For Me And Him

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Virgo POV.

Leo handed me a white envelope. Without saying much, I opened it and read it.

I don't understand, but all I know is one. That the heart match rate of Aunt Gina and Tamy reached 82%.

A smile on my face, happy even though there is a sense of unwillingness.

"This is a close, Om?" much fun.

"Surely."

"So when can Tamy do a liver transplant, Om?" many enthusiast.

Om Leo sighed, rubbing his face a little harshly.

"It's not as easy as it's in your mind, Virgo."

"meaning?"

"Gina was my patient, even though she had breast cancer. But it's not that bad, it's too dangerous for Gina and Tamy."

"But I never asked for it, Om. Aunt Gina would do it herself."

"I know, but as a Doctor I can't do this. Took someone's life to exchange it for my own son's life."

"So, what do you want Om?" many confused.

"I'll talk to Gina again. This situation must be clear, if Tamy knows. He would also disagree."

"All right, I get it, Om."

I took the paper and put it back in the envelope. Bring it to someone more worthy.

I opened the door a little, and saw that Riyu was talking to my girl in there.

I leaned my head against the front door of the room, delaying entry for a little longer.

"So, Virgo took you on the run yesterday?" I heard Ryu voice ask.

"I'm the one who wanted to escape, to be exact" the answer my girl threw.

"Based on a bad girl, you should take care of your health."

"From Brother worrying about me. Can you promise me?"

I raise one eyebrow and look inward. Look at the two people who are talking.

"What?"

"No promise to get better with Virgo, yeah. Sometimes he looks rude, but Virgo is not a bad guy. I know there's a grudge between you, but I know you want to make peace. Just--"

The girl hung up her sentence and glanced cynically at Riyu.

"You two are too proud. It's hard to put it together, it's harder to reconcile."

Riyu smiled and touched the tip of my girl's head. There was a sense of jealousy stirring within the chest. But I tried to hold her back, my girl wouldn't like it if I acted rudely in front of her.

"I will definitely make peace with Virgo, Tamy. Not at this time, maybe in the future. Because I separated him and his father. I hope he will forgive me."

"Virgo will definitely forgive, brother. You just need communication to fix it."

"If there's no you, I think it'll be hard."

"Hem, why?"

"Because you're the one who got me and Virgo close. You're the one who connected me and Virgo. Tamy, if I'm honest, it's not just Virgo. Even I, too, love you so much."

I clenched my fingers, opened the door with a slight kick.

"Did I not hear wrong? You love me my girl?" manya.

"Virgos." Tamy ran and immediately restrained my body.

I dragged my body out of the room. Followed by Riyu who was walking behind us.

I pulled Tamy's hand and looked at him a little annoyed.

"Why do you take me? You were happy when you were shot by Riyu, weren't you?" I don't like it.

"What are you talking about? You misunderstand me, Virgo."

"Misunderstand what? You made someone fall in love with you on purpose, didn't you?"

"Virgo-"

"Don't go too far, Virgo," Riyu's broken up walking ahead of me.

"You're telling me not to go too far?" I smiled wryly and shook my head.

"You don't go too far! You know he's my girlfriend, but you still have the intention to shoot him."

"I didn't shoot him, I just confessed my feelings. What wrong?"

"Wrong! Obviously wrong, there are still a lot of women out there. Why do you always take what I have?" tanyaku.

"I don't want to take Tamy away from you, I'm just saying what I feel."

"You are still defending yourself like this. I obviously heard what you said!" hard snapped.

"Enough!" tamy shouted louder.

"What do you think this is? Land for a fight? It's a hospital, can't you guys get any colder to finish this?"

"I don't want to finish anything with this guy, all my life. I'll fight him."

"Stop, Virgo!" yell Tamy hoarse.

"You're brothers, should that grudge go back to smoldering just because of a dying girl like me? Are you guys still sane? You've taken me who's on the verge of death?" tamy asked with a puddle of glass lining his eyes.

Tamy looked at the two of us closely. His head nodded slowly.

"I don't deserve to be, I don't deserve to be the cause of your grudges getting bigger. Wh why? Why are you making me sadder? Why are you making me more troublesome?"

"Tamy-"

"Sorry," Riyu broke up straight away.

"Sorry, Tamy. I was just thinking about revealing it. I didn't think to ask you to accept me. I know what's in your heart is just Virgo, therefore, I just want you to know, that other than Virgo there's still a place for you to take shelter."

I looked at Riyu's face again, what did that mean? It was obvious that his intention was to snatch my girl.

"Enough, I don't need you guys like this. If you want to go like this, just continue. I don't want to know you guys anymore."

Tamy ran away leaving me and Riyu in the hospital corridor. The girl stopped her steps not far from us standing up, she spewed blood from inside her mouth.

"Tamy," lirihku and Riyu simultaneously.

I ran and grabbed the shoulder of my little girl. Entering the hospital bathroom, gave him time to spit out the red liquid.

