First Love "In April"

QUICK-GROWN

My eyes swept the surrounding area while waiting for Raidil who was still standing in front of the cashier,

"old kok?" ask my heart with eyes still staring at Raidil inside the store.

A while later, Raidil walked closer and closer towards me while carrying the item he had just bought.

"old huh?" he said by rubbing my head.

" no" I said briefly.

" jude yuk, we're looking for martabak" Raidil clasped my hand and walked right in front of me to the store.

" It was just a holding, but my heart was feasting on my chest" I said in my heart as I stared at Raidil's hand, which was holding my hand tightly.

"how is the road while daydreaming? what are you thinking?" Raidil told me.

" hhh no, I'm just glad to see this" I said as I raised my hand that held Raidil's hand.

"anything is" Raidil smiled without looking at me trying to throw away the reddish hue so as not to be seen by my eyes.

"so handsome, if that smile" I said deliberately teasing Raidil.

" oh, my gosh, you're this sweet" said the man who floated a soft pinch on my nose.

" Yuk, it has started tonight, your mother will be angry" added Raidil who returned to hold my hand.

Leaving the Mall We walked all the way with eyes wandering in search of martabak sellers, until finally meeting and pulling over at a crossroads.

" Bang martabaknya 2" said Raidil sambik remove the helmet on the head and down closer to the cart seller martabak.

"kok 2? mostly" I said.

" I want to" Raidil said.

"Oh".

Long waiting for the queue, we sat together leaning on the Raidil motorcycle,

" This is our third date?" her tan was brief with her hands folded on her chest and eyes staring down the street.

" Em yes" I said briefly staring at Raidil.

" We go to the park bentar yuk" he said.

And I just nodded my head in affirming Raidil's invitation, because really today my heart still does not want to be separated from Raidil.

" this is "said the martabak's brother

" ah yes, thank you" said Raidil while welcoming the still hot martabak.

" This is bang" I said while handing over some money sheets.

" pas yaa".

" yes bang" I said.

" Rii, how did you pay?" said Raidil with wrinkled eyebrows.

" That's my mother's order" I said.

" But the sa-"

" I want to" I said cutting Raidil's words with a smile.

" This is a date" I added.

" Basic" Raidil looked at me with a sweet smile.

After that Raidil drove his bike away from the intersection to the park where our first date was quite memorable in my heart.

Along the way we told each other about ourselves that we did not know much about each other, every now and then we laughed at some jokes we made ourselves without us realizing our trip was so short to the park.

We got off the bike while Raidil took off the helmet attached to my head, gently he also tidied up my slightly messy hair.

"yuk" he said as he clasped my hand.

As usual, we would walk around each side of the park and tell stories again until we stopped at the seats available in every corner of the park.

The night sky looks quite bright without the decoration of two lovebirds the moon and stars,

and the clouds in the night sky moved slowly as the ever-present gusts of wind seemed to be complementary.

Hhmmm... Hoooh

Raidil took a deep breath looking at the sky.

" why?" ask me wonder.

"it's okay, just nervous" he said.

"guggup?"

" every time we're together like this, I'll always be nervous Ri" she said with a smile looking up at the night sky.

" hh forgot, nih" he added while taking out a small box of martabak that we had bought.

"ahh yes, thank you" I said with my hands taking one martabak.

Dddrrr.

Shaking my phone out of my bag, I put the martabak between my lips without biting to grab the phone in the bag with both hands.

Hap.

my eyes were round with my heart mixed together, Raidil right in front of my face with his lips biting half of the martabah that was in my bite.

Deg

Again my heart raced suddenly, the red hue on my cheek disguised by the darkness of the night in the city park.

Unable to say, I was just stunned by what Raidil did, my little heart prancing with this sin, a sin I had never committed before.

Cup

Raidil's warm lips landed right on my lips, which he then removed as quickly as possible and hurriedly turned his face away.

Her reddened earlobes were clearly visible in my eyes that Raidil was trying to cover his nervousness and embarrassment.

While I smiled a little at Raidil's behavior even though my heart was pounding hard and just as nervous.

***

Uhmm..

Raidil tried to break the momentary silence between us.

" message from whom?" asked Raidil with his mouth chewing food.

"operator" said I was nervous because I was still imagining what had just happened.

"operator?" he said it as if he did not believe.

" he em, here's the.." I handed the phone in my hand to Raidil who was then welcomed.

" two more days of reporting division" he said as he glanced at my phone that was in his grasp.

" em yes, why?" ask me briefly.

" means we only have 3 days to meet rich gini" said raidil with a soft smile.

"after that, I'll be in jail for a long time" he added, rubbing my head with his soft hands.

" it's just over for the holidays" I said.

" but that's long enough".

" how do you want to dong?" Add me.

" Don't know" he said.

"Try now we are adults" he added, looking back at the sky.

And I smiled looking at Raidil who was the same as me.

"Rii..".

"Hmmm" I said.

" Could hug" he said making me widen my eyes in surprise.

"Hah" the word represented my surprise.

Raidil shifted closer to his body, with his hands hugging my body, the warm body Raidil felt in my body, the masculine perfume scent of his body spoiling my sense of smell.

" I love you rii" said he whispered in my ear. Somehow it feels soft in the heart, between happy there is a little sadness tucked in that sentence.

" I'm grateful, to be able to know and have a first love like Ri" she added, further tightening her arms and soaking her face on my shoulder.

"Me too" I said briefly with tears that seemed ready to fall, I felt happiness when I knew, that I was the first love for Raidil.

But what is this? The tears in my eyes are not tears of happiness.

"Rii" Raidil loosened his embrace and stared fixedly at me, his right hand running gently on my cheek, he said,

"Hm".

"I already have ideals" he said, still looking gently into my eyes.

"What's?".

"I want to grow up fast and still love you as beautiful as my love today" he said, making tears that have lasted long enough not to fall eventually fell too.

"I want this to be not just a monkey's love like others see" he added.

Raidil's words made Me freeze unable to make a sound, only a happy look could prove what I felt.

" may I aspire to be that ridiculous" he asked.

" there is no law on ideals" I added with a warm smile looking into Raidil's eyes.

Cup

The warm lips landed back on my lips and came back apart for a while.

"I really love you". Say Raidil with eyes that look glazed.

Cup

The ripe lips gave warmth not only to my body, even my heart warmed up, my eyes closed as Raidil deepened his kiss with his hands reaching my back.

The admiration is sweet and full of seriousness that can not be seen but can be felt.

" I also love you raidil" I whispered in the kiss of Raidil with his hand still supporting my head.

Raidil looked into my eyes with his charming smile.

Deck tightly coiled around my body, Raidil again gave off a warmth that I had never felt before.

"want to go home?" I asked, hugging my body.

" whatever" I said gently by closing my eyes feeling the warmth of Raidil's body.

" if so, then again" he said, which made me smile, still closing my eyes in his arms.

time please turn around a little longer today, I really want to feel all this a little longer with Raidil.