucked in annoyance and changed his sitting position.

"Virgo, when are you going to keep this up?" tanyanya.

"Don't know, not being friends with him is good too."

"Virgos." He grabbed both of my cheeks, as our eyes met each other. Interlocked with each other.

"This isn't the Virgo I know. Not like the Virgo I like, you're not a damper guy, Virgo. You're not a rude man, it's not you I love."

"Tamy, I don't like Riyu. Should I have a show in front of you? You just can't perform in front of Aura, so don't force me," I said a little lazily.

"Virgo, I don't want to force you. But try to open your heart. There's something that sister Riyu always wants to tell you, only, she's too scared to start."

"It's Tamy, it's me and Riyu. You don't have to go out before you meet you. Me and Ryu are like this."

"Virgo, we never know what's going to happen. What is in front of you is not a certainty. Want to get to when you hold a grudge, maybe it's not as bad as what you think."

"Tamy, you don't know how Ryu. So you don't know what her true nature is?"

I smiled wryly and shook my head. How did this girl know? Even I never knew Ryu more than his name.

"Are you that close? Until you know this much about her feelings?" many jealous.

Tamy smiled and shook his head. A puddle of water spilled from one of his eyes.

"I don't understand what his heart is. I don't know what burden he has in his heart. All I know is, anyone who bears a burden like me will understand what it feels like. There are things we want to say, but we are too afraid to say. There's a burden we want to share, but we're too afraid to bother."

Tamy smiled gently and looked towards me. With a clear liquid returning across his pale cheeks.

"At the end of the day, the path we take is all in our hearts. Hiding by coating it with hateful treatment in the hearts of others. Because in our opinion, just because of being hated. Maybe someday we can release this burden."

For a moment I was silent, thinking about Tamy's words so deeply entered my heart.

"But the circumstances of you and Ryu are different, Tamy."

"Virgo, I'm not a person who likes to interfere with other people's problems. I'm not someone who likes to talk about other people's problems. But have you ever asked? Perhaps, sister Riyu also did not like her mother's marriage. Have you ever asked? Does he hate your father, just as you hate his mother? Have you ever asked, was sister Riyu not as hurt as you were when her father was replaced with your father? Ever been?"

I went back into silence, this time Tamy's question really made me shut up.

Don't ask questions, even just look at it I don't want to be with him. I can't accept him as my half-brother. I could not accept the presence of her mother who replaced my mother.

"Virgo, I don't care about sister Riyu. I only care about you" said Tamy, bitterly.

"I only care about your life. I only care about your future. Therefore, think about it."

The girl took my fingers, grasped them tightly. Her lips smiled with the flowing liquid water, crossing her cheeks.

"I just want you to have someone next to you when I can't stand it anymore. Even if no one will replace me in your heart, at least there are people who help sustain it with you."

"Tamy, stop!" press me a little bit.

"Virgo think about it, Sister Riyu always tried to convey through the gaze of her eyes. I've seen you two, and sister Riyu looks at you guiltily."

"But I haven't seen him in all this time" I said.

"Because your heart is too blind!" reply Tamy a little hard.

"Your eyes are closed with anger, your heart is closed with disappointment. You spilled it with sister Riyu who knew nothing. Virgo, he's your brother. He's my friend too, don't be like this. Don't keep spilling the burden of wrongdoing on her."

"Tamy, you don't understand-"

"You who don't understand. Virgo, sister Riyu never explained anything to me. But from the way he behaves I, you know. I know, Virgo. He's not a bad person, believe me. You can be brothers, if you want to open the way."

I smiled bitterly and rubbed my face. So brother? Is that true? I've been pretty good with my life all this time. Not adding a brother is no problem either.

"Virgo, listen to me. Sister Riyu's mother probably won't last longer than me."

I turned my head when I heard Tamy's words.

"meaning?" many confused.

"Virgo, sister Riyu's mother is also a cancer patient like me. Don't you feel like you two are both holding on to the woman who's gonna leave you two later?"

"Tamy, stop saying that to me" I said annoyed.

"But that's the truth, Virgo. That's the situation. Even if you don't listen to it, even if you don't want to accept it? Will anything change? Will there be something different?" yell Tamy, loud.

"Nothing will change from my circumstances, Virgo. But something will change from you and sister Riyu if you can open the way."

I rubbed my face violently and stayed for a while, covering my face with both hands.

To be honest I messed up, I was very surprised to hear that Ryu's mother had cancer as well.

I didn't like it, but I wasn't happy when I heard the woman was hurt.

I know he took Dad. But I also know that it wasn't Riyu who was at fault.

I still can't forgive them, not because I'm vengeful. It's just that there's pain that comes back when you remember your betrayal.

This is called the law of karma. A person may plead not guilty, but the world is a witness. Those who sin will receive their reward.

If he ever snatched a mother from a child. Now fate makes a child lose his mother.

I don't want to laugh, because I'm not cruel to them either.

Just let it run as it is, maybe not, right now. Or in the future, it could be.

But one thing is certain, mistakes can be separated from the human eye. But sin will not escape from the world.

Think about it if you want to hurt, feel it if you want to have someone else's stuff.

Because right now, what belongs to you will belong to someone else someday. What you want to prick will stab you back one day.

Think about it, sometimes life has to be this cruel.