First Love "In April"

First Love "In April"
MISCONNECTED



Though today my activities are just group work in jessi place but , the feeling of tired creeping all over my body.


"ahk.. cozy is my favorite mattress" I drop my body on it and I look at the ceiling of my room.


reflected in Raidil's attitude this afternoon who was staring at me from far away,


"He why?" ask my heart to be confused.


I closed my eyes with a pillow and I smiled like a madman remembering the coincidence that happened today.


Is this what it's like to fall in love? My heart even skipped a beat even though there was no Raidil here.


"ahhh think I want to die "my body rolls around because it feels good.


My struggle in bed stopped when my phone rang, I grabbed my phone from the bag I was wearing this afternoon to Jessi's place.


"New number?" while staring at the number that has no Name.


"Hallo.." I raised doubtfully.


"Hallo" she answered.


I was silent for a moment because of what I heard.


"yes. who is this?" I continue to ask.


"Who is this?"he turned around asking the same question as me.


"i am Riri" I replied politely.


And suddenly the phone was disconnected, "hmm. maybe one of the lines" I thought.


Back I put my body in bed with the phone I still hold, suddenly the vibration of the incoming message made me surprised.


"Sory Rii I think Rian's number, I asked Rian's number to Junaidi, I don't know if this is your number, did Junaidi send it wrong?".


a short message I read from the sender that didn't include his name.


"Oh, that's okay, if you know who this is?" ask me curious.


"It's Raidil" my body froze at once reading the reply.


oh god what a coincidence this is,


I should what? I was too happy with all the coincidences today to the point that I was confused as to what to reply to.


"Oh okay, I save ya" I replied after a while thinking about what to answer.


" okay, sory did call earlier, so disturb you gini nights" he replied.


"It's okay" I answered briefly.


"What dream did I have last night, what happened to today? I'm still confused.


Long time I look at my phone screen "already not reply yes, what do you expect anyway Rii ? I'm grateful he suddenly choked you even accidentally" my heart said.


***


The night changed in the morning, I opened my eyes and for the first time when I woke up all I was looking for was my phone.


While glancing open the incoming message "no yes" I said.


"Don't expect more Rii, you're not Raidil's nobody, for whatever he does


chat you early in the morning, don't have dreams" said my heart that tried to resuscitate me.


The wall clock has shown at 5:35, I rushed up to prepare to go to school.


As usual Dad always dropped me off in the front alley of the school, I never even asked why Dad never drove me to the school gate "when I ask Dad ah" say little with wonder.


" It's rich little boy you're running around" I sneered at Lila.


"Yeee is a child right hahaha" while laughing Lila replied, saying,


"hu..Your great little boy is La" I said.


We walked together to the gate.


"Rii I go first" said Lila as she walked straight towards her class because our class was different directions.


" Yes .. later the rest hour in the usual place" I said.


" Ok ok" replied Lila who explained she understood the place I was referring to.


When I got to the classroom door, I saw Raidil was already on his stool,


" Tumben he came in the morning" I said softly that even only my own ears heard what I said.


" Morning Rii" she said in a soft voice, because the class still had not come so much that the greeting sound was clearly in my ears.


"Ah yes mornings also "reply back to me with a faint smile.


After that we sat on the bench with our respective busyness, I was not able to start a new conversation with Raidil.


Seconds, minutes in the wall clock felt so long, occasionally the tip of my eyes glanced towards Raidil, from the side was seen his face so calm while holding the pen he played twisting.


shortly after that my view turned to junaidi.


In a hurry Junaidi came to Raidil, clearly heard Junaidi's speech from the bench where I was sitting,


"Haha sory Dil, I misdelivered the number last night" laughing Junaidi explained.


" How can you !" answer Raidil ketus.


" My eyes sleepy Dil, you chat I've been going to sleep, where you want to be fast, after all Rian's name is not much the same as Riri, want to drag Rian ehh even to the Riri squeeze" obviously Junaidi details as if all of that happened with her involuntary.


" I just don't feel good with Riri, calling at night" Raidil said, staring at Junaidi and looking back at me as well


.


" Hahaha sory sory, I'll resend it later" said Junaidi


" Don't have to ask Riannya directly" he explained to Junaidi.


I only heard what they were talking about while filling out some of the questions that the teacher had not yet discussed.


"Rii sorry, too." said Junaidi as if she knew the mistake that had accidentally given my number to someone else.


" Yaudah is fine too Di" I replied as I glanced at the adjacent Raidil and Juanidi.


"Aaaa Ririiii.." a loud voice filled the classroom to the point that everyone in the classroom stared at me.


Della ran from the entrance in a hurry while grimacing like a child who had taken her candy.


" Why Del?" I asked Della while trying to let go of Della's embrace on me.


" aaa.. I'm ashamed of Rii" she replied as she covered her face behind my shoulder.


" Shame?" I asked in wonder at Della's never-so-like attitude.


and I started to get a little distracted by the ringing that made the people in the class focus on me.


" already ahh Dell, embarrassed to see a lot of people" I said while patting his shoulder.


" i swear, I'm more ashamed of what I did" she said, still resting her face on my shoulder.


And I felt even more uneasy as Raidil stared at me with his gaze as if to ask "what happened?"