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Family life is very strange. Living with other people of different types, sleeping in a room with him, sharing love and tether each other's deep feelings until it is difficult to escape. Not infrequently humans turn crazy after they lose their partner.

At first Yudha thought, someone who is married is fun as is often seen in other families hukun sel—ya, should be so. But in fact, it is very different. Getting married to her is putting herself into the abyss of the deepest hell.

The problems that often arise seem to make him an alienated figure. He lost his confidence as a man. Especially at this time; after he learned the great fact that his first wife had hidden. Not only did he fail to become a man, but he also failed to become a husband and a father.

The three of them came out from inside the store after their business was done. No one dared to speak for a few minutes. Everyone was silent with their own thoughts.

“Mi. Please keep this, Mi. I don't feel good if Rahma sees it,” Yudha said after they were near the waiting chair. Yudha held out the jewelry box she had redeemed.

“You asked Umi who saved it?” asked Umi Ros to make sure and Yudha nodded.

“Alright, Umi save, yes.” Then the middle-aged woman put the thing in her bag.

“Where else have you been after this?” ask Abah.

“Yudha want to try to find.”

“If you want to search, must be clear and sure first where the destination is. There's no way Vita's hanging around the street. Even if he leaves, he must use a taxi or busway. Are you able to comb them one by one?” abah said again. “Searching for Vita in Jakarta is like looking for a needle in the ocean.”

“Yudha confused where to look again, Bah. As far as I know, Vita doesn't have any friends here. He also not too long ago to this city,” Yudha said as a person who was almost desperate. “People I asked for help, also never gave me news until now. Whatever I've done.”

Not only that, Alif also helped him a lot. But there is no result at all.

Umi said, “She has also sold her jewelry, which means she already needs the cost of her life for everyday. The pregnant man needs a big fee, Umi is sure he can not work.”

“How nominal is received by our son-in-law, Mi?” ask Abah later.

“Seratus million more.”

“If he lives alone and just rented a place to stay—uang so much Abah expect enough to use for the next few months.”

“Umi worries if she's in labor, or needs anything later. Who will help him?”

Hearing that made Yudha's heart become even more chaotic. His face was deep, trying with all his might to hold the sebak in his chest. ‘Vita, why did you punish me so horribly?’ yudha with regret.

“Yudha, Umi wonder just like you. Why didn't you know Vita was pregnant? No matter how small, a husband will know the difference between his wives. You are home, almost every day you meet.”

“Vita never said anything,” Yudha replied still with a lowered face.

“Then, you never asked?” tanya Umi sounds demanding.

Yudha shook her head.

“What's been your relationship so far?” tanya Umi Ros started to rise. “There's no way you don't know. You can mark his habits. Ever since you got married, has she been menstruating?”

Yudha just sighed. As he remembered it never. “I don't think so, and I'm only realising it now.”

Umi calculated for herself how many months they had been married. “Yes, Bah. Meaning true what the waiter said, the content of Vita is about four or five months. Umi had guessed before, but Umi had not had time to ask, she had left first.”

Abah interjected, “There must be a reason your wife deliberately didn't tell you. Try to remember.”

“I forbade her to get pregnant before our marriage was legalized,” said Yudha admitted her mistake. “Possibly she was pregnant before I said it. She was very angry and jealous when I said that, along with the news of Rahma's pregnancy. I just realized today, Abah, Umi ..”

The two old men were immediately flabbergasted when they had already found the answer.

“There are so many mistakes here, son. Ponder!” abah asserted with intimidating eyes. Then he continued, “Before you authorize a second wife, you should first certify the first wife. Others, what you said earlier, not yet with other mistakes that might be burdensome next door. If you don't make a big mistake, it's impossible for your first wife to be so fit to leave.”

‘Yes, my biggest mistake was marrying Rahma without her permission.’

Yudha did not know what to say but to feel endless regrets.

“We're home, Mi. Let him weigh, what he will do next.”

The two old men picked up the stuff. He then left his son who had brought his own vehicle. When he came out, Yudha looked up many times, looking at the cotton-white clouds hanging in the sky. In his heart he shouted, that the Lord up there would quickly punish this man who was full of lies and vulgarity.

Yudha shook her head, “No, sir. Thank you.”

Yudha forced herself to smile. As much as possible he hid his sadness in public, even though the incense had sounded sobbing.

Before long, as his mind turned to the memories of one night at Vita's house, his tears trickled down. It lasted a long time, until at the time he started driving his car his tears there spilled back. His soul wept, wailing in regret.

***

“To here only, Sir,” Vita told drivers when she was in front of the gate.

“Not get inside only, Ma'am?”

“Not necessary, Sir. I'm just walking. Not far from kok.” Vita held out money from her bag.

“Thank you, Ma'am.”

“Sama-sama, Sir.”

Vita came out and opened the gate a little. About fifteen meters away, Vita finally arrived in front of his contract. Dara's car is located in front of there, it means that the girl is at home now.

“Vita? Where are you from?” said Dara as soon as she saw her figure behind the door.

“Eh, Dar .. I'm out for a while. I stay home,” replied Vita smiling. It seems impossible if he said that he had sold some of his jewelry. Because it is not appropriate to say because you do not want to be impressed negatively. This number is not small, he thought.

Dara replied, “If you want to get out, I can deliver you, Ta.”

“It's not necessary. I can interrupt your time working.” Vita sat in front of Dara.

“Do not hesitate to say that you really need something.”

“But at the moment, I don't need anything.”

“I know you're just afraid to trouble me, don't you?”

“Samely not,” replied Vita then asked another thing, “Tumben you come home in the afternoon. You're tired, huh?”

“My mom just called, Ta. I have to go back to the village. My sister is sick.”

“Oh, my goodness. What pain?” surprised Vita with eyes that are somewhat behind.

“Sick dengue fever.”

“Now how is it?”

“Still in hospital.”

“Go home soon, Dar. I'm sure there's still a train at this hour.”

“Yes, actually I want to go home. But what about you, Ta?”

“I'm fine. I don't have a problem being alone. You don't worry, don't feel burdened.”

“The problem is, there are already people looking for you to this place. Said neighbor earlier ..”

Deg ....

Vita was surprised, but he soon managed to control himself. “Please don't worry about me. I can do anything later,” he replied groping the possibility even though he himself did not know and could not confirm the continued direction of this story.

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The To Be Continued.

Sorry yes, had constrained the review so late. It was afternoon when it was error.