When Love Only Remains a Name
Gede Dolls For Loved Ones
"Cin, will I go to the Mall?" Ivan..
"Well?" Ask Love
"I want to buy you a gift for someone I'm so special about." Ivan said.."Oh yes El, you also come along." he added
"Sorry, Van I can't. I'll have an appointment with mom to come home early because mom wants to take me to her friend's house again birthday. Again sorry."
"Yes El, no papa. I understand kog." Ivan smiled. In her heart she was grateful that Elsa was not coming. Because actually he does not want to invite Elsa but he also does not feel good if only Love is invited while next to him there is Elsa.
"But Cin, you want me. I beg you." Ivan said with a face.
After thinking for a long time, Cintapun assented. Though actually after school, he ingij to Panti but yes, maybe Ivan more need himself.
Their conversation ended immediately after the teacher entered in their middle.
Love, Elsa and Ivanpun began to focus on listening to the description of the teacher who explained the lesson ahead. The clock finally showed at 09:00...Lesson over. Love soon to the musholla while Elsa chooses to the canteen. Ivan himself chose to go to the perpus.
At 09:30 they gathered in the back garden. "Cin?" Call Elsa
"Yes, El." answered Love
"Tomorrow mom and dad to Bandung. You're in my house, yeah." Pinta Elsa, because honestly she was afraid of being alone in her house. Well even though there was a maid but still afraid, she was also very lonely.
"I'll let you be the same mother." Answer Love
"Can I come?" said Ivan.
"By the hell but don't nginep ya. Go home from school, you can go to my house but at 5 pm you have to go home. I don't mean for ngusir but mom and dad don't want me to bring a boy friend home at night. No afternoon papa. But if you're a girl, mama's no problem. I agree to agree." Elsa tried to explain at length.fearing that there was a misunderstanding.
"OK, tomorrow I go to your house with Love and I promise 5pm I'll be home." Ivan answered while glancing towards Love.
"Van, what if you go first to Elsa's house. At 4 I followed because I still have to help papa in the office. Not thinking?"
"Yes, no papa. But it'll be right, nemenin me." asked Ivan.
"Yes, it's kog." replied Love
"Okay, now we go in yuk. Bell is sounding." Elsa interrupted immediately. For some reason every time Ivan looked at Love, Elsa's heart ached. He feels so jealous. But he didn't want to show it all. Because he does not want to destroy friendships just because of the taste he craves.
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After school, Ivan and Cinta went straight to the Mall. They ride motorcycles. Love puts her bag in the middle so they don't touch. Ivan also gave his jacket so that Love does not get cold on the road.
"Slow down Van." Pinta Cinta with a rather loud voice afraid Ivan not horrified.
"Yes Cin. I'm sorry I should've gotten in the car this morning so you wouldn't get cold like this."
"Father Van, I also like riding a motorcycle. I have also never ridden a motorcycle in a long time. Don't worry, I don't feel cold. Your jacket is slashed and can warm my body. Yes, you are focused."
"okay."
Within 45 minutes they arrived at the Mall. Ivan immediately parked his motorcycle and took Love to the 3rd floor.
"Where are we going, Van?" ask Love
"You go with it. You'll know kog later, too."
"OK on." Love does not argue. He walked beside Ivan. I want Ivan to hold the hand of Love but he is afraid, afraid if Love is angry and accuses him of being unwilling. Ivan just wanted to hold it, nothing more. But yes, the road like this has made Ivan feel happy.
Ivan and Love stopped at one of the stores that contained many dolls.
"You want a doll belli, Van?" ask Love.
"Depends, Van. There are some who like but there are others who do not like."
"You're on your own, don't you like it?
" I really like it, Van. By the way, he said you want to give a gift to a special person. Is that a girl?"
"Yes Cin. That's why I'm taking you. I don't know what his taste is."
"But what if my taste is different. Every woman's taste isn't always the same, Van."
"I'm sure, whatever you choose. She's gonna love it."
"All right."
Love chooses the most beautiful pink doll. "Ah, it feels like this doll is mine. How happy I am. You can hug this doll every night." Say Love in your heart while hugging the doll.
Ivan just watched. "Do you like that?" ask Ivan.magical Love. "I love it but what about the person you want to give gifts to. He also likes my choices. It's too big and it's definitely expensive. Do we choose the small ones?" ask Love.
"If you like that, I'll choose that." Ivan took the big doll. Even the doll was almost as tall as her and fatter of course. Ivan immediately to the cashier, Love followed him from behind.
"How much mbak?" ivan asked the cashier.
"Three million seven hundred mas." Answer the cashier.
Ivan immediately took the card and gave it to the cashier. After the transaction was completed, Ivan brought Cinta to a cafe not far from the place.
"You sit here." Ivan pulled the curtain back and told Love to sit down. After Love sat down, he sat next to Love.
"What do you want to eat?"
"I'm still full, Van."
"Czs."
"Buy a drink, if you don't want to eat."
"I'm not thirsty, Van. I want to go home."
Ivan was disappointed to hear the answer of Love. He wants to stay long beside love. But whatever the power, Ivan can't make sense. Want to not want Ivan and Cintapun go home.
"Bonekanya put in the middle, Cin, not narrow right?" ivan asked heartily."
"No, Van. Not narrow kog."
Ivan immediately drove a motorcycle at medium speed. 1 hour later they arrived in front of Cin's house.
"Thank you Van, I'm going home."
"Yes the same. It makes you." Ivan gave the doll to Love.
"But, Van. He said it's for special people."
"Yes and that special person is you."
"really?" Love was unconscious her cheeks were reddened. Ah earlier, he thought the doll was for another girl turned out for him. Sia in vain from earlier she felt an unclear jealousy. "Lord.why am I this happy. Don't grow this affection if it's going to hurt my heart in the end." Prayer of Love in the heart.
"Why bengong?" Ask Ivan.
"No, no papa. Emmz thanks for the doll. I'll see you tomorrow." Love immediately ran into his house. He was embarrassed and also embarrassed. Ah, why am I misbehaving and why should I run? ask love for yourself. Love brought the doll upstairs and Love felt really tired because the doll he hugged was big and also heavy. Until he reached the room, he dropped himself into the bed. Love smiles her own smile remembering the incident earlier. "Am I in love. But I don't want to love anyone but my husband. How am I supposed to do?" At that time also Love felt himself really upset.
