First Love "In April"

TOWELS

Still in the same place, Raidil was still staring deeply at me.

"Dil, it was Bell" said I swept the silence between us, I turned my gaze in the other direction because I had begun not to be strong enough to withstand the pounding of my heart that was racing faster.

" what happened to Bell?" ask in a whispering voice.

I felt so wrong for him, "we're going to have another test" I said in a slightly stuttering voice.

" One more minute" still staring at me.

" there will be people who look and think that's not good" I'm still trying to get out of Raidil's gaze.

" yesterday" he said with a smile.

"Raidil.." I said with a bit of despair.

"hahaha yaudah yes, yes." he said by holding my hand and clutching it on a bottle of mineral drink.

" yes spirit" he added and left me who was still standing on the sidelines of TU and the toilet.

" what the hell? like to come suddenly and go at will" I said in my heart.

Shortly after Raidil left, I caught up with him and came out of the narrow room.

While holding the drink that Raidil gave me I returned to the examination room.

"fyuh, thank goodness not yet in the room" I said in my heart.

I'm lyrically my eyes to the right to see Raidil busy rummaging through bags to prepare his stationery because it's not long before the second hour exam starts.

I saw not far behind Raidil, Ema was also busy with her bag.

" haven't you seen the card yet?" ask me in my heart because I see the face of Ema who is still worried.

"satisfied haven't seen her?" said Caca who came and stood right in front of me.

" I've ngingetin you yes Rii, I'm not kidding, I will make your life not calm" he added which makes my hair sit a little standing.

I was silent without a sound trying to digest all the horrible words of Caca in my opinion.

"no horror at all!" caca yelled at me which surprised me.

My heart is a little bit riled up by the treatment of Caca, but I am trying to hold back and not respond to it, hopefully my choice is not wrong.

I passed by leaving Caca who was still standing in the same place, I walked towards the classroom door of the examination hall.

Before I stepped in, I broke up to glance at Raidil because honestly my heart was a little worried he heard Caca's scream,

" it's rich he didn't hear" I said as I stared at Raidil who had entered the examination room.

And I turned to look at Caca who was still glancing at me with a look I really didn't like,

I continued my steps into the examination hall and tried to forget all the words that came into my head

" focus Ri." said I inwardly.

The exam was over, I walked out of the school to Ita's place, this time I went back on my own, because Ema Della and Lila were still in their neighborhood.

I decided to leave them because it felt like my mood was very bad.

"loh Ri tumben himself?" ask Ita to me who is sitting in her chair.

"the others are still testing" I said.

"owh, means Riri finished first this story" added mba Ita.

" more precisely, Riri answered so that it would be finished quickly" I said with a sullen face.

" how come, isn't this Rii's test hike?" ask mba Ita.

" Riri is not in the mood anymore" I said with the rest of my energy.

" the mood can be lost at any time, if you answer the exam because the mood is not good can be regret, not go to class how?" said mba Ita advising me.

" Ri. mba used to want to go to high school, but because the situation can not "add mba Ita with a slightly vibrating tone showing sadness mba ita.

"so don't waste what you can get right now, because not everyone can be in your position right now" said mba Ita with a smile, I fell silent and returned his smile.

"eh tumben himself" said Brother Faiz greeting me.

I smiled without answering anything.

" mba Ita, the usual yaa.." added kak faiz.

"Rii. just shut up" she asked me.

" do not need to be invited to talk, again less mood he said" said mba Ita from afar representing what I want to say.

"why?" ask brother faiz.

" oh yes Rii, you were in search of your friends" he added.

" Let it go" I said briefly.

Thittt.The sound of Dad's motor horn coming towards me.

" first yes, brother, oh yes, said the same to them if Riri had come home" I said to Faiz's brother.

" Ok easy.." he said while staring at me questioningly.

***

Arriving home, I threw my body on the bed with my right arm covering my eyes, I thought as I closed.

How can I get through tomorrow with all my thoughts on what Caca said, if I can continue to like Raidil while I've learned about their matchmaking.

" why there are still fools" I said annoyed.

My head turned to think about how I could handle all this, I closed my eyes and drifted into my sleep.

At least I can briefly not think of Raidil, because it feels really tired.

I looked at the ceiling of my room, collecting all the lives that had been scattered out of my body because of my sleep.

" it's already at this hour" I said as I glanced at the wall clock that showed at 15:45.

I dragged my body up and walked to the bathroom near the kitchen with a towel in my hand, my house is not as modern as the houses of people who have bathrooms in the rooms.

" hahh freshnya" said I enjoy every water that falls soaking my head and body.

Almost half an hour I linger in the bathroom "tokkk... Tokkk" a knocking sound coming from outside the bathroom door.

" ii.. Mom and Dad want to go first, yes, there is business" said Mother behind the door.

" yes ma'am" I shouted slowly.

" oh yes in the living room there is a meeting you tuh" added Mother.

" who's mom?" ask me.

I waited a long time for an answer from Mom but I never heard, I never heard,

"what's gone?" ask me in my heart.

I finished my bath and walked to my room which was very close to the living room,

My steps came to a halt right in front of the door leading to the living room with my hands tightly grasping the towel wrapped around my body, my eyes widened to see Raidil staring at me frozen.

Our views clashed with each other until Raidil finally turned his face with his ears reddened.

I woke up from my gaze and ran into my room, my cheeks flushed with embarrassment, how not? Raidil looked at me who was only using my knee-high towel with wet unraveling hair.

"so reckless Rii" my ringist banged my head on the bedroom door.