For Me And Him

24

I saw Virgo's chest rise and fall quickly, between holding back the crying and the anger.

Virgo smiled wryly and let go of his hand grip on my cheek.

Virgo rubbed his face violently, staring at me sharply.

"Riyu's oath, I hate you. Once again you appear before me, I'll make sure all your bones are broken!" Threatening Virgo ketus.

"And you!" Show Virgo in front of my face.

"After this, we're just two people who don't know each other!" Virgo walked away from me quickly.

I watched Virgo's body keep walking away. One by one my tears came down quickly.

I broke my cry and sat drowning in the garden. I held my hand in front of my mouth, trying to hold back my crying that felt so heavy on my chest.

Sorry Virgo, this time I'm really sorry. It's not easy for me, to hurt you like this. I also hurt a lot when I saw the look in your eyes that looked so hateful to me.

Sorry Virgo, I'm sorry. I don't want to fight for you. But I'm powerless against all this. I hope this time you understand for yourself. That I hurt you to protect you.

I love you Virgo, I really love you.

I remat the side of the shirt on my chest, why is this heartache?

I hurt Virgo, but why is the pain deeper in my heart.

I broke my cries, as one by one the good memories of my teenage years were twisted in my brain. It's not an easy thing to let you go Virgo, but I can't fight for you either.

The more beautiful the memories I remember, the deeper the cries I broke. I was stupid, I hurt him, but I regretted it.

letting you go was the stupidest thing I've ever done. But holding you by my side is the most painful thing.

Sister Riyu sat down next to me and dropped my head on her chest. I buried my face in his chest.

Getting a backrest to shed, I further broke my deep cries

"Puft," I held my mouth and moved away from sister Riyu.

I spewed blood from my mouth again. I shouldn't be like this, being too stressed can also make things worse.

"Tamy," Sister Riyu put her jacket on my shoulder and lifted my body.

He sat me down on the grass and gave me a bottle of mineral water. I set the breathing feeling tight in my chest.

I need to be able to control myself. If this is the case, then things will get worse later.

For a long time, I was silent. Trying to calm down after the pain in my left abdomen disappeared.

While sister Riyu was silent, she just sat down without saying a word to me.

"Hem, Brother."

"Yes," he answered flatly.

"Thank you for helping me today" I said softly.

"Together."

"Sorry, yeah. Because help me, brother so hated by Virgo," I said.

"Luck it off, Virgo hates me a lot. If he were to hate more now, there would be no problem, only adding to the hatred. Not a big thing," Brother Riyu replied flatly.

"No lie!"

Sister Riyu averted her eyes when she heard my words.

"Obviously, you've been wanting to make peace with Virgo. Whether there's something or not because there's no chance, Big Brother just let this continue? though Brother is eager to reconcile with him."

I smiled gently and turned my eyes away. Looking at sister Riyu who was looking at me with her flat face.

"From the first time I saw Brother and Virgo in the school cafeteria. I know there's a complicated matter between you two. I don't know what, and I don't want to ask why? but I see, there is regret that Brother conveyed through the eyes of Brother."

I breathe and look forward again.

"So, you're not silent, you're not talking or trying to explain. Believe me, if Big Brother doesn't dare to talk about it, the sifting that Big Brother saved is also just a futility."

"But you know, talking about something takes courage and preparation. I think you understand that better" said sister Riyu coldly.

"meaning?" I'm confused.

"Let's go home, you better get enough rest."

I just nodded and followed sister Riyu's footsteps. Take me to the front of our fence.

Sister Riyu looked closely at my house, she was confused and could not believe the view she saw.

"This is your house?" Ask sister Riyu in disbelief.

"Yes" I replied gently.

Sister Riyu let go of her laughter and shook her head.

"If Doctor Leo doesn't admit it, I can't believe you're his son."

I just smiled looking at Sister Riyu's expression that was surprised by the view of our simple house.

"The house is small?" Me softly.

"Sorry, don't want to insult. But I didn't think it was. Doctor Leo is a famous man, I can hardly believe, your house is so simple."

"We only live together, so do not need a large and luxurious house. Let it be simple, but we are happy" I replied gently.

Sister Riyu smiled and nodded her head.

"Well, then I'll go back."

"Thank you for your help today, and thank you for not asking me anything."

Sister Riyu just smiled gently and grabbed my head. Gently stroked her, then passed away without saying anything.

***

I picked up my plate and took it to the end of the table. Shela today there's a drum band rehearsal. So I ate alone in the upper canteen.

I looked down at the school yard, saw some of my friends playing downstairs.

I realized, Virgo kept looking at me sharply. His jaw was tightening, I could see Virgo was annoyed half-dead at me.

I grabbed my drink and finished my meal quickly. I finished my dinner plate and got up slowly.

Virgo blocked my step with his field chest. Looked at my face sharply.

"Why?" Virgo asks, "Why are you acting like nothing happened?" Welcome back.

"Aren't you the one who said, assume we don't know each other" I replied gently.

"Is it like this, Tamy?" Ask Virgo bitterly.

"Is this the end of our story?"

"So you want what kind of ending? we get married and live happily?" I let go of my smile and shook my head.

"Virgo is a real life, not a love story. There is no happy ending, for we are still alive in the world,"

"So, does Ryu also include your toys that you can take off when you feel he is very happy to get you? are you also going to let go of Ryu when Ryu is really in love with you?" Ask Virgo out loud.

"What will happen to me and Sister Riyu, it will be both of our business. It has nothing to do with you" I replied gently.

Braaac

Virgo pounded the canteen table hard. His eyes looked at me with all his hatred. Virgo's face was extinguished instantly.

"All right, listen to me!" Virgo say presses.

"Rintamy Khalia Swandez, from today our relationship is over!" Press Virgo gently.

I close my eyes and bow my head. Like getting a lightning bolt piercing the recesses of my heart, Virgo's words were able to break my whole heart.

I noticed Virgo's body coming out of the cafeteria in annoyance. Virgo pounded the canteen door and walked quickly away from me.

I sat down weakly, trying to inhale the breath that had stopped and stinged in my chest.

I cremated the edge of my shirt and bit my lower lip. Trying not to cry and hold all this pain.

''Virgo, believe. That I still love you so much."