First Love "In April"
WORRYING
A week passed and the school examination was also finally completed.
"wuhuuu.. My brain finally feels light" said Lila with enthusiasm.
"ih noisy La" said Della.
" yee what the hell Del, just sewot" said Lila.
"wouldn't you want a kantin?" ask Ema.
"Come on" said Lila and Della together.
"I'm here, still full" I said.
"sure?" della's asking convinced me.
"yes, you guys" I added.
"well, we go first" said Ema.
" pick the bag yes ma'am" said Lila meledek, who,
and I smile at Lila's teasing.
They left me with their piles of bags next to me.
I sat looking down at the basketball court, "no one plays basketball" I said in my heart.
"hi ri.. again see what?" whispered someone in my ear from behind.
as I turned around, while crouching Raidil greeted me with his face pretty close to mine.
"ah. kok" I said stammering.
Then Raidil sat down beside me with his face propped up on one of his left hands while staring at me.
"why ?" ask me clumsy.
"kangen" he said briefly that made me return misbehavior.
" keep him talking lightly" I asked in my heart.
" can you?" ask her while smiling.
I returned confused as to what to answer, while my eyes kept trying to run away from Raidil's gaze.
"Raidil why are you here?" said Caca who came and stood right in front of me and Raidil who was sitting.
"yes again sit down" said Raidil briefly.
"yes I know, but why is Riri the same?" caca asked, beginning to raise her voice a sign of dislike for me.
"yes it's up to me" Raidil said by turning his face away.
"Dil, why are you so rich in gini the same I esteem my feelings" said Caca with a slightly vibrating tone.
"You've been lying all this time with me, you've been saying you have a boyfriend just to make me stay away from you, what to do with how I can prove my feelings"
"How many times have I expressed my feelings, even for the last time I had to give up my pride in front of our classmates, but your answer has always been the same" explained Caca to Raidil who was silently staring coldly at Caca.
" why not stop?" Raidil.
"uh uh? Raidil, you're being selfish about whether you don't think about our parents" Caca added.
" because of him you are getting further away from me, Dil" said Caca, walking closer to me.
" because of her you changed" Caca's high tone floated up and his hand slapped right on my cheek,
"Rii.." cried Della who ran towards me followed by Lila and Ema.
I saw those who were at risk of what Caca was doing.
While Raidil immediately stood staring intently at Caca,
"what the hell are you doing Ca?" asked Della who was holding my shoulder.
"lepasin" said Caca slammed Raidil's hand tightly.
" want to know why? your friend has called Raidil from Me" with a tone that increasingly high Caca staring at me sharply.
I was so distressed by all the accusations that Caca made on me, I repeatedly thought about what I was wrong until Caca slapped me, I was still confused as to which part was wrong with my attitude.
" I didn't mention Raidil, I was quiet enough from that time but I really don't accept all your accusations Ca" I explained as I stepped forward towards Caca.
Sejujurny I feel very embarrassed because I have to fight and little by little become the center of attention of other students.
" if you don't call it, what's it called?" caca said with a little bit of a bluff.
" stop Ca, you're embarrassing" said raidil.
" Bodo is great" said Caca.
" Okay then don't ever appear before me again Ca" said Raidil who then pulled his hand and dragged me to follow him from behind.
While Della, Lila and Ema followed behind.
"Rayden.. I'm not going to let you taste as good as I feel aarrgghh.." cried Caca.
***
Bell clock home reads, because there is no negligent activity after the test, we enter only for absences, while the distribution of Raport will be held next Monday before finally a long holiday.
Raidil stopped right in the middle of the field still clasping my hand, he turned to walk towards Della who was carrying my bag.
" you I delivered" he said with an aura that was still worried.
" wait here, I'll get the bike parked" he said, leaving me and not letting me talk.
"Rii's? actually what happened" asked Ema, with Lila and Della being curious.
" later until home I'm sure" I said.
"I'm also sorry for being less open with you guys" I added.
"Aaa Rii. must have hurt a lot" said Lila worriedly as she gently felt my cheek.
" not really" I told a lie, because to be honest Caca was quite full of anger that made his slap quite painful.
"it's starting to look like it's melting" Ema added.
"I really can't do anything because I don't know the problem" Della said.
" it's okay Dell, wrong I didn't tell you earlier" I added.
Thitt...
The sound of Raidil's motor horn waiting in front of the school gate.
" I go first ya gaess, later I clear " said me while walking towards Raidil.
While they were just staring at me filled with worry.
Along the way Raidil was silent without a word, until in the end we stopped at a small shophouse selling clothes and men's equipment.
"What are we doing here?" ask me curious.
Without answering Raidil left me to go inside,
Shortly after that he came back out holding a basin and a small towel.
"here Ri" called out to her from the front entrance.
I walked slowly towards the raidil.
"sit here" he said, pointing at the chair behind me with his lips.
"wrong?" Again I asked without being answered.
Raidil soaked the little towel and squeezed out the water.
" i'm sorry I'm Ri" he said while compressing the part of my cheek that was slapped by Caca.
" why apologizing is not your fault" I said.
"Here let me go" I added trying to take a towel compress from Raidil's hand.
"already, I did" by keeping his hands out of my reach.
" if I were faster, you wouldn't be in the same giniin as caca" said Raidil with a gaze filled with Guilt,
" I feel useless, until you have a rich gini" while caressing my cheek Raidil looked down at me with teary eyes as if he was going to shed tears.
" Basan cengeng" my lead laughed.
"Hey... I'm not whiny" said Raidil by pinching my gnarled cheek that is already sick.
"Aww.." ringisku's.
"Aaaa sorry. sorry I forgot" he said as he stroked my cheek.
"Will everything be right dil" asked me inwardly by staring at the raidil.
"Yaudah yuk, you wait in front, yes, I want to keep this back" he said while standing.
I walked out, staring at the shophouse I had just entered questioningly.
Not long after that Raidil came to me with a small run.
" old huh?" ask me while putting a helmet on my head.
"no, whose shophouse is dil?" ask me curious.
" Ahh this has a friend of mine, more precisely has his parents but he who takes care, yes rich part-time employees in his own place, liatkan his man who was standing in front of the cashier?" raidil.
"yeah .. Not in school?" Ask me again.
" he's home schooling" Raidil said
"yeah yukk" he added while waiting for me to get on his bike and leave in front of the shophouse.
