Dark Princess

One One One

Jade Viewing Angle

I shut down the phone eavesdropping app on the iMac as soon as I heard he got out of the car. I was wondering, he was walking around the lobby towards the elevator. In less than 5 minutes he will arrive at the door. I need to be ready to welcome him. I'm turning off the iMac. Lay out all the equipment and rush into the room. I deserve to be in front of a mirror. Perfect. I wear a dress with a simple piece of white made of cotton. I try to always look very beautiful and attractive in front of her. I have to make sure that his love for me never goes away. Even though I know where the end of our relationship is, I can't accept that she won't love me anymore.

I heard the door open. Then his voice spoke, definitely saying something to Andrew and Fred to get out of the house.

"Andrew, Fred, meet Drey now, for the next assignment."

"Ready boss!" They stepped out and the door closed. I came out of the room with the sweetest smile on my face. As soon as our faces sat down, she suddenly framed her face with a happy expression and gave me an equally sweet smile. He tried very hard, pretending nothing happened. And I've been planning to shift her mind to something funny.

"Daddy..." I hugged him, breathing in his chest. I got a kiss on my crown. Wrapped his hands around my body and stroked my back gently. That one I know what he means, he meant to calm me down. He was also raging inside. His heart rate is irregular. I waited until he calmed down and I loosened my arms. Staring into his eyes.

"Is the office okay?"

"mmm... Was fine. I'm just a little tired.” Oh so. He's still trying to calm down.

"Daddy know?" He narrowed his eyes at me, waiting for me to continue.

“I've got an idea to finish my story. And it makes me very happy.” I said with a happy expression. He could definitely catch the twinkle in my eyes. But his expression turned cloudy, perhaps he was unconscious. But in a split second he changed. Be surprised and happy. I know, it's fake.

"Wow! That's incredible! I wonder how the story ends...?”

“Surprise dong. Notnot now. Wait till I finish everything. Don't even try to peek at those folders before I finish, okay?” He chuckles softly.

"As I did last night?"

"That's it!" I pretended to be pouting. He laughed happily.

"Yes. There must be an announcement from me that you can just read." I looked into his eyes carefully. Studying expression. Is the love he has the same as before?

"I missed you..." I have to start being honest, right? His face changed. I got a kiss on my lips. The butterflies in my stomach started flying. He stopped and we looked into each other's eyes, yes, his love is still the same. He knew it all, but the look in his eyes did not change. How could I not love?

"I've never said this, have I? Iloveyou..." I said it firmly. I like his stupefied face. Then it turned bright, his smile was too wide. Then misbehaving, playing his lips, licking and biting still smiled broadly. I really like it when he displays his purest emotions, when he doesn't try to seem that he should be putting on an expression that he should be.

"Try saying again?"

"I love you..." I repeat emphatically. I got another kiss.

"Since when? Does this mean my proposal was accepted?" Want to cry it feels. There was a turbulent taste in my chest. Not sad. But want to cry. Is this called haru? *See Jade, she already knows, but nothing has changed from her. Continue to live with him alone. *However, I refute those voices firmly.

"Long time. I don't know since when, I can't determine when exactly. I just always miss the chance to say it..." I answered her curiosity. He's still staring into my eyes. Oh, he asked me two questions.

"Master? We'll talk about it sometime. Can't you? One-one first..." I beg. For the first time, I had to lie in front of him. Be married? So wife? It seems very far away. I need to get a lot done with myself to be able to mix myself with someone else. I don't know when that will happen.

"OKAY. Slowly. One-one. I can wait. Ilove you. And I'm too happy now.” He answered with understanding. I hugged his body tightly. And for the first time, I blamed fate -- he made me experience many things first-. If I were just a daughter of an ordinary father and mother, I wouldn't even care about our status, I'd tie myself to her forever. But I am not an ordinary woman's daughter. And I started to realize that my place wasn't there.

I regretted my decision when he proposed to me. If I could turn back the time, I would answer yes. We should have been somewhere far from the shadows of my past, and lived in peace. Now that I have found out who I really am, what's in it?

I finally found the answers to all my questions. All the memories that swirled like a tornado wind in my head, were just confirmed by Earnest when he met the woman. I overheard their whole conversation through the eavesdropping app on his phone. The little girl in my memory is me. Since the past week, I've been more and more convinced, the girl's description is entirely that of me. No matter how many times I repeat, they are all the same. Still, that little girl is me. Which shadows me in my dreams and every time I close my eyes. That's why I can't sleep at all. We even consulted a doctor to get sleeping pills. But the scene when I ate meat, drank blood and vitamins made me spit out all the food and pills I consumed. After knowing all that, I knew what I had to do. I'm just still pretending to be as sane as he wants. That I'm still there. That I still knew nothing to help untangle the thick-looking heartbreak.

Now that I am in a different world, I know that I should be angry. There was a storm that I could not withstand, ravaging my entire conscience as a human being. I'm crushed to pieces. I have not been able to organize the raging anger so confused, where should I start this anger?

Should I start with that woman? I remember seeing him so often when I sat in the church garden. I must remember, because she was Gaia's stepmom. Slowly another memory sprang up, she often visited Clara's grandmother in our little house behind the church the first moments I lived there. So I wondered, shouldn't he know me and greet me? But why did he pass by as if he didn't know me? I had already tried to be polite by bowing my head and smiling, but every time I did so, he quickly turned his head in the other direction and left in a hurry. I'm so stupid, right? Could have been played raw. She freely watched my concerned life from afar.