First Love "In April"

HOWS IT?

I walked right behind Caca following every step of her foot that took me somewhere.

"where are we going, Ca?" ask me a little worried.

" already follow" he said in a flat voice.

I fell silent again with hesitant footsteps until we finally arrived at a gymnast next to the Women's toilet and there were already two Caca friends who were different classes with me.

"what do we have?" ask me with a worried heart,

without me knowing where I was wrong, Caca pushed his shoulders up against the wall of the barn.

"what do you have to do with Raidil Rii?" ask her with a huff.

" what??" I said surprised.

" don't pretend you don't know Rii!" sahut by increasing his voice that makes my heart beat faster in surprise.

" i have nothing to do with Ca" I said.

" you think I'm stupid Rii? my eyes are not blind Rii when squirming the two of you were in the Square at that time" said Caca with an increasingly huffed tone.

" are you ready for Raidil Ca?" ask me a little boldly.

" you know for yourself I like Raidil" he said.

"but Raidil isn't it?" I'm getting bolder.

I feel like a fool who's fighting Caca is just a man's problem.

" I don't care! from today stay away from Raidil or not..."

" or not what? you fucked me Ca? sahut.

"yeah!! you will know the consequences of Rii" said the stronger pushing my shoulder.

" I don't like the way you're rich gini Ca" I turned to push her shoulders away from me and at the same time the two friends of Caca began to stand parallel beside me as if they would hold me back from advancing.

" if you like Raidil, you should try to show your feelings sincerely, not rich gini Ca" I said by walking forward towards Caca who managed to make him walk a little bit backwards.

I'm trying to brave myself to resist Caca's unexpected treatment.

" don't be afraid Ri." I said in my heart to reinforce my actions.

Without a word I walked away from Caca and her friends.

" he realized not really, if the rich gini is bullying" said I wonder.

"do you know Rii.. Me and Raidil have been betrothed, so I won't let you take Raidil!" shout Caca.

My steps stopped when I heard what Caca said, my body began to tremble a little when I received his statement about their matchmaking.

" don't beat Rii. just go from here" I said in my heart.

After getting away from Caca, I sat down at my usual place where my friends and I were gathered.

With a hand that supports the head that is currently not thinking about the lesson even filled with Raidil.

"what I asked Raidil, but.." said my heart hesitated.

" it was Rii. it was just a bluff" as I closed my eyes trying to calm down a little.

"hey.. Why daydream? in Cariin too" said Ema who patted my shoulder.

" sorry "say me slowly.

"why?" ask her while looking at me.

" no, what's the test?"I asked back to divert Ema's question.

" plis.don't ask first, there are still 6 more days of Rii" said Ema while closing her eyes tightly, with close eyes,

and I smiled faintly looking at Ema who was complaining.

***

Still stuck in my mind about Caca's attitude, even though I try not to be afraid, but in my deepest heart there remains a lingering worry because I have never experienced anything like this.

" hhhh already here you guys" said Lila who came with Della.

"Rii. why daydream?" della asked who made Ema and Lila also stare at me.

" ahh no" I said.

"sure it's okay? but I'm worried about that" Della asked once more.

" no Dell, really!" I tried to convince Della.

I opened my books, trying to focus more on my exam at the second hour.

" okay Rii. gusto, don't think about Caca first." I said in my heart.

" uh gaes, I went back to class" said Ema while rummaging through her bag.

" loh why? Isn't it Bell Ma?" tanya Lila represents us.

" my rich card participants left behind in the class" he said.

" fear of being lost" he said, then ran away and left us.

We have not yet confirmed that Ema has disappeared from our sight.

" it's so cute" I said.

I looked back at the books right in front of me while discussing with Lila and Ema until the second exam bell rang.

"Ema really don't come back?" ask Lila.

" just so far, maybe he's still looking for his card" said Della.

"I'm back gaes!" I said while taking care of the books in front of me.

"are you okay to go back alone?" ask Della.

"i'm a kid, ask rich?" I walk with a big smile.

" first, see you later in front of the alley" I added.

"Ok" they said at the same time.

I walked towards the examination hall feeling uncomfortable.

Understandably usually I'm never alone, you must understand what it's like when you walk through a male or female class Brother, you will automatically be the center of attention especially if you are alone, that's how I feel right now.

"Kok walk alone deck, want atarin no?" said one of the senior brothers who was sitting in a group in front of one of the classes I went through, laughing they teased me.

"aaa... so ashamed, don't look at Ri" I said in my heart.

I bowed my head while occasionally watching my steps properly.

" Fall or stumbling, self-esteem is shattered" my grumble softly.

As I focused on my footsteps, someone suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the side gap between the TU Room and the male toilet

"shuutt.." with the index finger on his lips, Raidil was right in front of me.

" why does he like to come all of a sudden?" I am in my heart while smiling.

" so sweet" he said that made me stop smiling because of the wrong behavior.

"what are we doing here?" my many.

"I need energy" he said, looking at me with a smile.

"uhuh?" that word is all that comes out of my mouth.

" The spirit of the test, I just want to say that" he said, still staring at me.

My heart is beating again strongly, how not? Me and Raidil stood on the sidelines between the TU Room and the toilet which was quite narrow, my body and Raidil were even very close, and he kept staring at me with a smile.

"how's this?".

"Rii...?" he said in a soft voice,

hearing him call my name spontaneously I stared at him.

"uhuh?" again, only that word is spoken.

" that dong, don't look the other way" he said with eyes that kept staring at me.

I felt like time was going so slowly when I was with Raidil.

I really enjoyed all the simple treatment from him, until I finally remembered what Caca said at the gym.

"how's this?".