Dark Princess

Truth

He stopped and looked me in the eye. Like I was going to find something there. Maybe he could find, that even though I liked the kiss, there was anger there.

"Take out all the curses and slobbery that's on your mind right now." He challenged me. I'm glad to do.

"You jerk!" I said with fiery eyes.

"Again..." He challenged me with excitement.

"Fuck! Damn you!"

"Enough. So you're busy cursing me in your mind from now on?"

"Yes, because I have to be nice even if I don't like it. I have to make you feel comfortable even though I don't feel comfortable. Can't I just curse you in my mind?"

"Why? You were offended by the test just now?"

"If you were in my position, wouldn't you be angry?"

"will not. Because that guy's Earnest Lee." I grinned and snorted cynically. He really is a narcissist.

"Jade. Thats enough. Be nice. Don't provoke me. I can go further."

"Do you think you should trample on the dignity of others just because you are Earnest Lee? You're no different from the bastards I often find out there!" I cursed sharply. He looks desperate.

"I'm sorry. But atleast. Tell me, did you not feel anything when I kissed you?" He's still locking my body against the wall. His hands are around my waist. Oh, I forgot, I should've cursed him as a pervert.

"Disease!" I'm swearing. He did it again. Kissing my lips more savagely, hugging me tightly, so I couldn't move a bit. He even did it further, to my neck then back to my lips. He stopped and checked my face.

"How are you feeling now?" My eyes glazed. Trying not to shed tears. He's trampling on my pride. What did he expect me to say? I wondered.

"Don't shed those tears first, we're testing now. Answer me, how are you feeling?"

"Disease!" I hissed sharply. Done again. But furthermore, his hands were at work, he tried to keep my body locked while squeezing every part he could touch. Then he stopped.

"Jade. I want you to obey, don't try to fight my moves. Just relax...'' He really is a devil. I also gave up.

I relax my body and surrender. Slowly she took her hands off my waist, touched my neck gently and played my lips more gently. Jade, why don't you just follow the moves? 

I follow my instincts. Flowing following his movements. I groan slowly. The touch made me float. Butterflies flying in my stomach. So why not? He was surprised to see my response but then continued again. He bent his body and I reached his neck, stroking his neck skin to his head. Slowly remove the jacket I still wear. The v-neck dress I was wearing was a bit loose and definitely showed my cleavage. He went down there and played his lips.

Then he stopped. Framing my face with his hands. Looking at me with a strange expression. Is that love?

"Jade.. I want you.." She whispered. I was shocked and scared at the same time. If I do, how is it different for me than the guy who sells himself for money out there? I don't want to. I still think positively that he won't do that far. Such frightening things happen often, one of the darker sides of my line of work, and will soon happen --if he is reckless - after so many times I managed to escape from a similar kind of CPI. My tears are broken. For fear. He may be the most handsome man in the world, but I don't want my first thing with a man to happen in such a way.

"Sorry..." He wiped my tears.

"Listen, I'm so sorry. But I was honest when I said I wanted you. That's right." He tried to defend himself. And it looks so scary in my eyes.

He fixed my dress which had gone down revealing almost all of my chest and cleared out some of the hair on my face.

"I'm sorry..." Said again.

"What am I supposed to say? 'Okay, I'm sorry', are you?!" I gave him the most fierce look I had. He looked agitated, playing his lips, licking and biting.

"Should I say that I feel good? I want you too? Am I in love with you too? Which one do you want? I'll say..."

"So that's not the fact?" He looked in my eyes.

"Why are you asking? What do you want?"

"The truth."

"I've told you the truth. It's disgusting!" My home. He was holding back emotions, his jaw was trembling. But he's helpless.

"So, you really have feelings for Gaia?"

"Forget about mr. Lee's feelings. Such things are only for people like you, who can freely have and appreciate feelings. I was born without feeling. So stop asking about the same things I don't know. But Gaia was my life's savior. He is a god to me. He's the one who took me from my world. You still asking? For him, I can do whatever he asks. You should understand what I mean." He took his grip off my body. Take my jacket off the floor and put it back on me.

"Does that mean I don't have a chance?" He asked, while putting the jacket I wore on my body.

"A chance for what?"

"To have you"

"I'm not an object. No one has the right to have me. I'm mine alone."

"Jade. Let's get serious. Please don't play ask again. I'm in love with you. L like you. Wanted you. I want to make sure you're honest about how you feel. Sorry, I've misstep. Too carried away by emotions. But at least answer me, how do you feel when we do that. I clearly felt that you felt something similar to me. Don't you?" He checked my expression.

"You're such a jerk! I hate you from today!"

"Don't. Don't hate me. I haven't even started my fight to take your heart and you already hate me?"

"Yes, I hate you..." I made sure firmly. He's laughing, sarcasm, probably laughing at himself.

"So, this Earnest Lee, the man you say is every woman's dream, doesn't appeal to you?"

"You need to fix that one mental problem. You may seem attractive to many. But from this moment on, not for me. Why should I find you attractive?"

"Whoahs. This is new to me Jade. Do you know how many women fall into my arms because they can't resist me?"

"How do I know? And for what? I don't care." Peeling again. And that made him quiet.