When Love Only Remains a Name

When Love Only Remains a Name
Difficult to Sleep



Last night Love can not sleep even if only a moment. At


one side of his heart and love was already in the possession of Ivan but on the other hand, he was not


want to disappoint his father and also his mother who has raised himself to the


at present. Honest Love is curious about the person to be betrothed to


he's because somehow when his father talked about him, there was a sense


interested in getting to know more. He is a hafiz and


lululusan Al Azhar, do not doubt. He must be someone who understands


about religion. Isn't the characteristic that his father said in accordance with what


he wanted. In accordance with what he had asked the Most High


Creator. But why after God granted his prayer, he became so worried


like these. Love is confused, not knowing what to do. He too


decided to take ablution and prayer then to calm his heart, he too


teaching until no dawn felt was heard. He immediately prayed dawn, he said,


after he finished he took the book in his bag because last night he could not


learn because you think about that match. 


 


After Love finished studying, he immediately took a bath, put on


uniform then went downstairs for breakfast.


 


"You know why, baby, you're not sleeping


all night?" ask the mother


 


"No, love can't sleep."


 


"Why?"


 


"Eitherway. I'm still confused bun."


 


"Many things are troubling my mind."


 


"You better pray istikhoroh, dear. That God


give you a hint so you don't make the wrong decision."


 


"Yes bun."


 


"Yes already sekrang you eat first and then a sneak


brangkat, it's noon. You'll be late."


 


"okay." Love soon eats the cooked food


by the beloved mother. And in just 10 minutes, he


finish the rice and side dishes that are on the plate. "Bun, I've


the meal. Now I'm going to go first."


 


"You want to ride the lot."


 


"It's noon, baby. You better pack the car


just mother."


 


"Keep the pack what?"


 


"Later to ride with dad."


 


"Yes, I'm leaving first."


 


"yes, dear heart." After kissing the hands


the mother, Cinta immediately took the keys of the car on the table and left


go to the garage and go straight to school. In just 20 minutes, anyways


arrived already. He went to class and sat there


Love didn't clean his class first because he himself came


with a very good time. But he saw his class was pretty clean, maybe


his friend had cleaned the class first. He, Elsa and Ivan are now


sit in a different class. Well that's how it is if the exam, they have to sit


according to the number they got. 


 


Honestly, Love is not too concerned about doing the test.


He was still thinking about the match. There's a sense of where he wants to be


so that time goes by quickly so that he can meet the person but there is


also a sense of where he is not yet ready to meet. I don't know, Love just rubs


her face. Then he tried to return to work on the exam.


After all the questions he answered, he immediately collected the answer paper and then


go to mushollat. At a time like this, it has to be more


draw near to the Creator. No one can help him and


he doesn't want to complain to anyone. He tried to close the meeting


the problem he is facing right now.


 


After the completion of the prayers of dhuha and njai, he immediately went to


back garden. There was Elsa and Ivan talking.


"You why the hell Cin, his face is so tangled?" Ask Elsa


 


"I couldn't sleep last night."


 


"Why?"


 


"I don't know how hard it is to sleep." Saying the Love


not wanting to be honest with his friend.


 


"You sick?" asked Ivan in full


apprehensions.


 


"No."


 


"Thank God. Did you eat this morning?" ask


Ivan is further.


 


"Already, Van."


 


After that, there was no more conversation between them. All of them


just as silent and busy with each other's minds. So it doesn't feel bell


beep. They immediately entered the class to take the next exam.


If you usually go home at 13:20, then when the exam


he came home early at 11:00


 


Exams


this time it was Bahasa Indonesia. And this lesson is easy to catch but for


Love, this lesson is very easy if you understand and understand. Unneeded


a long time for Love to finish the test. If that lesson


others take 15 to 20 minutes to complete then if the Indonesian language


it only takes 10 minutes. After you finish doing all you want, Love immediately


collect his exam papers and leave the class. And without waiting


Elsa or Ivan first, he chose to go home soon because today


the test is only two. Now all he has in mind is that he wants to be quick


hurry home and rest. Now his head is really dizzy and he


he wanted to put his body in bed. He was really tired, tired of


his mind that since last night was thinking about that matchmaking.