First Love "In April"

DATING

I don't know how long it's been with Raidil at Ita's place, and it seems like things are indeed on my side because Dad never came, I was confused and at a loss for words to continue my conversation with Raidil, while Raidil just sat down with his sweet smile on my face, as if he knew what I was thinking.

" evening will be busy not Rii" he asked me.

" not rich, why?" sahut.

" date yuk" she said in a soft voice as if embarrassed.

"hah" only that word came out of my mouth that was shocked by his invitation.

I'm trying to digest what Raidil said to me.

" can you ??" ask him again.

" a... later I will tell you whether you can or not" I said in a dubious voice, although actually my heart prancing with excitement.

After answering Raidil's invitation, suddenly the sound of a motorbike approached me, when I turned my head, I saw Dad coming to pick me up,

" old ya Rii, Dad again did not send Mom first" said Dad told me the reason for the delay he picked me up.

" huu... Old pantes" I said.

" I go home first" I said to Raidil who was still sitting in Mba Ita's chair.

"em yes.. I also want to go home" he said as he stood and walked to his motorbike not far from Dad's motorbike.

" be careful Ri... Om". he said by bowing his head politely to Dad,

and I just smiled looking at Raidil.

My father and I passed by leaving the mba Ita stall on Raidil's tail behind us.

Every now and then I glance at Raidil driving his bike right behind me, I feel like my story is in FTV and drama.

I rolled my eyes once more towards Raidil, and I was shocked when he had opened his helmet glass , she smiled with her slightly seductive eyes towards me which made my cheeks slightly flushed with blush,

Sometimes he says things I don't understand, and I just say "huh what?" with no sound and it made him laugh and smile again.

When I got to the junction Raidil and I separated because of different paths home.

"Well.." said I slowly who apparently heard by Dad.

" why Rii?" asked Dad who was a little yelling because we were on the road.

" not really" I said with a thin smile.

***

When I got home, my smile did not stop, the happiness and joy in my heart I could not describe anymore. You guys must understand what I feel.

"Rii. changed clothes immediately eat yaa" said Mother who made my footsteps stopped in front of the room door.

" yes ma'am" I said with a big smile that made Mom look at me in wonder.

Arriving at the room, I threw my bag at the study table. I threw my body onto the bed with my face sinking into the pillow and I smiled with joy remembering what I experienced today.

It feels like all my wait has paid off, although long wait but effort will not betray the results. I finally know Raidil's heart to me.

" h. glad "I put my face back on the pillow.

" ohh yes, Raidil is not going" said I who made me sit firmly on top right to sleep.

"permit mother first" I said in my heart.

" about to be allowed?" ask me in my heart with doubt. Because this is the first time I'm allowed to go out with the opposite sex, my heart is quite thick and nervous, the fear of being angry also makes me a little worried.

***

But for the sake of pleasantries ask permission I still take my food even a little.

"neck around the food" said Dad, pouring a drink in his glass.

"how much is this.." I told Dad.

" What Dad said" I said in my heart.

"Well..." Call me.

" Hmm.. what?".

" Can Riri walk out in the afternoon?" I asked slowly and I felt my knees tremble a little at the thought of Dad's response to my desire.

" just walk" said Dad casually.

" but.." I said nervously and stammered.

" what?" ask me, starting to put on a serious face.

" same guy" I said quickly and immediately drank water in the glass beside me.

" who? your boyfriend? which one?" ask Dad in surprise.

" not a girlfriend, it's the same Raidil temen Riri who was sending Riri home at that time" said I slowly explained.

" ohh that one, may but tell me to pick up at home" said Dad who made me a little relieved.

" okay.kunih Yah" I said with a big smile on my father.

Dad went to leave me alone at the dinner table, I took my breath away from the nervousness I had felt.

I finished my meal and walked back to my room.

"whose phone is a cell phone" I said excitedly.

"how did you say that?" again I was confused myself to say what I wanted to say,

sometimes I am very disturbed by my own attitude which is very difficult to express my heart, even for trivial things.

I held my cell phone for a long time, while knitting back and forth from end to end of my bed.

Sometimes my hands spontaneously scratched my head

"duh.. gimnaa anyway?" ask me briefly in my heart.

"aaaa .." as if finding the right sentence to send to Raidil.

" at 3" the short message I sent him.

I'm starting to fret with the message I sent to Raidil "em... Rich is too short" I said small.

"duh" I close my eyes and lay my body on the bed feeling bad with the short message I sent to Raidil, as if it was showing me my cueing.

Why is it so hard for me to express my happiness and my feelings for Raidil even if it's just a short message on my phone.

I was a little afraid of what Raidil was thinking, I was trying to convey everything I felt, but why it wasn't as easy as others said.

" i hope he doesn't think I'm indifferent, or indifferent "I said in my heart.

I looked back at my phone screen and I read the last message I sent to Raidil.