This Debaran Forever

I'm Not Giving Up

Bajra finally went looking for Emi. He wanted to talk about Emi's desire to go back to her house. He thought if Sekar alone could not, what about Emi later.

" Mi.. What are you doing? you still have your clothes tidied up? "

" Hmm I'll be back home soon sir.. Have you contacted Sekar? Can he go home soon? I want to go back there today"

Mr. Bajra is confused how to tell his son about this. He felt it was very hard to convey the meaning of his death now to Emi. Because of course Emi's response will not be as good as before to him if Bajra father who wants Emi does not come back to the house.

" What's up, sir? Why do you dream so? What did you think? "

" Mi. I worry about you later if you stay in that house again. If you want to go back there, can you not stay in that house again? Bagas' memories there are so many Mi.. I'm pretty sure you haven't been able to deal with all that. You don't get better later there, but you get worse and lock yourself up later. "

Mr. Bajra can see the look on Emi's face at this time there is doubt when he heard his words. So Bajra continued again.

" So my father called Sekar. And he said that if you go to your house again, he can not bear Mi. he said Bagas' memories are very much there. Although he only took care of Bagas for a while, but all that makes Sekar uncomfortable. He's like the shadow of Bagas. Sekar also said that if he had felt it, what about you? "

Emi stopped tidying up her clothes. He began to listen to what his father had said. He hesitated to enter the house again. But, Emi wanted to go back to make everyone regret having ignored Bagas.

" What do I do now, sir? I want to go back to give justice to Bagas. Or it could be said to give satisfaction to me. Because I haven't accepted my late husband being treated like that by them. "

" But have you thought about what the risks will be? what do you want to show them? If you want to make them feel careless, you can do it by improving your life. Show that you can fight now. "

Emi finally pondered to hear what her father had said. He had no time to think about how he would repay the Bagas family. All he had thought about before was just wanting to meet them and berate them all. Tapa thought about the risk he would accept later.

" Mi. if you can give advice, you can still be angry with them because their treatment of Bagas has not been good. But you can't hold a grudge, son.. That's not good for you. You'll just stay in that hate circle later. You won't find calm. Try to learn at this time. Learn to accept everything that happens. You'll definitely be better. Bagas will also be calm there. And when it's time, you can easily meet Bagas. "

Emi doesn't talk anymore. His heart still aches when remembering how Bagas suffered before.

" Okay sir, I'll try to move forward from now on. I'll just find a rental house for now. If Sekar wants to come with me, go ahead. But if not I don't have a problem. I'll be back to work where I was before. Maybe with work I can take my mind off a little. "

Mr. Bajra smiled very sincerely at Emi. Because his son wants to understand what he's saying. Even though Bajra's father did not know how to fill Emi's heart. But hearing he wants to continue his life again, makes Bajra happy not to play.

Emi smiled as she felt her father always pampering her like a child. He was never considered an adult by his father. And the closeness of Emi and her sister to her father can no longer be doubted.

But to her mother, Emi kept a little distance. Because they often disagree. Because every word his mother says is always spicy.

" Yank I'm back for you right now. I will try to do my best in the future. And will see how their regrets will be. "

Emi continued packing her while fondling her later would do anything in town. As for Ayu's mother, she had not seen her husband for three days. And it made her worried until she tried to find her husband.

" Pa.. Where the hell are you? Why is it so hard to meet you now? "

Ayu's mother tried to find her husband at her place of work. But neither did she find her husband. Only her husband's coworker said that Wisana's father had not worked for three days as well.

Ayu's mother's feelings are increasingly uncertain because of this. She was afraid that her husband would do what he told Ayu's mother.

" Pa. I hope you don't play crazy behind me pa. All this time I've been following you. But if you play with fire behind me, I will not hesitate on you again later. I don't like betrayal. And if all I have done for you and your son you have returned with treason, I will make sure you and that woman cannot live in peace. "

Ayu's mother, who had felt guilty for Bagas, was made hurt by her husband and Adi, she did not accept if she had to be next to him as well. Ayu's mother's heartache was too great for her to handle at the moment. So only desperate actions can be thought of now by Ayu's mother to maintain her position.

The position he got by sacrificing his own fruit and also ignoring it.

Adi who was at home at that time, he saw the appearance of his mother who was not good just think his mother was busy thinking about Bagas. So in a snapping tone he warned Ayu's mother.

" Where have you been? are you in Bagas' place again? are you not satisfied with coming to that place only once? Everything you do will not change the fact that you abandoned Bagas. "

Ayu's mother whose mind was not good, immediately looked at Adi sharply. He never did this. But now due to being too depressed he had gotten out of control.

" Beware of your words Adi. Remember I am your mother. Never say rude things to me. "