This Debaran Forever

Do I Have to Class?

Emi couldn't sleep after talking herself to that Bagas. He was very depressed because of the conversation. As for Bagas, he had already slept after taking the medicine Emi gave him.

There are so many who suggest that he iklas to let this all work out as it should. But his conscience again did not accept if he had to give up.

A woman's name can let this happen just like that and accept resignedly without any struggle to treat her husband's pain.

" Am I being too selfish? Bagas said he was tired of everything. Bagas' inner pressure is not felt. But if you look at how his attitude changed and how he told me just now. I'm getting sicker. Do I have to give up now and accept all of it? Did I just get here I was fighting with my husband? I'm sorry he's so sick, but I can't accept him leaving me alone either. "

Emi's mind raged inside her head and she didn't know what else to do. She could only sit in her backyard. Until Sekar approached and patted Emi on the shoulder.

" sister.. "

" Loh... You haven't slept? "

" Sister, I'm sorry I heard what you two were talking about in the room. Sorry I'm not eavesdropping. It's just that, when I was about to pass by, I heard all that. "

" It's okay.. You're here because you want to talk to your sister about this? "

I looked into Emi's eyes. It seems that her brother is very tired and lacks rest. So Sekar stroked his brother's shoulder and gave a small massage there.

Emi knew what her sister was doing, in order to reduce her burden and fatigue. It's just that, at this time the tired is not the Emi body alone. But also Emi's mind.

" Sister.if brother is very burdened. My sister can talk to me. If you don't want to be with me, you can talk to people you trust. Sis, I'm just afraid that my brother will undergo all the treatment process for Bagas' brother, brother will also get sick later. "

Emi smiled faintly with the attention shown by her sister. Emi was lucky at a time like now. Without him talking, I know his condition. Now there's not even a word that Emu won't talk about the problem. He will only wait until Emi wants to tell a story and then Sekar will give his opinion.

" Dek.... what should you do this time? As you heard earlier. Bagas already said give in to his pain. What are we supposed to do again? If we force him to seek treatment again and undergo chemo again. My sister is afraid her condition is declining. But if we don't do that chemo, the conditions are worse. Brother what now Deck?

Take a deep breath and exhale it. He did not dare to suggest to his brother to stop. Because he was afraid later if something happened to his brother-in-law, Sekar who will be blamed by Emi later.

Just like Bagas is doing at the moment on Emi. She blames Emi for forcing herself to do chemo so that she can no longer walk normally.

" Sister, I don't dare give you any advice. But, if you want to think about what you feel, big brother Bagas. You should ask an expert for advice. Because from him we can figure out what we have to do next. "

Sekar let his brother let out all the complaints he felt at this time. He should at least be a good listener for now. Because Emi does not need to be given lectures or advice from people. He needs support and is listening for now.

" Sister to the point of not daring to do a thorough check on Bagas this time. Until now, my brother does not know how the results of the examination. The brother just asked the domter to explain how the feasibility to do chemo only. Brother did not dare to ask about the results of the condition of the organs in Bagas. "

Emi wailed in Sekar's arms. Emi's bad thoughts about Bagas' condition make things even more chaotic. The possibilities that had yet to occur and the fear in his mind added to the burden for Emi. Emi could not calm down at all in undergoing all these trials. And saw that his body was getting thinner because of the burden of his mind.

" sister..do you not have to ask first the results of the examination of brother Bagas in full? With that brother can make a benchmark to take the next decision. I think brother as the wife of Bagas' brother should know everything first. Because this becomes a tough decision later for his brother in the future. Open only brother. But it should be Bagas's brother's family too. But because Bagas' brother is not considered, so only brother b entitled in everything now. "

Emi thought what her sister said was true. But that fear made him not dare to ask everything.

" Dek... tomorrow accompany your brother to the hospital? "

" Sister, if we go together, brother Bagas how? in the stay of the sister for a while is difficult.how can you stay alone? When we take him to the hospital. I'm afraid that there are many diseases, it can affect the health of Brother Bagas again. "

Emi took a breath and tried to calm herself down again. He strengthened himself again. And he said many times that he was strong in the face of everything.

" I'm strong . I can. "

That's what Emi says every time she pulls and exhales until she calms down.

" All right. tomorrow brother to the hospital again after he finished taking care of Bagas. And he's asleep. So you have two hours to go later. "

Emi has decided like that and now her feelings are more relieved because she has told her sister.

But as she returned to the room, Emi witnessed a scene that made her almost stop breathing. He saw Bagas was short of breath and his hand had felt like looking for something to hold

" Pouch..... "

Emi's shout made Sekar go back out of the room and immediately approached his brother. There he sees Emi turning on the fan and getting close to Bagas' nose so he can get some air before he asks for help to take O2 for Bagas' breathing on Sekar.