First Love "In April"
ICE CHOCOLATE
Exactly two days Raidil still did not go to school, all day my body was exhausted because my energy intake was not there.
" why hasn't he entered yet" asked me inwardly with a heavy breath.
" does anyone else rich gini too" I thought I asked.
Trinnnggggg. Bell's voice went home, I put all my books in my bag and I walked right behind Della,
before class I looked at Raidil's bench.
"Tomorrow enter dong, I'm going to die" I groaned inwardly.
After that as usual Ema and Lila will always wait for Me and Della in front of the gate and do not forget Brother Faiz who always suddenly came and joined, joined, I don't know when the bike will come out of the garage.
After reaching the place of mba Ita, I sidelined my shoulders on the chair and sighed.
" are you ready for a repeat next Monday?" said Lila.
" ahh.. really does not feel like a repeat" added Della.
" much to learn from now" said Ema.
" I just wish we could have 1 class" Della said.
" usually there is nothing like that" said Faiz, who was right next to me.
"What do you mean?" ask Lila curious.
"emb. the tree is so" said Faiz, who did not explain anything, making us curious.
" ihh what the hell sister" whined Lila with a pouting face.
While waiting we were cool with our chat until one by one of us began to be picked up and as usual I was always the last to be picked up,
" I'm Rii first" said Della who then left while waving to me.
" okay.." I said.
After Della left, I always sat by myself, leaning my head against the chair.
Sometimes I play the straw tip of my drink,
" When you pick him up" I said slowly.
Fun with the straw I was playing, suddenly a motorbike stopped right next to me.
" hay Rii" said Raidil who came to me without wearing a uniform.
" lhoh... Dil you are here" asked me wonder at once my heart is happy to see it.
The longing in the heart felt very piled up because almost 2 days Raidil did not go to school.
" em's.. I miss you" she said in a soft voice that made me fall into a clumsy silence,
" I'm serious" he added.
" What do I have to answer? The time I said the same, ahh very haphazard you Rii" I groaned inwardly,
but I can't deny that I probably miss Raidil more.
" Ri..don't daydream" she said as she stared at me.
" ahh. sorry" I said as I spread my gaze in the other direction.
" why don't you go to school?" ask me curious.
" there's another family event" she said still staring at me.
" don't look at me" I said, looking down a little.
" weak yaa" he said briefly while smiling thinly.
" no, just shy" I said briefly.
" I deliberately came here to straighten out yesterday" he said starting with a serious tone.
" ho. oh, I just wanted to say I'm serious about that, but I don't mean you're going to answer me now, I just want you to know how I feel" he said.
" I thought you took what I said that night seriously" he added.
" I don't expect you to return my feelings, and I'm really sorry if this makes you uncomfortable" he added.
" when has it been?" ask me who is starting to wonder.
My heart seems to be partying with all of Raidil's words right now.
I tried so hard to be as elegant as possible and covered the twinkle of my eyes that described my happiness.
" ever since the bag hanger" said his words that made me look at him surprised.
All this time my feelings have been very good
there was only no courage between us for fear of rejection.
" huh?. " said I was shocked while staring at his face.
On the broom my eyes with both hands to wake me up from the shock.
" you're still a long time ago Rii picked him up?" asked Raidil who broke the silence between the two of us.
" emm. don't know "my words are short.
My mind started to drift, wanting me to say all my heart to Raidil, but my mouth locked the Meeting.
" That's the right time, but why can't I" I said in my heart while biting my lips angrily.
"want me to deliver" Raidil's offer.
" you want to" I shouted, but in my heart.
" hhh no need, I'm waiting for Father" said my lips to Raidil who was very opposite to my heart.
" yes.. I nemenin you to be picked up yaa" he said.
I don't know why? Either I am too cute or maybe this is a common thing to happen to other people who are in love, but Raidil's words that just felt very sweet in my ears.
" Lah ayok..Rii, don't be so pussy" I whine in my heart.
***
My heart is beginning to hope that some time my father will come, I want to stay with Raidil here in the alley in front of this school, sitting together next to empty cup-cup drinks in front of me and Raidil.
Every now and then I steal a glance with Raidil while smiling thinly and will pound hard my heart when accidentally our gaze meets.
Have you ever felt this feeling? well I believe that maybe many of you are more experienced about this.
Long time we sat together suddenly Raidil stood towards the front of the cashier mba Ita.
" Mba drinks two yaa, chocolate is the same one again that is usual in Riri's message" said his then back walk sitting right next to me.
My eyes were incessantly down the body of Raidil who approached in a shirt suit with a levis jacket and long jeans, he said,
" how can you be athletic" I asked in my heart.
Shortly after that mba Ita came with ice chocolate and also my favorite drink.
" this is his drink" said mba Ita who then left me and Raidil.
I drank my drink while spontaneously glancing at Raidil.
" come on. What is this sensation? From my throat to my eyes it felt fresh" I said in my heart.
" not strong" the word was thrown out of my mouth by accident which made Raidil stare at me with a questioning face.
" hahah "I just smiled wryly looking at Raidil's confused reaction.
" so stupid Rii" my ringer closed my eyes tightly.
