When Love Only Remains a Name

A Chocolate Bar

Alvin's after Love who's headed to the back garden. He saw Love still crying with sobbing sobs. Alvin tries to sit next to Love.

"What's wrong with you, Cin?" asked Alvin, honestly he did not have the heart to see the person he loved sad like this.

"I'm not papa, brother." Responding to Love, he cannot talk about his feelings to others, however he wants to hide as much as possible about the feelings he feels today.

"Yes if you don't want to tell a story. Oh yeah I got something for you."

"What?" ask Love while looking at Alvin. Alvin opened his bag and he gave a bar of Chocolate to Love. Love takes the Chocolate while being swept away. "Thank you, you." Her speech..

"Yes. People say if we are sad, we have to eat chocolate because by eating chocolate then our hearts will be a little calm and we will not be sad again. I too whenever I am sad or upset, I must be eating chocolate and al hamdulillah, I feel a little calm. Try it, you eat it and then feel the effect." Alvin.. Love ripped the chocolate wrapper and ate it slowly and well, after the chocolate was gone. Love is a little calm.

"Where? aren't you? now don't be sad anymore."

"Yes, yeah."

"If you need someone to talk to or listen to all your complaints, I'm ready to be a loyal listener. Or if you need help, I'm ready to help you. Whatever it is."

"Yes, thank you. Kaka is very good with me."

"Same same Cin. I just don't want to see the people I love sad. I'm sad if you're sad, I'm happy if you're happy."

"I'm sorry because I can't return your feelings."

"No papa, I understand kog. Love does not have to have each other. If you were my match, we would be united. But if we are not a match, well maybe Allah is preparing the best match for me. I leave it all to the Creator. I love you but like I said, I will not make you return my feelings or learn to love me. Enough with me seeing you happy, it makes me happy. Not necessarily beside you, seeing you from afar in good health is also enough."

"You're so mature, I'm happy to meet a guy like Kaka. I'm sure there must be a lot of people who want to be able to be a kaka companion."

"I don't need them and I don't expect them to like me either. Because what I need and what I am looking for is someone who has a sincere, sincere heart and always remembers God. It's hard now to find a woman like you, most women today are far from the right path. They prefer free association rather than obeying the rule of God."

"Sometimes there must be someone better than me, ka."

"Oh yeah, sister graduated from here to do, want to marry, college, work or what?"

"I want to work while I'm in college, Cin."

"Where's the lecture?"

"Eitherway. Papa told me to go to college in London while Mama told me to go to Paris. But my brother sent me to college in Amrik, because I happened to be there. But I myself, I want to study here just Cin so I can see you, can see your development even from afar."

"Ka, don't just because of me, you're being selfish like this. Kaka must follow kaka's heart. I know your parents are famous businessmen, have a company where. Naturally if parents kaka told kaka to study abroad so that later kaka become a great person, who can boast kaka parents, especially later kaka also have to replace his position. If you're just concerned about your feelings, the same thing is that your sister let them all down. Kaka is more concerned with a woman who is not necessarily the future of kaka. It could be that the woman will marry another man. What are you waiting for me for? what do you do, brother? after all, as kaka said, if we match even though kaka kulliah abroad, we will definitely meet and unite in the guarantee. Then what are you afraid of. Now I think again mature, follow what your heart and I hope not to disappoint them all. I've always been supportive of what I've made."

"Thank you, Cin. I'll think back, where should I go to college. You yourself will go up to 3rd grade. After graduation, where do you want to go to college?."

"I don't know yet and haven't thought about it. It's still far away for me. Maybe I'll follow my dad's advice to go to college in New York. But if I can choose, I'll get married after high school. Hehehe..........."

"Why did you get married young?"

"Well, I wish there was someone who could take care of me, protect me and me so that I wouldn't fall into the abyss and despise. Even if I want to go to college after marriage, I want to be able to go to college with my husband, let it be romantic. So it's good where I'm always with my husband. Wake up together, pray together, cook together, take a bath together, lecture together, especially if the majors are the same and one generation so I can one class with my husband can even sit together, he said, so if there is a task that can be done together, break time also I can stay with my husband, then go home to college also together. So my husband and I can always be near hehe." Say Love while laughing, well how happy if he can get married, then out of wedlock can go to college with husband. Isn't that so romantic?

"May your imagination come true, Cin."

"Amin I hope. What kind of candidate do you want?"

"Who can accept me for who I am, can love me, my father and my mother. Never leave the prayer, smart to thank him if he is a hafidz hehe.who can protect me, take care of me, remind me when I am wrong way and can take me to his jannah. Someone who can give me the happiness of the afterlife. I don't need to be rich, handsome or famous. Enough someone who knows religion, who has strong faith so as not to be easily tempted by things that plunge. What does it mean if you get someone rich but unfaithful, what is the meaning of a good looks but he rarely prays, what does it mean to be famous if he has a lot of infidelity here and there, what does it mean he is cool if he is a child who disobeys his parents. If his mother gave birth to him, he could not appreciate let alone me who had no blood relation with him. He could have hurt me when I was his wife. For this reason, I have to be careful in choosing. I always pray that God will give me the best.. And I'm sure that soul mate is a reflection of myself, for that I always learn to be the best, he said, learning to deepen the science of religion so that my husband will also be smart in terms of religion that can always lead me to the right path."

"My dream is so amazing, I hope I'm the one. I will learn to be what You dream. Let me say your name in every prayer."

"It's up to kaka. That's kaka rights. Yes, I did, I went to class. Bell is already bell. Oh yes thanks for the chocolate, now I've calmed down a little. Again thanks to you. I'm going to class first."