Dark Princess

Wishing

“Earnest...” Papa and mama look at each other meaningfully. I don't know what that means. I don't like that view. Implying something I really don't like. I tried to get rid of all the negative feelings that were attacking my mind. My thoughts were immediately fixed on Jade. What would happen to our relationship if all these assumptions were true? And that's the thing I don't want to happen the least. Various kinds of prayers are tucked into my heart. In order that no matter how our life story may be, no matter what, we are not blood brothers. We are the product of baby care and mass products? Doesn't matter. That makes me want to protect Jade even more. I was lucky to be able to get out of that palace once I was born. But he had experienced many frightening things. Yeah, I should have helped. Not just leave him.

“Stop that search Earnest. It won't do any good. And most importantly, our families are bound by a legal agreement that we should not do anything to harass the organization. We are asked to live in the future without remembering the incident again, not bringing up any more even looking around. That's against the deal. Why look for that guy anyway? Wanna flap? Is it by punishing him that everything can turn out to be good? There are even more runyam. We can take simple actions. You know what you're supposed to do now about Jade..” Mama said plainly and I really dislike it. End things with Jade? That's bullshit and I'll never do it until I find a legit reason to do it.

“No ma. I can't just end my relationship with Jade. I'll keep looking for that guy no matter how. I want to ask about a lot of things until I find the answer I want then leave him to the authorities to get the punishment. What if it turns out that he was still doing the practice while wandering around? That's very dangerous.”.

“Earnest... Stop your logic. Things out there can't always happen at your will. What is going on is something very big, beyond our control. The fact that you found the place empty is a vote that even the authorities can't do anything about it. If they could do something about it, the man would have been in jail for a long time. We don't know anyone who's involved in that rotten practice. What they do is not something that is acceptable to the human mind. Very beyond reason. Why did they survive for years? Someone must be backing up. They have a way, a way that we can't guess. And when the case just disappears, there must be interference of people who we do not know how much power in the country. Forget that intention. Wherever he is, let him. None of your business. Papa mama even worried about your safety and other children who could escape from that place and scattered everywhere..” I took a deep breath and blew with annoyance. From any point of view, I can't accept that opinion.

“Again, the number of children was hundreds. All similar. Do you expect him to remember all the kids he's produced? Lest he don't even remember how many children and who they are. It was impossible for him to meet them one by one. So your efforts, in addition to being very risky for all of us, do not necessarily produce anything. In the meantime, there might be a very detrimental mess. Think again carefully. Don't be rash and just want to follow your lust.” Papa added. Also true. How could he possibly meet and remember the faces of those children one by one?

“So what should I do ma? Cook I have to hide for life without knowing the truth I should know? That's stupid name. And because of this stupidity, I had to let go of Jade. I can't. I love Jade so much. If I don't find a single piece of evidence about the possibility that our relationship can't, I'll keep maintaining it.”

“For a while, you stayed in this house. Don't go anywhere. Delaying your departure to Seoul. Ask the leader there to handle all the work. You're under papa and mama's supervision. This stupid act of yours can harm yourself and possibly others as well. You've been acting as you please from childhood, but not for this one. You don't know how much we fought to get you and raise you. Don't you destroy it just because of a love problem that you can't control.” Papa rebuked firmly.

I could have fought back and left. Papa's physique is no stronger than mine. But I follow what they say. What they were worried about was not the case of Jade being famous or not. They are worried about me.

The document is still in my hands. Some sheets of buying and selling agreements that are slightly outdated but still look neat because they are well stored. Complete with the details of the clause that binds the agreement. Very complete and detailed. It says that the examination of who I am in the future is a major offense. The background of my life really must be erased from the history of the earth and human civilization. Even the name listed there is the name given by papa and mama. I was hoping to find my real name before I moved. Or maybe it's because I'm a newborn and don't have a name yet? Ah. could be. Jade got the original from there because she still spent 9 months with mama Kim. While me? A red baby is born in a matter of hours.

It's true said papa and mama, I shouldn't have investigated the case further because it concerns my safety. If they find my DNA in any country's database, they can sue papa and mama for violating the agreement.

I followed them one by one. We were forbidden to seek out the first party's cause, who sold me to papa mama. Even the signatures and stamps listed are an organization stamp without a name and signature. And yes, it's the same organization I found when I went to Paris to meet Lucian Warren. My heart is getting worse. The evidence seems to be getting closer. But there is a glimmer of hope, Lucian Warren is not the only candidate they have for producing children. Yes, I remember. They're a lot. I tuck those prayers in my heart, that's the only hope, we're not from ****** the same man.