This Debaran Forever

Where is Your Responsibility

The atmosphere at Emi and Ibu Ayu's place was getting hotter. Emi's words have provoked Mother Ayu's emotions getting bigger. Ayu's mother who did not like the opponent became even more angry when her words were answered by Emi.

And the words of Ibu Ayu who accused Emi of showing that she had used and used Bagas made Emi more and more want to express her frustration to Ayu's mother.

Emi wants Ayu to at least understand what her duties as a mother should be. Emi wants Agus at least to give her the affection that her husband has always wanted. So Emi had to try whatever it was to make Ayu's mother aware.

" Mom says I've started to show my real face. What kind of face do you mean? What kind of mistake made my mother this angry? "

" Waaahhh is very smart that you reverse the words yes.you have cheated even now dare to argue with me.. "

Emi did not know where this rumor came from but all this time she just silenced it and hoped it would disappear. But don't know if Ayu's mom will hear it too. To make such a fuss.

" Mommy.I understand you don't like me but at least, before accusing people, you look for evidence of bullying. Can I cheat with other people while I'm busy taking care of Bagas? "

" Don't make Bagas the reason you didn't do that. What would happen if he cheated on her? He can't even walk to catch you "

Emi did not expect that her mother-in-law's thoughts would be that bad on her. Was all this time the love he showed with Bagas was seen as a joke.

" Mommy..what love do I have for Bagas do you think is that weak? I love Bagas very sincerely Ma'am. Even though Bagas is in that state, I still love him and will still fight for him. I'm not just saying love is lipped but not by deeds. I showed all my love with support when she needed it now. Even though he was abandoned and not cared for by his own mother."

Emi's words, like mother's, made Ayu's mother's emotions even bigger. He did not accept that he said to leave Bagas and did not care about it anymore. Mother Bagas he felt he cared very much for his son.

" You're saying I left Bagas so? what right do you say I am? I really love Bagas as long as you know. "

This is what Emi is waiting for. Emi wants to convey all her complaints to Ayu's mother at this time.

" Where did you think Bagas' mother needed his parents' support? Where was Bagas' mother dying? Where was my mother when she was in pain? Even I called my mother to tell Bagas to be in surgery, I didn't want to pick up my phone. Is that what you call genuine mother love? "

Ayu's mother felt stifled when reminded so by Emi. He did do all of that. But all because he was busy with his new family. The husband she has to take care of and Adi who always asks for attention from her.

" Is it still appropriate for mom to say Bagas' parents' mother? try to remember again, when was the last time you stroked the darling of Bagas' head? when was the last time you cooked for Bagas? When was the last time you took care of Bagas when he was sick? When is ma'am when? "

Emi got more emotional and started yelling at Ayu's mother. He's been holding that back for a long time. She always wanted to remind Ayu's mother of the role she had forgotten. Often Emi felt tight in her chest when remembering what her husband had been through all this time.

And often times Emi saw the gaze of Bagas who was sad when he saw Adi more in love by his mother. Bagas is forced into precociousness by Ayu's mother. But it was never given the affection it deserved.

Ayu's mother heard all Emi's words and began to recall the memories of Bagas and himself. Indeed, ever since she separated from her ex-husband, Ayu's mother has not been so concerned with Bagas.

That caused the face of ex-husband Bu Ayu was very similar to Bagas his son. So every time she saw Bagas, she felt like she was seeing her ex-husband again.

At first he just tried to ignore Bagas for a moment. But she doesn't expect that her actions will continue until Ayu's mother finds a partner who has a child.

Karen feels she should be a good and caring extended mother, Ayu's mother gives that attention to Adi. Ayu's mother sees Bagas never protesting and wants affection from her as well. So he started not paying attention to Bagas anymore.

" Bagas never questioned it all. Why are you asking that now? It was only natural that Bagas would have to budge with his sister. Bagas is much older than Adi. "

" At that time Bagas was a child and as a child who had borne so much burden in his life did not think he needed a warm embrace of a mother? is he not entitled to the affection he wants? Mothers always use the pain of mothers to justify the actions of mothers during this time. But do you think where Bagas' fault lies? He could never choose to be born from whom and whose child he was. Mother and ex-husband mothers who have a full decision for it all. Then what is the natural mother to vent mother's frustration on Bagas? "

Emi did not think about what Ibu Ayu had been thinking all along. What kind of way and mindset in-laws said already eat sour salt of life. Emi does not understand the mindset of ancient people. If you are not ready to have children, do not make children. That's what Ayu's mother should have done before.

Instead of blaming the child whose face is similar to the ex-husband and making excuses can not love him because of the resemblance. A mother's conscience where it happened.

Ayu's mother was just silent at this moment. He was confused as to what to say. He had never thought of it that way before. He had indeed enjoyed his life too much when it was financed by Bagas and began to feel loved since he married and formed a new family.

" Mommy..have you ever welcomed Bagas into your new family? Bagas was like a stranger in his mother's new home. But she still wishes her mother had seen her and given her the love she had longed for. "

emi's words hurt Ayu's mother very much. He who originally wanted to come with scolding against her, became weeping from hearing the words of his daughter-in-law.