For Me And Him

20

I tracked down this hospital yard by counting my steps. Just to throw away, I was tired of playing in the hospital.

I breathed a little heavy and walked towards the cafeteria. I accidentally saw Aura and her mother there.

"Huh, they again. Why does the world have to be this narrow?" Lirihku.

I turned my body and wanted to leave immediately, but accidentally the conversation between the two of them made my steps stop.

"Mama met yesterday, Tamy," said the woman softly.

"Don't tell me that Mama...."

"Yes, Mama's talking to him, like,"

"Oh Mama, I've lost it, I don't want any mercy from him. I will definitely defeat him," said Aura haughtily.

I sing next to my lips, disgusted at the arrogance of the helpless woman.

"But Aura, it would be best if you weren't hostile towards him,"

"Nobody wants to be enemies with him, Ma. Although I don't like it, but I admit, that what Tamy told me was the truth."

For a moment I was stuck telling Aura, what does she mean to talk like that?

"Tamy says, I always use my weakness to draw sympathy from others." Aura smiled wryly and shook her head resignedly.

"Even though I hate to admit it, but Tamy's right, Ma. I shouldn't expect the pity of others, let alone the pity of Virgo. Although I really like Virgo, but I don't want Virgo to choose me just out of pity."

I turned my back and walked slowly out of the cafeteria, it turned out that Aura was not as bad as I thought.

The aura is not as weak as I have said all along. I continued to hate him, without realizing I was insulting him a lot.

I am not much different from him, nor am I better than him. But because of the jealousy he caused in my heart, it made me hate him without direction.

Virgo, after two years, this is the first time I've ever wanted to show you how I feel. But I don't want to hurt you either, I have to how to deal with a situation like this?

***

I stretched my hand in front of my face, just to dispel the hot rays of the sun that stung my skin.

Since then the sweat has poured profusely wet clothes on my back.

The laziest thing I do, is flag talk. If only I could pretend to faint.

A huge shoulder covered the blazing sun that blinded my gaze. His big back protected my face from the scorching sun.

I saw the line beside me, my lips curled wide as I saw Virgo already in front of me, blocking the sunlight with his body.

I flicked my hands in front of my face, just creating cold air for me.

"Now," Virgo thrust a bottle of mineral in front of me.

"Why are you in the eleventh grade?" I asked as I reached for the mineral bottle that Virgo had offered and took a small sip.

"For you what can't?" Answer Virgo quickly.

"Ciyeeeee ... Uhuy ...." Ledek Virgo's friends are sitting down to meet the basic canteen table.

"Taste ... Sick, woy. Very nice look Virgo bucin," ledek brother Donny.

"It's to find a girlfriend, don't keep single, Don," said Jerry.

"Where? Shela selling expensive continues," replied Brother Donny teasingly.

"Ciyeee ... So woy, so it is," the cheers of the canteen filled with Virgo's class.

"Sister Donny, it's not funny to know" said Shela Jutek.

"Shel, don't jutek-jutek, later not selling loh," led Andri with a smile.

"Tamy, turn yuk! really if there's a Donut it's not obvious tease." Pull Shela to me.

"Ayeee, oy. Dear call for Donny has been created," led by Jerry's brother back.

"We, relax Bro. The size fits right," replied Brother Donny casually, as if he received it in such a tease.

I just smiled to see the work of Virgo friends who are always fun and compact like this.

"Aceeek ... Don's cut-off tax, dong's tax," they cheered.

"What would you like to eat? donny's ready-made tax is liquid today" Virgo said happily.

"Hey ... Why don't you guys listen to me anyway? who wants to be like a potato donut like him?" Shela said annoyedly.

I shook my head and tried to stop smiling. If the cafeteria had been filled by Virgo's grade children who had more male students than this woman, it would have been the greatest gossip spot in history.

I got up and clung to Shela's arm, so did she, just for accompanying me that Virgo kidnapped almost every day. He's always been seduced by Virgo's nosy friends.

"We're back, Shel," gently ask me.

"Come on, I'm already so hot here," Shela replied excitedly.

As I was about to walk out, Virgo grabbed my finger that wanted to leave. I looked up and saw Virgo sitting at the table.

"What's up?" Me softly.

"I love you" said Virgo with a wink in his eye.

I let go of a big smile and shook my head in resignation. I bite my lower lip and look down.

"More," I said gently.

"Aseeeekkkkkk, Virgo can get our love back, tax dong, tax!" Shouted brother Andri loudly.

"Gee ... Tax is Virgo. Bu' ... Virgo is taxable!" brother Jerry shouted at the canteen trader.

"We, what the fuck is taxable, I've been made from two years ago yes," replied Virgo did not accept.

"If it's a love statement tax, okay, a love statement tax, right?" Shouted brother Donny's pumping.

"Woy, I don't have a budget, you really want taxes?" Shouted Virgo loudly.

"Thankiratin you, brother, like a nosy follow" said Shela growled.

"Shela," I gently beat Shela's hand.

"I'm back, Virgo,"

"Don't forget, take a break to the cafeteria, yeah,"

"Yes, don't forget to pay the taxes, yeah" my ledek before leaving.

"Well, is Tamy really that?" ask Virgo melas.

I smiled and turned my eyes back to Virgo.

"Take it, this time I'll pay the tax," I said softly.

"We ... Tamy, I'm with you!" scream brother Jerry happy.

"No, no, Tamy's got me, just watch out for you if anyone dares to eat from Tamy's money, I circumcise twice, want to!" threaten Virgo hard.

I leave them all there, if only serve them then until the entry hours will also be endless.

"Tam, I'm going to the toilet first. You go first" said Shela on her way back to class.

I nodded my head and walked slowly down the corridor. Before entering the classroom, I accidentally saw Aura sitting in her chair right next to the classroom window.

Open the diary, and there's a picture of Virgo there. Actually I can't bear to have a war with Aura.

Obviously Aura and I will never be balanced. I exhaled and continued on, Aura just looked at me cynically as I walked past her.

I took out my biology notebook and wrote some of the leftover parts, while Aura still continued flipping through her diary.

Out of curiosity, I slightly got up and read a few sentences. There was not much I could read, just a piece of sentence that was able to make my knees shake instantly.