UNABLE TO SHARE

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Finally Found



Chapter 21.


Ros finally decided to go home because in addition to the afternoon, he was worried about the condition of his first child who he had left for a full day. She was afraid that the child was naughty and made her in-laws exhausted.


“It is better that you go home. Let me wait for him here.” Haikal got up to take him home. But it was prevented by Ros, because it's very likely that Naya was around here and was monitoring them.


“Eh, don't be left behind. If Uni finds out you're gone, this could be a chance to take his things and run away further. We can go home by ourselves.” Ros tried to convince him.


“Then what did you come home with?”


“I can go home by myself using ojek.”


“Alright, I'll get you an ojek for a minute.”


“Bi..” prevent Ros accompanied by a head bob, “stay here. I can do it myself.”


But Haikal didn't heed it. Just be right! Ros wasn't alone, he was carrying a baby. Haikal then came out after leaving it to the people there to watch for a moment, if Naya returned.


Not long after, the ojek was found. Haikal first made sure his son and wife were safe, then he returned to the original place waiting for certainty.


Last night the man stayed up late to wait for Naya to return to her boarding house. But no, he did not go home at all. Make the other residents of the morning iceberg because it is not unusual - usually the woman went that long.


“Typically he does go a lot, find food or what, but only for a little while. After that yes, back again,” said one of the young men who he thought was a student, because here close to the lecture building. “If you may know, who is this Uda, yes?”


“I am her husband,” Haikal replied.


“Lah, who was yesterday?” the young man asked Ros.


“My wife is also.”


“Oh...” the young man's mouth was rounded for some time. Like other humans, this man also guessed. It must be a matter of jealousy, as it is only a question of men who have more than one wife. There's nothing else.


“You know, what worked he during this time?” Haikal asked.


“Where can he karajo? Almost every day Uni is sick, sometimes coughing. We are actually afraid of getting it. Never mind illness ...” The young man let Haikal seek his own answer because very likely, he knows better what his wife's illness is.


Haikal closed his eyes, beristighfar and exhaled deep breath that allegedly can relieve tightness in the chest. So in what way has he survived all this time?


Pause for a while, the young man continued, “But because many are kind, we often feed him. Sometimes they offer light work. Wash clothes or iron clothes.”


“Thank you, for your kindness.”


“Iya, Da. Samo. Human beings must help each other. You pray that you meet your bin soon. Take him home and cure him until he recovers.”


After the young man left, Haikal thought of a way. If you just wait, maybe this method will not work to make Naya go home.


After finding that way, he pretended to go and say goodbye to all the residents of the boarding house that he had to go home because of a sudden affair.


Naya, who at that time knew this from a distance, immediately returned. Sneaking in like a thief and walking in haste—to pick up his stuff without caring just wear mukena only. Because all night, he's staying in the nearest musala.


But not how long, Naya suddenly tiptoed when she saw there was a man standing the door.“K-cal?” the pekik was surprised.


Naya fell silent and lowered her head. While sobbing, it had started to sound from his lips.


“Why should I go? Don't you accept just looking at me?” haikal is still in position.


“My heart hurts when I see you. See you guys.”


“We got sick after you left. Don't you think we're happy. It's been a lot of time, our minds and our energy looking for you, Naya. Please help me keep this trust by taking care of yourself.” Haikal approached her and helped her stand up. “Back.”


“I don't want to. You don't love me, do you? So make what?”


“That's always what you're worried about. You think the world will collapse without love. Everyone can live without love. All beings in this world, created not for love alone, but for worship!” press Haikal with a hunting breath. “Come home, you're still my wife. I looked at you in an emotional state, and it was illegitimate,” he said more softly and reached out, trying to persuade in a kind way, However, Naya kept shaking her head.


“Nay, soften your heart a little. Release everything that has happened because maybe this is our destiny.”


“I am a different woman. My science is not enough to control jealousy.”


“Keep what do you want now?” haikal asked restraint saying from a high note, “want me to divorce Ros and leave my two children for your sake, so?”


Naya fell silent. His mouth closed tightly. He himself was confused as to how.


“Then how will my responsibility in the hereafter, and my promise to God. That I will guide him and keep them until the end of my life? Or will you bear his sins?”


“Sorry if I trouble you guys.” said Naya finally realized.


“Go home, live your life as usual. You'd be better off in your own home while you're on your medication. Don't let you get worse. Please don't be like this. Have mercy on me a little. I also have a lot of business that I have to finish.”


Naya's getting fucked up. The two end up reconciling, until Naya's body collapses unconscious in her husband's arms.


Panic makes Haikal immediately take Naya to the nearest hospital to get treatment quickly. But unfortunately, the tools there are not enough to deal with the disease that Naya suffered. So, doctors advised Haikal to refer patients to larger hospitals.


But instead of taking her to a referral hospital, Haikal took her to Naya's house because she refused to be taken there.


“I just want to be with you here longer, can you?” pinta Naya sounded begging. “This is for the last time.”


“Please don't say that. You have to heal.”


But Naya did not heed his words, “Can, Kal?”


Haikal nodded with tears. “Yes, I'll be here as long as you want.”


‘I'm sorry, Ros... I'm sorry because this time, you have to give up again.’


“Thank you for your kindness, Kal... Only with you I am considered to exist. Just with you guys I feel like I have a family.”


Unlike usual, tonight ..the air feels so cold and miserable.


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