Dark Princess

Passed

Earnest's Point of View

I was overwhelmed by myself for being too happy. It felt like I was not walking on earth, hovering above the clouds, not even believing that my love was welcome.

My man's instincts admired his physique 1000%. I wonder, what did God think when he was creating a Jade? Did God specifically create it for me? Could be. Based on the qualifications of an Earnest Lee profile, God must have prepared a perfect person like Jade to accompany him. Look, I even made such a stupid conclusion. It finally makes sense, why I've never been in love before. I'm waiting for you Jade, you! You're perfect for me, and you're never gonna let go of my life, never!

And his personality made me fall in love more deeply. She is an open book, able to freely say everything on her mind, the other side of her that I like the most. He had no hidden agenda, pure and innocent. I feel like I'm the luckiest man in the world to have found him. I believe that God has delivered him to my doorstep. And I have to thank you for that. And that! When he flirtatiously asked for another 3%, my fortress collapsed. I was very weak for him.

He grabbed my face and kissed my lips. He's good at it. My manly side woke up in a matter of seconds.

...

I kissed her face and she giggled at my treatment. I found another novelty, Jade was so beautiful, it was the most beautiful version of her, when she was happy. I was challenged to make him happy all my life. So I can see that side of him forever. I felt like a king who had just won the battle for the throne to rule the world, and I had a queen in my arms. She was worried about my career. She doesn't know, I'm even more worried that I won't be able to get her heart out than if I had to quit my career.

“How many percent do I get ?” I whispered in his ear, teasing him. He chuckled slowly.

"Maybe 1000%?"

“It far exceeded the target, I should get a reward then.” We laughed, and I loved the moment.

"What do you want from me?"

"Married to me..." He chuckled again gently.

"It's too fast."

"When is that usually?"

"I have a request. Please help me..."

"I'll definitely help. Just say.”

"Please help me find out who I am..." The mood turned serious. He finally opened up. I'll definitely help.

"You're Jade." I answered with a joke. And he chuckles.

"I knew. You've got all the information about me, haven't you?" I was caught red-handed.

"Kok know?"

“That's how you guys work. I know after a long time following Gaia. Whenever curious about someone, he uses the services of a private detective to get detailed information about that person.”

"Jade, I hate him now, please don't destroy this atmosphere by saying his name..."

“Let's talk about you. Tell me more.”

“I? Mm... I don't remember anything until I was 10. At the age of 10, I remember a woman leaving me in the garden of a church. Then I was picked up by a grandmother and ended up staying with her. From the story, ever since he found me there, I couldn't talk, until 2 years. The memory of my origin is only that much. Then, all the things that were attached to my body when I was left there I burned, dress, shoes, whatever else, just everything that was stuck in my body at that moment. That's why I don't like to experience it again. The feeling of being left out was just like that, very frightening. I'd rather live alone than be owned and then be abandoned. Please don't do that to me. If you are forced to do so later, please let me know in advance. So I can prepare myself..”.

“I will never leave you..”.

“I mean, siapatau. No one knows, right? The human heart can change. You should have told me before. Don't just go.”

“I told you, it won't happen.”

“If you change your mind. Who knows, right?" He's recalcitrant. Ku towel his nose.

"What makes you think that I might do it?"

“The fact that I was left there back then, just said it was thrown away. It means I am not wanted. That woman must have had a reason. Whatever it is, he's doing things he shouldn't be doing. You might think it's impossible to leave me. But you know I finally have something to reason for you to do. And no problem. I think I'll be able to handle my feelings, as long as you tell me a long time, and why. Okay?"

“I'm sure that won't happen. There are even you who will leave me.”

"Either. Could be. I can't promise not to." I looked into his eyes with annoyance.

"uh right? I can't leave you but you can do that to me?"

"Yes." Yeah." He replied innocently.

"What the fuck. Unfairly his name.” I loosened her arms around my body but she hugged me even tighter.

“Stay this way, don't let go.” I relented.

“Alright, but answer my question first. What's the reason you're gonna leave me?"

“Mmm... When it has to do with things you shouldn't have let go for my sake? Your family might not approve of our relationship? Or perhaps, your career is at stake because you will marry someone insignificant like me. Such reasons.”

“Cannot. Even if such a reason becomes a fact, you must not leave me. We have to stay together, like this, forever.” He chuckled and I got a kiss on my chest. It felt like an electric shock was flowing through my body. His touches became opium to me.

"OK then. I like that idea too. I like being stuck in your arms like this.” I kissed the tubers. That confession got me drunk.

“Have you ever tried to do anything to find out who Jade really is? Try the story, so I know where to start.”

“What I can do is just try to remember. I still visit the church garden from time to time, hoping to remember the woman's face. But it can't. I don't remember anything. I was thinking about sending a DNA sample to a police station, a missing persons search center, who knows if it matches someone's DNA. But I'm in a dilemma. Too scared to anticipate things beyond my expectations. What if they still don't like me? They dumped me because of that? But I'm very afraid if that assumption becomes the truth. Even every now and then, I wish, that woman might accidentally leave me there. Maybe he had an accident when he was going to pick me up. Or maybe he's dead? I like to imagine such reasons to entertain myself. At least I'm not an outcast. Helpme. This Earnest Lee, could definitely do anything if he wanted to right?”

I got what I wanted to know. Jade is looking for who she is. His life is really not easy. But she's a strong woman who can go that far. I am moved and proud.