First Love "In April"
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My feet rested on the last step of the ladder, slowly I walked down the path made of small pebbles that led me towards the guardrail not far in front of me, and my eyes widened to see the beautiful view of this high hill, the house and green trees looked so small.
"wow" said it out of my lips in awe.
" like?" said Raidil right next to me.
I nodded with eyes looking forward.
" here Ri" asked Raidil to grab my hand following his footsteps towards the small gazebo located not far from where I was standing.
"I just saw a gazebo" I said.
" just got out of my pocket" Raidil said, making me laugh.
We sat together while staring at the small-looking cityscape from the top of this hill,
Fresh wind continuously hit us both as if to be a refresher in the afternoon.
" what are we doing here?" ask me while still paying attention around which there are only 2-3 people.
"what do you want?" said Raidil with slightly narrowed eyes and a seductive smile.
" what do you think?" asked me who also narrowed my eyes while smiling back at Raidil's temptation
Haha
Raidil's laughter broke upon hearing what I said.
"Riii"
Raidil moved closer towards me.
"Hmm" said briefly.
Without a cue, Raidil surprised me by laying his head right on my lap.
"Dil" I said for no reason what I wanted to say.
" Em can be gini" he said, closing his eyes.
"tomorrow I fly to Jogja" he added making me look at his face lying comfortably on my lap.
Without realizing it, my fingers slipped into the middle of Raidil's soft and voluminous hair.
Realizing the touch of my hand, Raidil blinked his eyes looking gently at me without smiling.
"why?" ask me.
" kangen" he said.
how could he say kangen, while I was right in front of him" I said in my heart with a smile of wonder.
Raidil got up and sat right next to me and leaned his head on my shoulder.
"Rii, you wait here for a while" he said as he stood and ran towards the small tavern at the end of the street that looked deserted.
I sat watching the sight that was pampering my eyes while thinking, why is it quiet here? why did I know there was such a beautiful place in town? and many more questions clumped up in my head that made me curious.
" Rii" Raidil came over and patted my back shoulder.
" guitar?" I was surprised by his hand holding the guitar and carrying a few drinks.
" can you sing, right?" tanyakanya.
" No" I said nervously.
" where to get a guitar? Can you play?" ask me curious.
Haha
" Rii said I'm minjam and bring the guitar here if I can't play it" said Raidil resuscitated to not my pintaran.
Raidil sat right in front of me while strumming the strings of the guitar and let out tones that spoiled the ears.
"If I had to live my life without you near me" Raidil's soft voice released the lyrics with an acoustic guitar quote in his toy.
The soft wind again came to provide coolness between the soft sound of the raidil.
" do you know this song?" tanya Raidil looked at me, and I just nodded slowly.
Raidil again strummed his guitar melodiously and sang the song full of earnestness.
"If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever, oh, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you.
Song by: george Benson (nothing's gonna change my love for you).
The guitar quote ends the same as the last lyrics of the song.
My lips were smiling with tears slowly dripping down.
Realizing that Raidil's hand quickly rubbed it.
" Kok nangis" he asked returning my smile.
" I'm easily moved by your chatter dil" said I as I blocked the tears that had been wiped by Raidil's soft hands.
" That's not Ri's fight" he said with a serious look.
Raidil approached and coiled his hands around my body.
The hug that landed back made me feel comfortable.
" do you know what that song means?" ask her by propping her chin up on my shoulder.
" He em" I said yes.
" It's all purely about how I feel about you" he said.
" During my vacation in India, don't be naughty, don't smile at other men" he added, who then loosened his arms and looked me in the eye.
While I only returned Raidil's gaze in bewilderment.
"okay" said Raidil with a little pressing.
" Yes yes" I smiled.
We spent time joking and telling stories about anything until finally the matahati began to approach the western upuk, orange color adorned the afternoon sky which was filled with white clouds that were also infinite.
I walked closer to the guardrail, trying to get closer to the light source .
My hand was holding the edge of the fence with my eyes fixed on the orange sun that afternoon
" what a beauty?" said Raidil who was standing right behind me with a hand that locked my body in his arms.
Deg
My heart started racing when Raidil tightened his arms and buried his face in my back.
"Riii"
Raidil's hand turned my body towards him and turned to the sun.
"hem?" I look into Raidil's eyes.
" give me provisions" he said with a smile.
"beak-be". The word was interrupted when Raidil's lips landed first and gave warmth to my lips.
My eyes were round and then slowly closed with my heart always beating fast.
One hand of Raidil held my back head and deepened his kiss, while the other hand tightly hugged my waist.
I was swept away in the cradle of Raidil's affection that afternoon, my body will always warm up not even in the arms of Raidil.
In a beautiful orange afternoon and gentle breeze that touches the skin makes everything more perfect and makes me also less want to be away from Raidil.
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hiii dear readers.
the spirit of poetry & the spirit of poetry ''️
autor want bobo first yes, sleepy 2 days do not sleep 😢
stay healthy for you, and thank you for your patience.
