Dark Princess

It May be Love

"Thank you for what?"

"Because it helped me..."

"Oh, I'm glad to help."

"What can I do to repay your kindness?" I looked at his face. Observing his expression. Our eyes meet. He is sincere in his words. I'm more and more convinced that she's an innocent girl. His mind path is very simple. Neko-neko. He feels good to be helped. Having received the kindness of others, it is natural to retaliate.

"Tell me. I'll do anything..." Those eyes. With zero percent emotion. He's sincere. I don't know why, it provoked me. There's something weird. As if, I had helped him out of wanting to get something in return. Or is that so? I tried to remember a few hours ago, I helped her without thinking anything. Simple, because he overslept while his work had to be done. I don't want anything behind it. Why do I look so cheap? I'm upset.

"Is that what you have in mind? That if someone helps you, it's because they want to get something in return?"

"Maybe not. But that's how I'm going to simplify everything. Life's been so complicated, I don't want to make it any harder. I don't want to be indebted to anyone. Because in some cases, the world is not what I think it is. I may seem too naive, but I've learned enough not to respond to the kindness of others as lightly as that. I believe too much in the term: there is no free lunch in this world..." Thas right. But like a pinch in my heart, it hurts. I accept the explanation as an insinuation. Not Earnest his name if not increasingly trigged with such syndirians. I want to see to what extent he can respond to his words. He said he would do anything, right?

"What if I want you?" First test. He chuckles. And watch me casually, from head to toe. Then pulled his lips to the side. I'm right, he's being sarcastic.

"Why not? If that's what you want?" I was provoked by emotion.

"Is that how you handle your job? When someone gives you a favor, you'll pay with whatever they ask for, right?" I asked in a sharp tone.

"I learned a lot. Sometimes, that's how the world works. There are things we don't like but have to happen. If it has to be, why not?" He answered casually.

"For anyone have you ever paid that kind of debt?"

"Gaia? And you..." I breathe out slowly. I'm relieved. Not as far as I thought. I secretly saw Gaia in my heart. How dare he use his authority to force someone to serve his depraved passions. But what's the difference with me? Ah, the bodo time. I shaved my tea. Almost desperate. Why is it so hard to deal with him?Is it usually this hard to get someone's heart?

"But I was serious when I said thank you. You've done a lot for me today. I forgot exactly from when, until just now when we met on the plane, my heart was in a state of chaos. My feelings are so messy. I lost my way knowing Gaia was getting married. I don't know what my fate will be after that. Will she act as my protector when she gets married? Am I still useful? What if he got rid of me after that? Where am I going? I was too afraid to go into a new place and start something new. Plus, he sent me here again, I was so angry. I have hated you so much ever since. I'm afraid I'm faced with a situation beyond my control and I'm forced to do something I don't like." Our eyes looked at each other for a few seconds. I'm waiting for the next sentence.

"In case I keep going, because I have to. I pray repeatedly in my heart that others will welcome me here, not you. But I didn't expect, when you showed up next to me on the plane, I was so happy. I avoided meeting you. But when you greeted me, all the fatigue in my heart was gone. I feel at peace. Thank ye. Maybe that's why I overslept, after a long time of trouble to sleep due to acute anxiety. That's why I say thank you." I feel like I want to fly. My heart is glad not to. My lips are. I did not expect that my position was that significant in his heart. That is, there is still hope.

"Then stay here until tomorrow."

"Can. If that's what you want."

"Easy then?"

"I told you. I'll do whatever you ask."

"Are you also going to do this to others who help you?" I was upset to hear that phrase.

"Hey Jade…? You promised me not to do it..."

"Who would want to be in such a situation? I told you, I can't always avoid things I don't like. If what I'm betting on is my job and my life, why not?" I was frustrated. Turn my body towards him.

"You have to change that way of thinking. That's a stupid thought." He turned his body towards me. He smiled, cynical.

"Who do you think gave me that stupid idea?" Oh yeah, it was me.

"I've apologized for that Jade. I told you I shouldn't have done that to you. Should I repeat again? I want you, that's right. Not just for one time. Okay, that time I was released, too carried away by emotions. But I honestly told you that I was afraid I wouldn't be able to get you. I mean, your heart. See difference? I did it because I wanted you. Not for fooling around..." He's laughing at me.

"I'm serious, you know. Do you think this is funny? Why laugh?"

"Yes it's funny. Earnest Lee wants me? Who's gonna believe it? You don't even know me. To be honest, you just want me to satisfy your lust. Why pretend to embellish the language as if you were sincere? Looks like you like saying nice words to show off. As if you were a good person..." He was angry with his style. But one thing that made me wish, at least she was not the weak woman who was as helpless as I had thought before. He could be angry. Not accepting my behavior. Good though. I let out a sigh of relief.

"So, what if I want you for that again. Are you just gonna do it?"

"Why not? I better do it with you. A handsome man who lives in every woman's dream. I slept with him. I can't imagine if it was someone else. Maybe because of your arbitrary way, the first one is painful and difficult to unravel the pain. I wonder what it would feel like if I did it willingly? Could it feel different?" I'm very sad. I failed to convey my sincere feelings to her. I was in too much of a hurry then.Did not consider carefully, what consequences he would bear with my actions. In other words, I didn't think about her feelings at all.

"Then stay here..." I wish I had time to correct my mistakes.

"As you wish. Can we check now about the report from the PR division?" He got up and walked to the desk.

Nelangsa. I don't accept that he did it all because he had to. Is there a possibility that we feel the same way? Only, he still could not open. I wonder how far he can deny his feelings. I approached him and grabbed his hand.

"Come on. Follow me..." I took him to my bedroom.

"Let's do it now. In the right way. I want to replace that pain with something beautiful..." He jerks. But changed his expression quickly, into a ready position.

"May I take a shower?" She asked. My heart beats faster. It seems he wants the same thing. Does he feel love too? Many questions ran through my mind.

"Can. Need help?"

"Example?"

"Anything..." My answer. She blushed. Eyes shine. Gotcha Jades! It might be love. My heart turned into flowers.

"You have to guide me, what do men usually do?" Holy hooch! I wanted to kill Gaia right then and there. He lost the frame of the supposed relationship picture of lovers. He caught the sudden change in my face and quickly ran to the bathroom.