First Love "In April"

DOWN

I was right standing in front of the 3 whirlpools where Father, Mother and Zira were buried, in disbelief with all this I fell from the wheelchair right in front of their graves.

"Riri" said worried from bang Farel who accompanied me.

I looked one by one with tears rolling back over my cheeks,

"Why did Riri bi-sa get through all this without ka-lian??" I said slowly with stammering in my sobs.

I kept crying and hugged Dad's headstone with my eyes fixed on Mom and Zira's vortex, she said, again felt tight in the chest when it crossed my mind their smiles the last time I saw with all the good memories I had gone through with them.

I still feel the disbelief that right now I am truly alone.

I don't know how much time I've spent in this place, until bang Farel stepped up and approached me.

"Ri yuk" said bang Farel holding my shoulder.

" but-".

" Remember your health has not really recovered" said Bang Farel.

" You want om and aunt sad to see you rich gini continues" he added.

Farel slowly shrugged my shoulders to get up and get back in my wheelchair.

My eyes continued to gaze toward the 3 whirlpools of my loved ones.

The tears continued to flow slowly as I began to move away.

" I'm sorry Riri, sorry Riri" I said with sobs.

" Riri love you guys".

With Farel slowly pulling my wheelchair away and leaving the burial area, I stared at their tomb nanars that were beginning to become invisible.

"Bang, riri is still missing" .

" Would you cry until when you cry, later after you recover, brother promises to send you here again" said bang Farel.

" Sister just doesn't want your current situation to improve even more down because of your thoughts and sadness" he added while pushing my wheelchair towards where his car is parked.

With my head resting on the windshield of the car, I wiped away the traces of tears that were still left behind.

I try to be strong even though my heart feels incapable.

"Where else are we?" ask Bang Farel with eyes that focus on driving.

"Close to school yuk bang, Riri kangen very much with friends" said I.

"OK..." Bang Farel.

Time on the way was short, the car bang Farel now right parked in the alley in front of my school.

"Rii, are you sure you don't want to go to school?" ask Bang Farel while lowering my wheelchair.

" Yes bang" I said briefly.

Chequelek

"I'm sorry bang, Riri continues to take care" I said to bang Farel who was standing right next to my wheelchair.

"What the hell" he said as he reached out as my support to move from the car to the wheelchair.

***

Bang Farel slowly pushed my wheelchair towards the Ita mba stall that already looked different in my eyes.

"Here?" bang Farel asked when we were in front of the mba Ita.

"What message do you want?" ask someone who is none other than mba Ita.

"What is normal mba" I said with a warm smile.

Silent for a while I looked at the face of mba Ita who looked a little clear liquid in her eye patch looked at me as if surprised.

"Masya Allah Riri" he said as he dashed towards me.

"This is really you? Thank God, God" Ita landed a warm embrace on me.

" How are you doing, Mba?" ask me briefly.

" Healthy, your friends will be happy to see you" he said by hand removing tears that had fallen for a moment.

"Riri came here because he wanted to see them" I said.

"In the meantime, mba make your favorite drink first" he said while running small towards the inside.

"Hmmm" I said with eyes that looked at the alley road that I used to go through with my friends after school.

And this stall, which I currently occupy, became my favorite place to look at Raidil from a distance when I came home from school.

"Why?" bang Farel asked looking at me.

" It's okay to bang".

"Yeah school kangen?" bang Farel said very precisely with what I feel at this time.

I nodded silently with eyes that swept around the area again.

" This is your drink Rii" said mba Ita with a hand carrying two drinks.

" Thank you mba" I said briefly.

" Mba is really happy to be able to squirm you again, do you know Rii 3 your best friend is already like a zombie?" mba Ita.

"Zombies?" I smiled a little at the words mba ita.

"Yes zombies, rarely smile, rarely laugh richly when there is you" explained mba ita.

hearing that story made my heart sizzle alarmingly to my three old best friends I never knew about.

Cring..

The sound of the bell going home from school sounded very small in my ears because the distance ahead of the alley to the school was far enough that the bell sound would sound very thin.

"Back into yaa Rii" said mba Ita after telling me a lot about some of the stories I missed during my time in the hospital.

And I just nodded and turned my gaze back towards the road with eyes ready to look for my three best friends.

" Don't cry" said bang Farel remembering me.

Little by little the disciples began to fill the road out of the alley,

My eyes continue to wait for the object I want to meet, my heart is now completely filled with Missing on my three best friends also Raidil.

Until at last I found the three of them walking from a distance, I looked at my three friends with tears ready to fall, and I looked at them, 1 Year is not a little time for me when parting with them without saying goodbye even news.

Their steps getting closer to me made me a little nervous about their reaction when they saw me,

Until in the end they were simultaneously stunned and began to realize my existence in a small shop mba Ita.

I looked at the three of them with a warm look full of longing, a little smile I deliberately incised to describe my happy heart as I looked at those who were also staring at me with the same gaze.

"RRRRII RRRII"

"Riii. rii" they said a bit in unison, making me the center of attention of the other students in the school alley.

"Aaarrrhhh riri"

Running fast they got right in front of me.

A tight hug without rushing landed on me.

"Aarrhh.. riri. this is really you right" said Lila while sobbing.

"Huhuhoo.. I'm no longer a ghost" said Della.

" Yes the ghost of broad daylight" interrupted Lila with a hiccuping voice.

"I miss you guys" I said briefly with tears falling slowly.

" We, too, are very longing, and very worried about you Rii" said Ema who looked at me with tears.

" Aaarrhhh riri, aa-ku." said lila cut off with a voice that started to get a little hoarse from crying

" Heyy. you are not ashamed to see the gini" said bang Farel made us simultaneously raise our heads slowly.

" APAA!!, never see a cry" Lila told another student who watched us while wiping away tears.

While I was just silent while being the center of attention of some other students with hands that kept trying to wipe away the traces of tears that had wet my cheeks.

"RI..RII"

Say some of my classmates who used to know me.

With a small run, staring and approaching at me as if in disbelief and asking various things including my circumstances.

I again felt the warmth and beauty of school that I had always missed since I regained consciousness.

I want to go back, but I don't think it'll be as easy as I imagined.