When Love Only Remains a Name

It's Better to Be In Pain Than to Be Hurtful

Love returns to the classroom but seeing Elsa and Ivan not around, he finally chooses to go to the library looking for them. But when he was at the door of the perpus, again he saw Ivan and Elsa who were so close. It was as if they would be so very happy in his absence. The love that had been wanting to join finally chose to return to the classroom and wait for them there. To neutralize his feelings, Love opened his novel book, he hoped that by reading the novel could relieve his pain and forget what he had seen in the library earlier. If Ivan is happy with Elsa, then Cintapun will let go. Doesn't Love not have to have. He is happy when he sees the people he loves and his best friend happy. He doesn't care about his own feelings. Love chooses to hurt rather than hurt. Because he would not be able to bear if he had to hurt others because it would make him feel guilty for the rest of his life. Unlike if he is hurt, he can forget the pain by doing many things and he will definitely forgive anyone who has hurt his heart and feelings. Love does not like demdam, Love does not like violence, Love does not like betrayal, Love also does not like liars. For that he does not want to be a demote, a traitor, a liar and also he always avoids violence. If everything can be discussed with a cold head why there must be violence.

Well, just by reading a few sheets, Love had forgotten about the incident and he was swept away by the novel he read. He started smiling like a madman. Well that's Love. He likes to fantasize so every time he reads a novel, he will certainly fantasize and smile so that people around him are amazed. But Love does not care what matters, he is happy and does not disturb them. Love reads it in the heart and not out loud.

After he almost read 20 sheets. Ivan and Elsa return to class. Love closed the novel. "Where are you from?" tanya Cinta pura doesn't know.

"From perpus. Oya, brother Alvin found you, what do you want?" asked Elsa curiously, Ivan just silently listened to their conversation.

"Oh that............He just said he's gonna be out of the country in a week. And that was good-bye, 'cause that was my last meeting and and her. He also gave me a gift, but he said he told me to open it later right at home."

"Aren't you sad?" Elsa said, asking further

"Of course, I'm also confused about being sad or grumpy."

"That's kog?" Elsa still does not understand what her best friend is feeling.

"I'm sad because I have to split up but I also like it because brother Alvin wants to follow his heart to focus on studying abroad. I want him to come home, he can be a great person and be proud of his parents and his family." Answer Love.

"Thank God." again a word that should not come out, suddenly he just said it.

"meaning?" tanya Love does not understand.

Ivan also sought ideas to answer the question of Love.

"Thank God you don't love him, if you like him and suddenly he leaves you. You have to have a long distance relationship. Moreover, what I know is that holding back longs is very painful. If you don't have the slightest feeling for him, it means you're not too sad and you just have to give him motivation and encouragement so he can go through everything with passion."

"Yes yes yaya." That is all that comes out of the mouth of love. Their conversation must be ended immediately because the bell in has sounded.

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After school, Cinta went straight to the office while Elsa drove Ivan to her house. Because Elsa was leaving with Love and it is impossible if Love must deliver Elsa first and then to the office because it is in the opposite direction. So Love asked Ivan to deliver Elsa and Ivan didn't mind. Heavy actually saw them piggyback like that but want how again, Love must immediately go to the office because there are still meetings that he must attend and also there are still some letters that he must sign and also some reports that he must improve. Hopefully it can be finished quickly so that he can play to the orphanage.it has been two days he did not go there and it feels very bad for all of them.