First Love "In April"

CONSCIOUSLY

Beeping... Beeping... Beeping..

A strange voice sounded in my ear.

Slowly I tried to open my eyes, which I felt very heavy.

The pain that came out of nowhere instantly crept all over my body making me grimace a little.

When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was the ceiling of a room that was very attached to the smell of drugs.

"Where?" ask me what I can do in my heart.

" Aww" my ringist inwardly felt pain in the legs as I tried to move them.

"I why? where is this?" So many questions in my head.

"Mother's Dad?" I tried to call them, but what happened was that I only spoke in my heart, my lips were so stiff as my body.

Click...

I heard a door not far from me open.

"Yes Allah.. Alhamdulillah Riri's".

"Doc! Doc!"

The look of a happy and worried face was clearly visible to the tantric erna, the first person I saw right now.

Her tears looked as if she wanted to fall but was held back.

Her soft hands gently caressed the shoots of my head.

"Finally you wake up too dear" he said.

While I can only look at Aunt Erna questioningly.

Shortly after, I saw a well-dressed doctor with a nurse right behind him.

"Excuse me for a minute." he said slowly and approached me.

When she was done she left me with aunt Erna who was with her.

"Have a rest" said the nurse who tidied up my blanket, and I just stared at the nanar towards her who also left me outside.

I looked at the surrounding area which was very foreign to me, until finally Aunt Erna came with tears.

"Thank God, Ryeii" said his full haru.

I wanted to say something to calm him down, but my tongue was too faint to say a sentence,

Aunt Erna gently stroked the tip of my head until I finally felt drowsiness and slowly fell asleep.

"Can I wake up again?" I said in my heart with eyes that began to gradually close.

The gentle caress of Aunt Erna's hand made me drift away in comfort, tucked into a deep longing for someone today invisible in my eyes.

A little worry rages in my mind, may the dream that I have been neglecting is just a flower of sleep, and not a sign.

"Mom, Dad" I said in my heart and drifted into my sleep.

***

I breathed a sigh of relief, as I was able to come to my senses from my sleep, a little flashed in my memory of what had last happened.

The tears flowed so, crying silently that's what I'm doing right now.

"Mother" I said softly heard by Aunt Erna who was lying not far from me.

"Riri.. why?" aunt Erna asked with a gentle stroking of my shoulder trying to calm me down.

"Mother" I said slowly.

" You have to recover first, so that aunt can take you to look at Mom and Dad" he added.

I just nodded with tears still, the longing for them piled up in my chest including the Raidil of the lover I love.

A few days passed by, while I was still lying on my bed with the infusion hose still attached to my hand.

I just nodded hinting that I was okay.

"Tan-te" I said slowly and stammered.

"Hmm" aunt Erna turned her head towards me.

" You want to know what really happened?" He who understands with my heart.

I nodded slowly.

" Aunty will explain everything, but you have to recover and recover first" he said with a smile indicating as if everything was okay.

Since then I have never tried to question her again, all I have done is try to stay focused on my recovery.

Even to question how long I've spent here in this hospital I've never done,

Until finally, when Aunt Erna took me with my wheelchair to a small garden in the hospital, Aunt Erna finally told me all in detail.

My tears fell irregularly, it turned out that long, bad dreams also happened in my real life, the world that I see today is consciously blackened it feels dark I look at,

" Amafin aunt dear" said aunt Erna with Erat hugging my body that shook with shock.

"Aarrrrgghh"

My cry broke with a soft voice,

"Dad"

"Mother"

"Aarrhhh. zira darling"

My tears overflowed as I learned that I lost them forever in a single accident that put me in a coma for nearly a year after surgery.

"Hhuuuuhhuuu tan-te" I said softly as I patted my overcrowded chest.

" Don't cry baby, think about your health" said aunt Erna, who tried to wipe away the trail of tears that had soaked my cheeks.

" How can Riri live without them tan?" Say something.

" Everything's gonna be fine baby, there's still auntie and Farel" Aunt Erna hugged me Erat and stroked my hair.

Aarrrhgghh huuhhuuhhuu

"Dad"

"Mother"

In the end, I realized that Aunt Erna's saying that she would take me to meet Mom and Dad was just an entertainment for me to be excited to recover.

" It's all Riri's fault, it must be when I-tu Riri did not ask for a vacation to the beach" said I lirih.

" Dear, this is not Riri's fault" said aunt Erna who still stroked my hair.

" Riri must remain enthusiastic to recover to be able to live Riri's own life, it's also the last message from Ms Riri" added aunt Erna who increasingly made my breath and chest feel tight.

"Riri can't afford a tan".

" Please, auntie please Riri don't talk that way" said Aunt Erna with a look at me softly.

A soothing hug came back from Aunt Erna, my mother's only beloved sister.

"Mom, Riri should be brought in again" said someone who came closer to us.

" Arya's doctor" said aunt Erna, wiping her tears.

"It's also soon to enter the dock" added aunt.

" Hey you. think about your health first" she said slowly as she held and turned my wheelchair walking away from the park following Aunt Erna who walked right beside me.

"crying will not make everything return like everything" he added.

While I was just speechless with the rest of my cry being soundless.

My heart ached as I tried to make myself okay after what I heard from Aunt Erna.