When Love Only Remains a Name

Ed Sheeren's

*Taufiq*

Today I feel like my body is tired. I was so tired that I woke up at 8 a.m. Thankfully, there were no meetings today so I could relax. I tried to take my clothes off because I had to take a shower and change. My room is a multipurpose room because in addition to functioning as a workplace, there is also a bathroom, bed, wardrobe and also there is a dining table and kitchen. No wonder my room is so big. When I looked up at the dinner table, I saw a very tempting cake. I didn't have to think hard to find out who made me a cake and delivered it to my room because no one dared to enter my room except for my parents and Elsa, my wife's best friend.

Honestly I feel sorry for Elsa, I know Elsa loves me and loves me. But whatever the power, I can't accept his feelings because until this moment, my feelings still completely belong to my beloved wife and I promise, I promise, I would never love another person unless he had a similar face and similar attitude and nature and somehow I had a wish that I would meet him.

I ate the cake voraciously, the rest I put in the fridge. When I am satisfied, I eat cake. I went straight to the bathroom. It didn't take long in just a matter of minutes, I finished my bath and also dressed. I am not the type of person who likes to take a long shower because for me to shower for a while or for a long time. I am a handsome kog. After I put on my clothes very neatly, I immediately went to the musholla which was also in my room hehe. You must be confused as to how big my room is until the musholla is also in the room.  You do not need to think that heavy one day if you find an office that has a very spacious room then that's my room.

Every day, as busy as I am. I always take the time to pray dhuha and also njai. For me every time I finished praying, I felt my heart calm and also peaceful. In addition, since I regularly pray dhuha, all my work is as easy as it is. I always win tenders, the reserves flow so fast. The point is we should not just work, work and work, we should compensate with prayer. Effort without praying will be tasteless but if the effort is balanced with prayer that continues to be inshaAllah as difficult as any obstacle it will be passed very easily.

Finish the prayer dhuha njai usually I will continue to work. Actually only the file is not very important even this file can be done by my secretary but if I do not have busy eating I will always remember my late wife so the only way to forgetting is by keeping yourself busy. Important is not important, I will work until my body feels tired and finally fall asleep. Usually, while working, I would listen to songs. My favorite song is Ed Sheeran. You must know that song..Okay I'll write the lyrics along with the translation.

I found a love for me

Darling, just dive right in and follow my lead

Well, I found a girl, beautiful and sweet

Oh, I never knew you were the someone waiting for me

‘Cause we were just kids when we fell in love

Not knowing what it was

I will not give you up this time

Just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own

And in your eyes you’re holding mine

Baby, I’m dancing in the dark with you between my arms

Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song

When you said you looked a mess, I whispered beneath my breath

But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonnage

Well I found a woman, strong than anyone I know

She shares my dreams

I hope that someday I’ll share her home

I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets

To carry love, to carry children of our own

We are still kids, but we’re so in love

Fighting against all odds

I know we’ll be alright this time

Darling, just hold my hand

Be my girl, I’ be your man

I see my future in your eyes

Baby, I’m dancing in the dark, with you between my arms

Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song

When I saw you in that dress, looking so beautiful

I don’t desire this, darling, you look perfect tonnage

Baby, I’m dancing in the dark, with you between my arms

Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song

I have faith in what I see

And she looks perfect, no I don’t desire this

You look perfect tonnage

Translation:

I have found a lover of heart

Baby, come follow my steps

Well, I've found a girl, pretty and sweet

Oh, I never thought you'd been waiting for me this whole time

Because we were kids when we fell in love

I don't know what love is

But honey, kiss me slowly, want me to have your heart

You too will have my heart

Honey, I'm dancing in the dark with you in my arms

Footless standing on the grass, listening to our favorite music

When you feel like a mess, I whisper quietly

But you can hear it, honey, you look perfect tonight

I've found a woman, tougher than anyone

He had the same dream as me

I wish we could have the same house

I've found a love that doesn't just keep my secrets

But it also brings love, and also takes care of our children

We were kids, but we loved each other

Fight against all odds

I knew we'd be okay

Honey, hold my hand tight

Be my lover, and I will be your lover

I see my future in your eyes

Honey, I'm dancing in the dark, in your arms

Footless standing on the grass, listening to our favorite music

When I saw you wearing that dress, it looked really pretty

I don't deserve it, honey, you look perfect tonight

Honey, I'm dancing in the dark, in your arms

Footless standing on the grass, listening to our favorite music

I am so sure of what I understand

Now that I know, I've met angels in human form

He looks perfect, and I don't deserve it

You look perfect, tonight