I pulled the bag Tamy was wearing, looked for a cure in it. After some time of disassembling, the medicine I was looking for did not exist.

"Tamy threw away the medicine," I said bitterly.

"Then how?" She asked.

"Seek the cure on Leo's om, hurry!" my orders.

Ryu ran away from me in front of the bathroom. Looking at Tamy who kept on spitting out a lot of blood from his mouth.

Wh why? You're doing this Tamy? Why are you letting this get worse?

Am I not your reason for surviving?

Why was it that when I was next to you, you chose to give up instead?

Give up on the situation and give up against all suffering?

Kusapu a circle of tears that had dripped, across the cheek. Walk up to Tamy and pull his shoulders to stand up.

Removing the remaining blood at the corner of his lips. Hugging Tamy's increasingly thin and weakened body.

"Why, Tamy? Why did you give up so soon?" many bitter.

Tamy held his arms around my waist, not answering but just sobbing.

"Virgo, here," Riyu said as she handed me some medicine.

I opened it quickly and pulled Tamy's shoulder, feeding it into Tamy's mouth.

Tamy patted my hand, took the medicine plate and spiked it roughly.

"I'm tired!" shouted rough.

"I'm so tired, Virgo. I'm bored, I can't stand it. I can't hold everything anymore?" tamy said bitterly.

For a moment I was silent, looking at Tamy's body that kept shaking from releasing her cries.

I know, it's very hard for him. But we have no choice but to survive. Survive all these wounds and squeals.

"I want to end this, Virgo. I want to end it" continued Tamy Parau.

"Tamy, don't be like that. You must endure, I promise to make peace with Riyu. For that I need you, you're always cooling us both."

Tamy looked towards me and Riyu took turns. Not stopping, his eyes shed a round of clear water.

Tamy rolled up both the long sleeves of the shirt he was wearing. Several blue bruises and injection marks were seen on his white skin.

Slowly my tears fell without a sound, unable to see the skin of his hand that changed color.

"Do you think there's still room to inject the medicine? Do you think there's still pain I can't stand? I don't feel anything anymore, Virgo. Till when? Until when do you keep defending me by making a lot of pain in my body?"

Tamy took in his breath which sounded so heavy. Stifled the sobbing that hit his chest.

"Until when? I have to smile and keep trying to be cheerful, I even still have to be okay for all of you. I swear I'm tired, it's too tired, Virgo."

Tamy rewinds his steps, cornering himself in the corner of the bathroom. He slowly crouched down and hid his face.

Her tiny body shook violently, there was the sound of cries that were increasingly breaking unstoppable.

While I was silent, I couldn't do anything. More precisely unable to do anything to help him.

My stupidity, always letting Tamy endure everything on her own. I don't even know if he's not taking his medicine anymore.

I slowly approached, crouched down in front of him and grabbed the tip of his head.

"I'm sorry, Tamy. I'm sorry I'm too weak like this. I can't protect you very well. I'm sorry, dear."

Tamy lifted his head and looked at me with her tears streaming down.

Slowly he closed his eyes and fell into a trap.

"Tamy," call me soft.

"Tamy!" I shouted while shaking the girl's body.

I lifted her tiny body and ran into Leo's room.

"Om, help! Tamy fainted," I said in a panic.

"Let's put it here!" soft command.

I put Tamy's body on the bed, Leo began to prepare the equipment. A nurse took my body out of the room.

I sat down at the door of the treatment room. Still imagined how Tamy cried and endured all the pain earlier.

Slowly the tears flowed back without a sound. How I feel guilty about him.

Begging him to endure the unbearable pain. But besides that what can I do?

I'm afraid of losing her, I'm afraid she's gone. So scared.

The sound of door friction rang out, I got up and cleaned the pants. Om Leo came out with a tangled face.

"How, Om?" ask directly.

"Do you know that Tamy's not taking his medicine?"

"I just found out, Om. When Tamy vomited blood in the toilet."

Om Leo sighed and sat down on the stainles chair that was in front of the treatment room. I followed by sitting next to him.

"My fault, Tamy's out of my sight."

"meaning?"

"Tamy's critical."

It felt like the sting inside my chest was getting heavier. Like there was lightning that made my whole body heat up.

"How come? Isn't Tamy still okay?" I just don't believe it.

"Tamy's condition has been very bad, Virgo. The cancer has reached the final stage, Tamy should have been hospitalized and rested completely. But he didn't want to, he still wanted to hang around and didn't even take his medicine."

Om Leo ruffled his hair, for a moment he fell silent. But I can feel, there is a failure that om Leo feels bigger than me.

"Om, shouldn't Tamy be improving after his kheimonya? Why is it so bad?" my question still does not accept.

"Didn't Tamy tell you?"

"Say what?"

"The last Kheimo he did failed."

As it stopped, my heart beat felt very painful.

Wh why? Even to the end you still hid everything from me, Tamy? Wh why?

Why do you have to be this cruel?