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The Door Has Closed

A few tens of minutes passed, in the VIP room.

This room earlier was not the room that Dara booked for Vita. But at Yudha's request, Vita finally resigned will be placed where according to the man's will. Again he was ill and could not possibly argue with anyone.

Frankly Vita was sad and disappointed. Alif would have told Yudha and their families. But he did not really think about this because in the end he will be found also later. But why should it be so fast?

‘If this is the case, who should I blame but myself?’

The man was sitting next to the baby box. He just finished raping his son. Not a single eye turned away from the beauty of the little prince who was now still covered with rolls of warm clothes worn. While his fingers are stuck piercing slowly cheeks padlocked the child while humming slowly—only he knows what song it is.

‘If I wasn't sick, I might have chosen to avoid it.’

Vita bit her lower lip hard. He felt awkward being in one room with Yudha. All this time, he had been desperately trying to get used to the absence of the man beside him. Lest his defenses collapse again, his mind thinks.

Shortly thereafter, what he was worried about happened as well. The man he avoided the most, walked up to him, took the closest sitting position.

There were a few moments of their pause in silence, before finally, Yudha started the conversation. “I did not come to seduce you, let alone apologize,” he said very carefully. "Because I realize how big of a mistake I've made, and I'm sure you're gonna shut that sorry door tight."

The long silence stretched back. Vita was silent with a face so agitated. It was obvious even though he was throwing his face away.

“I'm here because I want to accompany your hardest moments. So let me take part in all your difficulties, for this is my duty as a husband. Sorry, if you don't like it,”.

Suddenly the door is heard forcibly opened, BRAK!

The door made a very loud noise so that it surprised the baby who was initially sleeping quietly.

“Stop your habit, Dara,” said Alif at the time the woman entered in this way. They entered together after a long wait outside until they were sleepy.

“Hehehe .. sorry. I was not accidentally.” The girl grimaced, looking at Vita for a defense.

“Not here, not there, you always open the door hard." Alif is back to grumbling. Remember when he met in a contract. The way Dara closed or opened the door was not much different. "My pillow so wake up ‘kan?”

Yudha stood up, lifted up her son's tiny body and brought him closer to her mother. He himself did not know how to calm the baby.

“Yes geez. See the baby so cool have their own,” chirps Dara who was immediately responded by Alif.

“Well, make it!”

“Let's meet clay,” replied Dara of origin.

“You are by whose name, Bang? Vit?” ask Alif later.

Vita and Yudha stared at each other. Wondering through his eyes. Although Vita has the right to name her son, she also has to ask permission. So that later it will not cause questions for his family if it is not suitable.

But the context is different if they don't meet today. Because Vita had prepared a special name for her son long before the baby was born.

But for Yudha, he felt he had no right. He gave it all up to Vita, because he was the one who had fought hard for himself all along. Very ignorant, the man came and gave him a name without consent. Because not necessarily, Vita will love it.

Alif clucked, “Yah, even look-out.”

Alif's remarks just made the two of them release their eye contact. Vita refocused her eyes again. Smiling in amazement at his son who was currently opening his eyes. The baby looked at her with a clear look as if he was recognizing her face more deeply. Her small body twitched, then her mouth rang an anxious whimper, like she was about to cry again.

“You want to breastfeed, Ta?” ask Dara.

“ASI I have not come out ..” replied Vita with bitter feelings. The woman looked at Dara. Wishing the girl understood that she would do something that the man beside her should not see.

Dara immediately picked up the signal. When Vita tried to do her duty-covering her chest with a piece of cloth, she immediately turned Alif's body around. “Bet your gaze from the unclean O people of Adam!”

“Yes, I'm out. Anyway I also want to find food,” said Alif later.

“I'm coming, my stomach is also rumbling,” said Dara. “I stay first yes, Ta. We will definitely be back.”

“Iya, Dar.”

Both are back out. They feel like they both need to talk more.

“You want me to call you sister?” ask Yudha as soon as they come out. Vita seemed to have trouble working on it herself. His lips also grimaced with pain at the tip of his chest because he had repeatedly tried to ASI-hi, but had not yet succeeded.

“No need,” he replied while shaking his head. “It can already, albeit a little.”

Seeing Vita like that made him feel pain. “What can I help you with?”

“No ... I can do it myself.”

Before long, the baby's eyes closed again. The link of his lips was also detached from his mother's pu ting.

“You till when are you going to hide from me, from all of us?” yudha asked after a pause of silence for a while.

“I'm not that cruel, I will definitely come later to all of you. But not now,” replied Vita without even looking into her eyes. Don't ask how his heart is. After a long time apart, the beatings still remained the same as before.

The atmosphere became quiet again like before. They really don't know how to behave. Yudha, who did not want to speak much out of fear, was afraid that this woman would reject him. And Vita, she's a woman who's still not ready to reopen old wounds.

“He needs me,” said Yudha after a while.

“So far he doesn't need you. You're the one who needs it because .. because your daughter from Rahma is gone.”

Yeah, he knew all this from Alif. He told her a few days ago through a message.

Yudha. “You're too far prejudiced.”

“I'll never give it to you, Mom. Until anytime.”

The woman's body gesture showed fear. He carried his son with possessive arms, afraid that at any time Yudha would take the child from him. Damn, again the tears were dripping without being ordered. She promised herself to be a strong woman.

“This is what I feared after you learned everything from me. I'm afraid you separated us.”

I heard the breath of Yudha. It's very difficult to talk to Vita, because one can just break a piece of glass.

“I will not separate you,” Yudha said very carefully.

“I no longer have anyone .. Please don't be a cruel person. I've given up so much all along. Let me be happy in my own way,” he said again with a sniffle.

“You misunderstood. I'll never take it from you. I just want to be present in your moments of distress and introduce myself that I am his father.”

There was a short pause, before Yudha resumed her words, “You should know, I have chosen you that time. But why did you leave? I'm almost crazy looking for you.”

“Until any time I will never trust you again..”.

“So confident are you with me, so you mind once I approach?”

“I'm very traumatized, Mas. I'm afraid you're taking me back to the hell you created.”

“Save your energy. Press that hard on your head. We'll discuss it again later after you recover.”

“But you better not expect too much. Now or later I still won't give you the space to fight for us. I don't want to be combined. I also don't want you to pick me up and just throw Rahma away. She's the woman you chose yourself. Don't selfish. Be a man who is consequent with his choice.”

Degs....

Yudha. A pained light covered his heart. It seems he no longer has hope. The door of his heart was completely closed.

The conversation was forced to suffice for fear of causing a quarrel that could make it harder for Yudha to meet her son. A few moments later, the door was knocked. The voices of Umi Ros and Abah say hello.

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Anyone want to give a name to a baby boy?

The name that I think is the coolest will go into the next episode.