First Love "In April"
I LIKE YOU
"bare Dil" I stopped my steps and I missed Raidil's hand.
Raidil silently looked towards me,
" don't bother sending me, I can ask to pick up Dad" I said, looking down.
" call your father, and say you I'm the one who delivered" he said, still staring with an occasional smile.
" but it's far from here to my house" said I who tried to refuse.
"somehow different paths, if you send me" I added.
" Some want me to be clear" said Raidil who made me speechless.
" What?" ask me briefly and be curious.
" yes later, that's why I'll take you." he said.
I grabbed my phone and I called Dad, I explained that Raidil was taking me home and luckily Dad let me.
" you wait here, I'll take the bike for a while" Raidil said.
I was silent and standing right in front of the gate of Jessi's House.
" what would you like to see in Raidil?" ask in a slightly curious heart.
"what yes? " more curious.
"come aboard Rii" said Raidil as he thrust his helmet at me.
" thank you" I grabbed a helmet from him and got on his bike sitting sideways.
On the way home I heard not a word from Raidil.
"he said he wanted to explain something, but just stay quiet" I felt astonished in my heart.
" what am I asking" added.
" what were you trying to explain to Dil?" I finally had the courage to start asking.
" ahh not so" he said with a smile that I saw from the rearview mirror of his motorbike.
"hhhhh why the hell?" ask me in my heart.
" it's just a mode" I thought.
It was close to my house, but still there was no sign of Raidil wanting to talk, which I saw he just smiled broadly along the way.
I don't know what he's thinking I don't know, I just keep quiet and don't dare to ask or open the conversation again.
" it's Rii" said Raidil while turning off his motorbike.
" ah yes, thank you Dil" I said as I went down and took off the helmet I was wearing.
" want to map" I added.
" anytime" he said while turning his motorbike with a manual.
" yeah, I entered yaa. again thank you, sorry also ngerepotin" said I.
" together, do not ngerepotin kok" he said.
" yaudah will see you tomorrow at school" I waved my hand and turned towards the gate of my house.
" ehhh Rii. wait a moment" said his words that made me stop and turn towards him again.
"emm.. why?" ask me briefly.
" here jerk off" he said softly as he played his hand for me to approach.
I walked back to him and stood right in front of him.
"here.." he said as he grabbed my shoulder.
"what?" ask me while slightly bowing closer towards Raidil.
Wanting me to smile but feeling so hard I did, my heart replicated quickly when my ears heard that remark from Raidil to make my heart beat so fast.
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" See you tomorrow" he added, passing away I was in a state of shock and excitement.
My eyes were fixed on the back of Raidil who was starting to move away from my house.
" this is not a dream" I said in my heart.
I looked at my watch to make sure it was still running. At exactly 10:05 I came home and stood in front of my house, I still can't believe what I heard from Raidil just now.
" he's no joke" I said in my heart with a faint smile.
"alpha... Rii really hasn't come in" said the father who came out of the house.
"well, this is Riri coming in" I replied as I walked and closed the gate of my house.
" long time nyampe her?" ask Dad to me.
"The old riri is out" I said briefly.
I walked right behind Dad, my feet stepping into the room with my thoughts about what I heard from Raidil.
I sat down holding my pillow on the bed, I put my face on the pillow and smiled, my heart felt out of place.
" so what do I have now?" ask in my heart confused.
" bodo ah. later just think about what it should be" I said while returning to grimacing like crazy.
Tomorrow morning when I get to school, I'm standing on the wall of the gate, I'm confused how to deal with Raidil who might already be inside.
" What if I meet you?" My ringis in my heart.
I screwed myself with my attitude,
" it's okay Rii. just go in" said I spirit.
I walked my feet towards the classroom door and then the steps stopped again.
"go in.. if there is a Raidil how?" I whispered to my own ears.
I'm sending my body back to the classroom wall, "agghh... Kok so gini anyway" I said slowly while banging my head against the classroom wall.
"it's better before I know how Raidil feels" My ring slowly with a clear face.
"have already entered" said I as I entered the classroom with my head lowered walking towards my bench, arriving at my bench lyrics Raidil bench and "fyuhh" I said while breathing a sigh of relief.
I don't know how long I've been sitting on my bench, to the point that the originally silent class gradually began to crowd out but I don't see any signs Raidil is coming.
"it's noon, isn't he coming in?" ask me in my heart.
" woyy.. Rii what are you thinking?" della asked who had just arrived a while ago.
" no really" I said glancing towards the entrance.
"no, but it's so jingling" he asked in surprise.
Hearing what Della said, I was tenderly with my face that was probably a little sour.
The bell goes off, indicating that the first lesson will begin soon,
" don't really go in".
Instantly my body weakened, I was even confused with myself "gini really fell in love" I said inwardly shaking my head.
"Nobody is looking if there is confusion, Embarrassment" I added in my heart.
"hopefully Raidil is okay" I said.
honestly I'm a little worried because from last night I didn't know anything from him at all.
