When Love Only Remains a Name

Jealous

The next day Cinta had reached school at 6:45, she was also clean class. Now he is sitting back and reading a novel. Father and his mother had also departed earlier prayers and because there was no mother forced Love had to wash her own clothes, nyapu, mopping, cook, wash the dishes and after that she immediately took a shower, dress, eat and go to school. At home, I intentionally did not pack a maid. Because the mother said, although the mother of a doctor she also did not want to neglect her obligations as a wife and also as a mother. For that, he does not want to use the services of a maid. Everything he does himself. He will go to work if all the work is done. But for the gardener and driver, the mother still pack because the father will not let the mother where alone, must be accompanied by a driver. For gardeners, mothers are also not too able to take care of it but always like to see the beauty. For that mother uses the services of a gardener to take care of the garden in front of the house, next to the house and also behind the house. My house is almost surrounded by a garden hehehe....

Mother is almost like me, always independent. If you can do it yourself, why do you need the help of others. Mother also likes to save money, she only buys what she needs not what she wants. Maybe if you think, my nature is descended from mother hehe

At 07:00, the bell rang. Elsa and Ivan came together. Love is jealous but does not want her feelings to disturb her mind.

"Morning, Cin." Elsa then sat down on the side chair. Ivan smiled at Love and sat in his chair, at the back. Actually he wanted to chat with Love but because it was bell, his intention was undo. He can talk during the break.

"It's gonna be right?" ask Elsa

"Yes so, maybe in the next week I'll stay at your house because by chance my father and mother have to go out of town. I also gave them permission. But after school, I had to work to replace my father's position as long as he wasn't around."

"Okay, I was horrified. Do I need to take you to the office?"

"No need, I'm also just a few hours there. After the business is done, I'll go straight to the house get some clothes, then to your house."

"You're here to take an angkot what bring a car." asked Elsa, because it was right in the parking lot he was like seeing a car similar to a car owned by his mother Love.

"I brought my own car. I was going to ride the angkot but I was tired earlier because it was clean, especially from here I had to go to the office. Then go home and go to your house. Can be tired in my way if you take the angkot." Love is taking the car to school for the first time. Not what, he did not want to get tired of riding an angkot let alone taking a long time to arrive. Love brought his mother's car because he didn't have a car. Mommy comes with father to yogya, automatically mother does not bring a car. Because mommy's in a car with dad and they're taking the driver. So the mother's car is idle in the garage, rather than not better in the package Love to school and to the office.

"Why don't you bring a lot of clothes. Let's not go back and forth, so from your office go straight to my house. Don't go home yet."

"It was, but I forgot. Just fit in the road. I'm just bringing clothes to the office."

"I'm smart because I want to learn. Try to learn, you must be smart too. Baby, you're too lazy.." said Love. Elsa just smiles listening to the advice of Love. The teachers came and stopped talking. They focus straight ahead.

During the journey, Love asks a lot if there are things that he does not understand. While others just listen to every question asked by Love.

Until two jampoons passed. Bell rang, all the children on scattering out of class. Hanha's love is silent in class

"Diem's tumben kog?" ask Elsa

"I think I'm coming this month."

"Try checking in the toilet. Ivan and I went to the cafeteria first. You'll be followed."

"okay."

Love immediately ran to the toilet and when in check, he really again came the moon. He immediately went to the shop next to the school and bought some pads and then he went back to the toilet and put them on. When he finished, he immediately went to the cafeteria following Elsa and Ivan.

At the door of the cafeteria, Elsa and Ivan laughed again, not knowing what they were talking about until they laughed like that. Love felt his heart hurt so much, he did not join them. He chose to leave the canteen and arrived just as he ran away crying, he hit someone's body.

"Love, why" asked someone who turned out to be Alvin. Love answered only with a belt and then he ran again to the back garden.

"Lord. God I don't want to love someone like this but I also don't know why this feeling is present without me missing. Then how to make this taste can be lost from this. I don't want to be tormented by how I feel. I didn't want to endure the pain just because I saw him with my best friend. What am I supposed to do? Help me, help me out of this. I promised myself that I would not fall in love with anyone other than my husband. But if this taste just comes to mind, is it my fault. I'm just a normal human being who can't do anything. I can only complain and complain to you. Because you're the only obstacle to begging for help." Saying Love in the heart.