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What After This You Still....

It was late afternoon at that time. Vita was swinging Rayyan's red body in her chest because Baby Ray had cried. Maybe because the air at this time is hot, do not let small children, adults only feel not rusty-renewal.

Vita felt Rayyan's tiny hand clasping tightly onto her finger. Ah, she's so adorable. Her extremely red lips were open and twitching, she liked to play her tongue and looked at him with an innocent look.

“Don't big fast huh, Deck. Mama is anxious,” said Vita while repeatedly kissing the cheek of her baby padlock.

Dara is still outside. He had already worked as usual after a few days off to help her take care of the house as long as she still had not recovered properly. Vita who forced Dara to return to activities as usual, because Vita knew, there was Dara family in her village that she had to live every month.

The girl's loyalty deserves a thumbs up. He was very kind to treat her like his own brother. Really helped him without expecting anything in return.

The condition of the house is still very messy. Lots of stuff scattered because Vita was at work. Packing some order packages that will be taken by the courier tomorrow.

At that very moment, there was the sound of the roar of a car stopping in front of the house. Vita's reflexes turned her head in that direction. From behind the glass, a man came down from the car, before the car drove back. He was Yudha who had been missing for a few days without any news.

If noticed carefully, there was something different with him, he looked thinner than the last time Vita saw.

Soon, the door was knocked followed by a greeting. "Assalamualaik."

“Waalaikumsalam. Just open the door, not in the lock.”

“Finally I can come here again,” Yudha said without being able to say anything else. The man stared at the smiles of his two beloved faces in turn.

“Indeed before to anywhere?” Vita asked.

“Many affairs.”

"Oh...."

Yudha chose to keep quiet about the pain and the cause yesterday, because it could impress a man who was lying in order to get sympathy from the woman in front of him.

The man approached, his eyes glaring softly at Rayyan who was currently already aware of his existence. He leaned his face to land a kiss on Rayyan's cheek, without Vita actually trying to avoid it.

“Bby, am I carrying?”

Vita nodded. She immediately transferred baby Ray to Yudha. Then the woman went to the back to make a drink.

There Vita smiled at the closeness of the two of them. Rayyan looks very comfortable on his father's lap. The baby is really a snail. The bond cannot be lied to, no matter how far the distance is separated.

While pouring a drink into the glass, the eyes pooled. ‘This scene I've played hundreds of times in my head. Now looks real in plain sight.’

“You're busy?” yudha asked as Vita placed a glass of cold juice on the table. The direction of Yudha's eyes saw the things scattered on the floor. Plastic, cardboard, scissors, small knife and etc.

“Iya, I'm a small-time business.”

“Other times not again. Focus on your health and Rayyan only.”

“Do not forbid me.” Because later, I will stand alone, so let me pioneer from now on, continued Vita without a sound.

“You can be stubborn for others. But don't be stubborn about this. I'll take care of all your needs, whatever it is.”

“It is not necessary.” The tone of the female voice still sounded firm.

“This is my obligation.”

“Only to Rayyan, not me.”

Yudha closed her eyes for a moment and held her breath. He must have the patience of an ocean to face his wife. His head is not playing games. If one of his other wives was chasing him to shackle him, but the other threw him away. Spread the distance as far as possible and close the door tightly without giving a gap for him to enter in the slightest.

Vita shakes. He was deeply traumatized by the polygamy Yudha had done to him. Married, in duakan, crashing .. ah, not just that. It felt like there was still so much more when he revealed the truth again. Repeatedly Vita scratched until bleeding.

But how to convey it, or make the man understand?

There was no way that Vita had Yudha divorce her first wife for her sake. It was very, very selfish, cruel and heartless.

‘Nothing has changed. Half a year more I left you, but you are still insensitive.’

“Should by what means make you come back? Still can't believe, you're the only one now?” ask Yudha again.

“If Mas Yudha comes just want to discuss this, mending Mas Yudha just go home. I don't want to argue. Don't stress me out because it can hinder my ASI.”

Vita threw away her face. He was always emotional when he saw Yudha's face. Because looking at his face was the same as seeing his honey face there.

For the sake of tranquility, Yudha humbled herself to give in. There's still a time limit until I think the guy.

“I want to buy you a home,” Yudha said after a while. “Rayyan needs a comfortable place to grow.”

Because Vita silenced, making Yudha finally assume her own.

“I guessed it, you will reject it too,” Yudha said again dashed hope. How complicated this relationship is. Oh yeah, God. There was only one woman who refused to be given a certain amount of material, he thought.

“Extapose again. This is for the convenience of Rayyan, for the sake of her growth,” Yudha repeated.

‘Try say for me too.’

“I wait for the answer,” Yudha said when the man almost left from there. “Next week I try to come here again. Think carefully.”

As he used to do, Yudha leaned in his face to land a kiss on the child's face. “Papa go home first. I love you,” whispers gently. The actual phrase wanted to be spoken to Vita, but was whispered into her son's ear. Yes, he was that cowardly that he did not dare to state it directly!?

Arriving at home, his brain worked hard thinking of a thousand ways so that he could regain Vita's heart that was already as hard as a rock. Because letting too much of the woman is the same as making her comfortable with her solitude.

More and more temptation. As long as they are separated, it is not impossible for there to be a man who is interested in his wife. The allure of the woman was quite strong especially now. The remains of the former childbirth are still there. She is no longer the teenage girl she was when she first married. Now Vita is a mature woman with her maternal attitude. He looks charming many times.

The next day, Yudha prepared to head to the police station. He intends to visit his second wife who he has not met after he recovered from his illness.

“Mau Umi accompany, Nak?” asked Umi while she was doing breakfast.

“No need, let alone.”

“Eat a lot, do not need to rush.”

Yudha nodded. He just accepted what Umi had brought for him. The most sincere woman he had was faithfully waiting for him to eat, listening to him tell stories to deliver him to the front of the house.

“Be careful on the road. Hope your problems can be solved as soon as possible.”

“Please wish me all the best, Mi..”.

“It's for sure.” Umi smiled.

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