This Debaran Forever

Starting a New Life

Emi has been at her parents' house for days. He has not been able to return as before. Emi was still daydreaming a lot and her gaze was still blank. It was as if only his brute body existed right now with his parents. And this worries Emi's parents.

" Sir..what should we do now? I see the more days Emi's getting harder and harder to communicate with. What can we do now, ma'am? I'm very worried about our daughter's situation. Not to mention I heard bad rumors about him out there. "

" What did you say? I don't hear any rumors about Emi right now. "

" In the city, there are already many who talk about Emi who does not take care of Bagas well. And stop Bagas treatment in the middle of the road. At that time, there was no hope anymore. Bagas also begged him not to be hurt again with the medicine. Emi and Bagas agreed to go through it all together. But the words of people seemed to make Emi a perpetrator in the death of Bagas. "

Emi's mother just stroked her chest. He knows how much his son loves Bagas. Even to be willing to do everything to make Bagas can be healed. Even when he told Emi to give up on Bagas Emi, he was angry at him.

" Sir.I'm afraid Emi will know this later. And he's gonna get worse. How can Emi not hear this news sir? "

Bajra sighed. He was confused about what else to do. Because he wanted to ask his wife for advice but his wife instead threw this problem again on him. As a parent, Bajra wants his son to get the best and can continue his life again. But the state of Emi is very unsupportive for all that will happen.

If until Emi hears rumors about him, Bajra believes that the situation will not be good for Emi later. But like anything, Bajra must be able to convince his son to rise again and start a new life again.

" Mi.. What are you thinking? "

Mr. Bajra is looking for Emi who is sitting alone in the park. His eyes were still empty and his eyes were far away.

Emi did not respond to anything her father said because she was immersed in his thoughts.

*pluk*

Mr. Bajra patted his son on the shoulder to make Emi aware that he was right now beside him.

" Eh.. sire.. why? "

" You're too late in your mind, son.. You should not dissolve in your sadness. You are very sad because Bagas has left us. But you must not dissolve in this sadness of yours. Do you remember the message Bagas used to? he wants you to live a life without him. When kamy's like this. Do you think he'll calm down there? He must be very worried about you, son. "

" I can accept all this sir.why when I want to pass the time together, he immediately left me so. Can't I hold her hand any longer? I still want to hold her hand and lean on her shoulder sir.. But right now I can't do that anymore. "

Bajra's father stroked his son's shoulders and led his son to lay his head on Bajra's lap.

Everything his father said was true. He will never be enough to be with Bagas. But at the moment he needs more time to adjust. Many memories always make him remember Bagas. So it will be very difficult for him to be able to continue everything.

" Mister. wherever I go, I always look at Bagas sir. The hospital, the house, all the places we've been to make me feel like I'm losing him. "

Mr. Bajra is trying to think of how to keep his son from being shadowed by Bagas again in this place. Finally Mr. Bajra contacted his brother who works at the hospital to ask if there are job vacancies at the place.

After getting certainty, Mr. Bajra again approached Emi to discuss this matter.

" Mi. father does not want to throw you out. But, I want you to recover first. "

" What father mean? "

" Do you want to work outside the area? at the hospital where your uncle works. There opened a job opening. You can start there first. When you can accept the situation. You can go back to this place. "

" How about my responsibilities in this place. However, I am still Bagas' wife and daughter-in-law of the family. I can't get away from social life. "

" Don't think about them anymore Mi. Your life won't be okay in that place. Especially after we humiliate them in public. I'm sure Adi will do a lot to hurt you. "

Emi is ready to face Adi. Only what he was not ready to face was only Bagas' memories. For Adi's problems and his family Emi is very ready to fight them. Because when she decided to fight Adi, Emi had already established her heart to accept the consequences.

" Mister.for that family, I'm very prepared to fight them. I won't be as quiet as I used to be with all of them. What I'm not ready to face is only Bagas' memories. Even I was very prepared to face my mother-in-law. I wanted to tell her I wasn't the same as her. I never gave up on Bagas' pain and fought to the end with Bagas. It was not like her selfish self was thinking about her interests alone. And ignore his own son. "

Mr. Bajra finally saw there was a spirit of life in Emi's eyes when talking about the Bagas family. Although in Emi's eyes looks anger and hatred there. But it was better than the blank stare that Emi had been showing all along.

" I'm afraid you're hurt and hurt later Mi. I'm too tired to hear their insults for you. So can you just avoid it for now? "

Emi looked at her father in anger. The anger that Emi felt at this moment had been a very long time since she had been quiet so she would not back down again.

" I'm ready to face anything in the future. Because I will make them regret for having wasted Bagas like that. ".