This Debaran Forever

Shortness of Breath

Sekar witnessed how serious the state of Bagas when it had pecked at him. He realized when he heard the snapping from his brother who asked for oxygen cylinders to be brought closer to him.

Luckily, Emi already had an oxygen tank at home. This is also due to the advice of the doctor who handles Bagas. He told Emi to provide oxygen when where later needed for Bagas handling. At the beginning Emi felt it was unnecessary. But because of his fear he finally bought an oxygen tank to keep watch.

And today the tube was used by him for Bagas. Bagas who began to be able to calm down again and has been injected with tranquilizers also by Emi. Instantly Emi's body immediately limp as if not boned when finished with all the tension just now. He didn't think this was happening so fast.

Emi almost lost Bagas today after their debate and after Bagas poured out his heart to Emi regarding what she felt. When Bagas arrived late in please, Emi who would feel the most momentous blow at that time. Because he will continue to feel guilty after what happened today.

" Sister.this drink first..drink first brother..."

Sekar gave water to Emi with trembling hands. He was also still shocked by what had just happened.

Emi who saw her sister was also shocked by the incident earlier. He immediately pulled his sister's body and cried together.

Emi let out all the emotions she felt at that moment with a cry. He should see a doctor as soon as possible. Now he also cried loudly because this was his first experience facing a situation where he saw with his own eyes that Bagas was dying.

Very scared of that. She felt she no longer dared to take care of Bagas if she was left by her brother later. Initially Sekar was not a problem in being told to keep Bagas even though Bagas was so chatty when faced. But the incident earlier, made Sekar think about what if when he was left by Emi both with Bagas, Bagas kumat like just now.

Sekar does not want to be the cause of Bagas' death then.

" Sister..I just go home yes.I live with my mother again yes. let the father who accompanies my brother here take care of my brother Bagas. Brother, I can't stand it. I can't brother... "

Her sister's complaints while crying add burden to Emi again. He again thought about how he could not trouble so many more people. He felt sorry if he had to tell his father to come and take care of Bagas.

" You just go home deck. Let brother take care of Bagas brother is okay. Brother was just shocked. "

I know that his brother is trying to be strong again. But he was already unable if he had to stay with the situation as it is now. He could not deal with such fear at all times.

" I'll tell you to let him come here to accompany you, brother, don't think that you're burdening us. Brother has not burdened us. It's just that I don't dare to have to face such a situation again. I'm not ready, brother... I probably won't be able to act the way you do. Because I must have been so shocked that I couldn't move. Unlike the older brother who is used to facing conditions like this. "

Emi knew that being the one who never handled this kind of problem would be very difficult to take care of Bagas. He knew his sister would not if what would happen to Bagas. His sister was considered negligent to take care of Bagas and was blamed.

" Dek... go home. Brother will find a nurse only later. It's true that you said that it's very difficult for ordinary people to deal with such a thing. Brother does not want if you also feel things like you feel this. "

" Sister.if brother is looking for a nurse. Will he be accepted by Bagas' brother? brother knows we alone are very difficult to accept by him. Especially someone else. Sis. I will call you first to ask for help from you. Sis Bagas is very obedient to brother.I am sure that brother will be very helpful if you are here to take care of brother Bagas. "

Bagas was very obedient with his father Emi. Never even Bagas said no when Emi asked for something. So mengkin it can ease the burden of Emi later in taking care of Bagas.

It's just that, if Bagas' emotions are still unstable. He was afraid that later his father would see that his son was snapped by Bagas and worse still his father got rough treatment from Bagas.

Emi has not been able to predict how she can deal with Bagas' unstable emotional state. Because it was so fast that Bagas changed his mood.

" Are you going to bother deck? brother does not want later when the father is here, he saw brother quarrel with Bagas. Then you also get bad treatment from Bagas. "

" Sister, we talk slowly to father yes. You are very wise in handling problems. So let's try to talk to Dad first... "

Emi agreed and she wanted to contact her father immediately. But when he saw the phone, he saw the clock had shown at 23:45 and of course his parents are currently resting.

" We call father tomorrow only deck. Brother doesn't want to disturb their rest. "

" I beg you tomorrow, you don't go to the hospital. I don't want to be alone at home taking care of Bagas' brother. I want to go home as soon as possible. "

Sekar seemed to be very frightened by the incident. And it seemed that it left its own trauma for him. So Emi had to postpone her desire to go to the hospital to see the results of the Bagas examination.

" Hemmm has calmed down.drink again.sister is not going anywhere tomorrow. And I will ask you to come quickly. "

Emi calms Sekar with that word. But he himself at that moment felt a great fear as well.

Emi first dealt with dying people like that. And this directly her husband became the material for her to practice. Usually he will work with his friends in dealing with every patient problem. But this time all he did was himself and was only helped by an inexperienced person like his sister.