First Love "In April"

TIME IS STOPPED

"so what are you guys?" ask Mr. Rudi by patting a wooden ruler on his desk.

We were silent without a word to answer.

"if you still don't want to answer, you'll call your parents!" said Mr. Rudi firmly threatened.

"don't!!" our sahut in unison.

"so try to explain what commotion makes you disturb the order of the class meeting" asked Mr. Rudi with his meticulous eyes down the three of us.

"Raytil?".

" i don't know sir, I'm just trying to get a divorce" he said honestly.

" you ?" point rudi sir with a ruler that pushes my shoulders slowly.

"physically I was the first, but it happened because he started first with his mouth" I said trying to be honest as it is.

" what are you doing to him?" ask Mr. Rudi to Caca who is downcast annoyed

"i..." The word did not continue, Caca looked down again without continuing his words.

"What..!!" Shouted Mr. Rudi by hitting a wooden ruler on his desk which made us both bounce small in surprise.

"note your full names here, include your homeroom teacher" said Mr. Rudi, handing out a book and a pen.

"this is the first warning, until the second time, you know the consequences, right?" he added.

" yes sir" we answered simultaneously.

"and as a punishment this time, when you come home later you do not go home first, collect all the garbage in the school" said Mr. Rudi added.

And we just nodded.

"oh yeah, later before you start here first" added Mr. Rudi.

Finished with the business with Mr. Rudi, we walked out of BK's office.

"kantin yok" said Caca while holding Raidil's hand as if Caca was deliberately doing it in front of me without feeling guilty.

"get off" Raidil said, shaking Caca's hand and leaving us.

Caca looked back at me with a hateful look,

While I'm trying my best to get away from Caca.

"Rii here" cried Lila who was standing in front of the cafeteria with Ema and Della.

"how?" della asked curiously.

" What is ?" I'm confused.

"was that in Bk's office?"obviously Della.

"oh..it's okay, just in the form of punishment" I said honestly.

"what?" lila asked curiously.

"clean the trash later go home from school" I said.

"they too?" lila asked with eyes pointing towards Raidil who was at the end of the field and Caca the gang in front of the canteen.

"yes" I said briefly.

" it's not like parents call them to school" Ema said.

" it's lucky" I said.

Tringgggg...

Bell went home to sound, little by little the school began to empty, only a few students were still seen pacing back and forth.

"Rii, want help?" ask Della.

" No, anyways that are punished I, you guys just go back there" I said.

" Oh yeah later if you guys go ahead to see Dad, say I'm still here again in order" I added.

"it's really okay to ri" said Lila.

" we are waiting here to let you guys" added Ema.

" don't. y'all just go back, at least for a little while, come home!" I said while pushing their shoulders slowly.

"we're back" added Della and Ema who waved.

while I walk back to the Bk room to come to Mr. Rudi.

" Now, you finish near the field and in front of class XII" said Mr. Rudi while handing the garbage bag to me.

I walked towards the field with my eyes trying to sweep through the school looking for Raidil's whereabouts I couldn't find.

"Maybe he's on the other side" I said inwardly as I exhaled violently.

***

As my hands were busy picking up the trash one by one, my mind started thinking about my relationship which I thought was a little complicated, how not? I like Raidil even very much like him, and vice versa but between Me and him there is not even a definite bond like the word (dating) that makes Me feel like someone very Selfish, very selfish, wanting Raidil without wanting any status even my heart is so unreliable if Raidil has to be with the others while he is with me without any clear status.

"dumb shit" I wrote to myself.

Standing up straight I tried to inhale as much as possible, trying to straighten out my selfish thoughts towards Raidil.

" think me huh?" said Raidil who was standing right in front of me with a little fuss on my nose.

" It's a lot of pe de anyway" I said a little blush.

" Aa.it turns out to be so right" he said with confidence.

" What the hell" said I turned my face away with a thin smile

" I miss knowing" he explained while standing right beside me following the small steps of my feet with hands that were still busy picking up trash.

I tried to hide my face that was turning red in embarrassment.

"are you done?" ask me.

" already, the canteen has cling without garbage" he said with enthusiasm.

" i'm sorry, 'cause I you're following the law" said I felt guilty.

" Hey..don't beat yourself up, it's not your fault Rii" said Raidil who tried to comfort me.

" but still a little bit of sal-dep"

" it doesn't need to be discussed, it's not your fault" said Raidil who cut my speech.

" anyways, well, I was surprised to see you are rich like Caca" he added pinning a smile of disbelief.

" astonished? why?" ask me curious.

" yeah I think you are so calm, but it turns out that it can be nabok too" said Raidil in a slightly mocking voice.

" I was also surprised, I should have been able to get more emotional" I said by starting to tremble with regret that made Raidil to join the law because of my actions.

" heii.stop, not everything we can hold, you have tried" he said while staring at me.

"Raydal?" my right words stand not far behind him.

"Hmm?".

" what do you like about me?" ask me who I wanted to throw at him.

"if you?" not answering my question Raidil threw the question at me.

I was silent in front of Raidil, not because I was confused as to what to answer, but because my heart was beating so fast as he brought his face closer to my face that it left only a gap to breathe.

"Rii, I've been trying to hold back, but the feelings I'm starting to feel shaky in a matter of seconds" he said, trying to digest.

"Rii yes and sorry" he added.

Cup..

Raidil's soft blushing lips landed right on my right cheek, I felt a different world after what Raidil had just given me, my heart was racing stronger, I felt more and more, my cheeks were flushed with my body temperature which felt increasingly heated.

I fell silent with my stiff eyes and body all of a sudden.

"I wait in front of the gate yaa" he said with a smile that then ran away from me.

While I was still standing in the middle of the field like I was stuck in a stalled time.

"there he was" I said with a hand that held my right cheek as if I didn't believe what I had just experienced.

My breath suddenly hunted as if trying to keep up with my still-beating heartbeat, and the smile on my lips deeply reflected my heart filled with blossoming flowers.