When Love Only Remains a Name

When Love Only Remains a Name
Chat Angga and Elsa



At 8:30, Elsapun tried to send a message to Angga.


From Elsa


Assalamu’alaikum.


Shortly thereafter, a message came in from Angga.


The Angga


Waalaikumsal. Tumben El, chat me first.


From Elsa


It's me kangen hehe..


The Angga


Iddih. The tumben? Wrong taking medication.


From Elsa


Kog is the bales. Nyesel said kangen just now.


The Angga


Hemm angry nie ye. I was just kidding. What again?


From Elsa


Think of you again.


The Angga


Glad to be thought of by someone I love.


From Elsa


You really don't know you love me


The Angga


Yuup. How many times do I have to express my feelings until you believe


if I truly love you


From Elsa


What makes you love me


The Angga


I have no reason to tell you. But clearly I


love you because God who fosters this love and affection in


my heart.


From Elsa


So sweet's..


The Angga


When will you be my girlfriend


From Elsa


I don't want to be your girlfriend Ga


The Angga


Why El, am I less handsome you know? Or am I less of a tyrant?


From Elsa


Not Ga, not because you are less handsome or less famous


The Angga


Then why until now you don't want to accept me El.


From Elsa


I can't accept you being my girlfriend but I will accept you so


my husband's. If you truly love me. Meet my mom and dad


ask them for their blessing so they can justify us. I don't want to date, though,


Ga. I want her to get married. I don't want to commit sins. Tau sendirkan


if we're going out, we're going to do something that's strictly forbidden by religion and I don't want that


it happens but if we marry, we are free to do anything without fear of sin.


The Angga


come to your house and propose to you.


From Elsa


My mom and dad are not here. Next week inshaAllah


they're coming home


The Angga


All right, next week my parents and I will propose to you


From Elsa


I await your arrival and your father Ga. Thank you for


already legalized me


The Angga


I'm the one who thanked El because you were willing to accept me


From Elsa


But there's one thing you should know


The Angga


What is


From Elsa


But you don't get angry that Ga


The Angga


I won't be mad at Elsa. Believe me, I'm not the kind of person to like


angry is just something. You must know about me, if I've ever been angry


even if someone hurt me


From Elsa


Yes, I know you are not.


 The Angga


Now try to tell me what you want to say. Don't hide anything from me El. Really, I'd rather you be honest even if later it would hurt me than you lying just to make me smile.


From Elsa


Actually, right now I don't love you yet, and there's no joy at all. But I'll give you a chance to make me fall in love with you. I believe that you can do it. And one thing you should know, I really love and love my best friend's husband but I realize, I can't be selfish. For that, I will try to forget it and open my heart to you. Help me Ga, help me to forget him because it hurts so much every time I see him with my best friend. You want to help me?


The Angga


I'll help you. I'll help you forget it and learn to love me which is important you don't keep remembering about it. If you remember him, try to find an activity that makes you forget and try to remember our safety hopefully with that you can love me and forget him. Don't forget to pray to God, get up at 3 a.m. Pray and ask the Lord because only God is the one who turns back the heart. We are only ordinary people, we can only try and the rest of God determines. Although I said next week I would come with my parents to propose to you if God wanted anything else, it could have failed because there are things that make us unable to unite. So ask God to simplify all our affairs. Do not go to sleep and create an island on your pillow but wake up, pray, recite the Qur'an. Worship at night was very good and God loved it very much. God willing with us diligently worship, God will facilitate all our affairs in the world. Don't just ask when we need it and forget God when we don't need it wrong. We need or need, remain diligent worship. Moreover, if we pray in one third of the night God will quickly grant our prayers. So now, you must promise me to pray and pray in the third night. Wanna?


From Elsa


Yes I want to


The Angga


Thank goodness I was glad to hear it.


From Elsa


You don't want to sleep. It's 9 o'clock more.


The Angga


I'm not sleepy. After all I just arrived home and immediately opened a chat from you. I also have not prayed Isya'. Maybe after this, I will eat first after that shower then pray Isya after that do the task and then sleep. Have you done your job for tomorrow yet?


From Elsa


Already


The Angga


Thank goodness you are sleeping now. I can wake up in the morning


From Elsa


Ja. I say yes, go to sleep first. Assalamu'alaikum


The Angga


Waalaikumsalam