First Love "In April"

BIDDER

I walked with my head down and hid my face from the gazes of the few other disciples who knew me, although it was still vaguely clear what they were suggesting about me.

Arriving in front of the school gate I tried to take a deep breath in a little to calm my quite agitated heart.

"Rii.. here" cried Lila from the front of my class, standing there with Della and Ema.

"mad Raidil is not very kind".

"ho oh, when there is a bagusan but choose that".

The words of some disciples who knew Raidil flashed right in front of me with gazes that showed their dislike.

A little glazed over my eyes as if ready to drop tears after hearing the words of those I didn't even know.

" long time very nyampenya Rii" said Della who immediately grabbed my shoulder.

" i.e., how grim it is" asked Ema, who looked at my face as if she was ready to drop a tear.

"no "i said briefly trying to change the look of my grim face with a smile.

It was as if Understanding the three of them did not continue asking about my circumstances.

" yaudah come to the back field, everyone gathers there" said Ema.

We walked together to a class meeting held in the back room of the school.

Upon entering the Field Area, I felt some cold gazes heading towards me as if scolding me.

" why are your eyes the same? never seen a beautiful person" said Della cynical to some other students that we do not even know her name.

" Ihh pede really" said one of them.

We were sitting right under a tree in front of class XII.

" rame really" said Lila eagerly while paying attention to the edge of the field that is indeed in the padati all students and students in my school.

"Ri, don't care about people's words" said Ema who patted me on the shoulder.

" yes Ri. anyway they don't know the truth" Della added.

" thank you Gaess" I said sincerely to them.

I am truly grateful to have people who understand and care deeply about me.

They were quite surprised when they heard everything I explained a few days ago, I was a little afraid that they would be disappointed with my non-openness about my feelings for Raidil, but instead of being disappointed in me they prefer to understand everything, and I again feel like a bad Friend to them when they are really trying to understand Me.

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The sound of the whistle sounds very clearly indicate the class meeting at the start, various kinds of races and performances between classes at the start, from football, basketball, dance and others.

Rumbling and applause made the class meeting on the first day more crowded.

"we moved yuk" Ema said as she stood up.

"who moved? why?" ask Lila.

Ema rolled her eyes at the three of us as if gesturing about the reason why she was inviting us to move places.

In unison we followed the direction of Ema's eyes, and Caca The Gang sat right next to us.

With a sharp gaze staring at me, it began to make me feel uncomfortable.

Occasionally his mouth threw sharp words at me and once again made me the center of attention of some other students who were starting to get to know me.

I went back to silence and stood up trying to leave my place.

But before that happened Raidil came to me with a short-sleeved white shirt and held his sports shirt in hand.

" pitch ya "his words wink with his trademark smile while handing his sports shirt to my hand.

Cieeeeeee...

Said some other students watching us.

And I can't deny I smiled a little thinly because I blushed embarrassed.

"Rii. sit down" said Ema who pulled my hand.

While Caca stared furiously at me.

"so bad ganjen" he said.

" what? the ganjen? who's? Riri?" said Della who heard what Caca said.

" your eyes are blind, huh Ca?" added Della.

While Caca put on a smile here with eyes that scoffed at me.

"Dell stop" I said trying to get Della back to sit and be quiet.

"ye elah Rii. You're horrified what he said earlier?" said Della gaunty.

" it's just Dell" I said.

" Rii. if the drought in diemin is rich it will be more and more mengelunjak know" said Lila.

" but later Dell ruyem more, it's not necessary to be in ladenin" added me.

We were finally silent and looked towards the ball field that had begun to fill with students who were ready to compete.

Stand straight Raidil in the field with his hands on his waist.

My eyes kept on her while holding her shirt.

Pritttt's...

The sound of the whistle rang again, indicating the match began.

"woy Rii" said someone I know,

"hem what brother?"I told Faiz's brother.

" focus is very keen on it" he said while watching me.

" there is a bebebnya brother" said Lila.

" is that Clara?" ask brother faiz.

" Clara who's sister?" Della asked back.

While I don't mind what they're talking about.

"That's the guy that this kid likes" Faiz said as he snapped my head.

" awww" my ringis.

"Raidil means brother?" ask Ema.

" that's his name" said Faiz.

"do not jitak-jitak dong kak" said I.

"Haha sorry-sorry" said brother Faiz samb rubbing my head which had been the landing place of his brother Faiz.

"cihhhh see how gaes? rich lo**e aja deket guy here and there" back said Caca with a rude and cynical look.

I bowed silently to hear what Caca said, my heart began to feel hot with my heart that began to beat irregularly because it held back upset and anger.

" wah needs to be stitched in the richness of your mouth Ca" said Della Emotion with a raised voice.

While Faiz was still sitting confused about what really happened between us and Caca.

" that's reality, isn't it? Do they sell too?" added Caca still with a mocking face.

Shortly after that speech struck my heart, without me noticing I walked towards Caca and slapped a powerful slap right on his left cheek.

"the way you're talking isn't as smart as your brain Ca" I said annoyed.

Feeling unacceptable with my words Caca replied by pulling the hijab I was wearing with her hand and it happened what should not have happened, we became the center of attention of other students who began to gather closer out of curiosity.

" I told you I wouldn't tell you Ri" said Caca grabbed my hijab.

And honestly it hurts quite a bit because he also gripped my hair tightly.

" why should you get rich gini anyway Caa, freelin!!" my mouth that had been holding Caca's hand was trying to release his grip.

"Rii. conscious Rii" a trembling Ema voice sounded in my ear.

"really bad, Caca's brain" added Della.

" mending you don't have to interfere" said one of Caca's friends.

" I will release if, you also promise not to deketin Rai..." Not yet finished with his words, Caca's hand just slipped off.

When I raised my face

With a gaze full of anger Raidil tightly grasped caca's hand,

"What the fuck?" she asked, just looking at Caca.

" he's the one who started Dil first" said Caca who made me look.

" what?? Me? but yes, but he also started" I said in my heart.

"awass!!" heavy words rang out from behind the other students who were swarming around us.

" you guys come to the office" said Mr. Rudi one of the teachers of BK.

" sorry yes Rii, I have to call Mr. Rudi" said Faiz.

" it's okay, sister" I said with a faint smile.

I bowed my head again in shame with what I did, even so the talk of the class friends until the upperclassmen.

"are you okay Ri?" ask Ema while embracing my shoulder.

" sick huh? lila added with her hands justifying my pretty messy hijab while Della looked at me with pity.

" I'am ok" I said with a smile.

" I went to BK's office first" I added.

" We're waiting here, ok" said Ema.

An uncomfortable feeling enveloped my heart, every eye that noticed my footsteps walking towards the BK space as if judging me first.

I felt a little regretful about my attitude which should have been more patient and inedible with emotion.

" Hey.don't hang on, then stumble" said Raidil who walked right beside me while lifting my chin looking at him.

And again Raidil is the antidote for me, behind him is also the reason for the cause of this chaos.

I was only able to smile considering that I fought like a child with Caca just because of Raidil.

"Kok laughing" asked Raidil who had apparently noticed me since.