This Debaran Forever

Wait around

Finished with all the examiners, Bagas and Emu were told to wait in the hospital first to find out the results of the examiner.

" Yank. because we have to wait for the results in this hospital. How about we go to the cafeteria first and you eat first. So you can take the medicine afterwards. "

" Will it be long to wait for the results? "

Emi knew that Bagas was not very comfortable in the hospital. Especially with such a crowded atmosphere.

" We'll just wait... We have all done the checks. This section is to find out how your overall development is. If possible, you'll be in chemo soon. "

Emi said so while continuing to lead Bagas towards the canteen. They have to fill their stomachs first before the day gets more noon and Bagas later can be in pain again.

" What if I follow chemotherapy the disease I will disappear? "

" Kemp aims to kill tissue cells that are still in our bodies that cannot be lifted during surgery. You just calm down. I will always be next to you with full support. I want us to be together for a long time Yank.... "

What Emi wants is also wanted by Bagas. It's just that doubt comes to his heart when he remembers how the person who went through the chemo. He is not ready if later to be bald and weak helpless again.

Emi knows Bagas's worries. But he didn't say anything. And just walk while stroking Bagas' hand.

Emi can not promise something impossible for Bagas.Then from that he only answered naturally about the question Bagas. After all, he was also worried about the results of the Bagas examination this time.

Because he still remembers what the surgeon talked about back in Jemmy's room.

" I hope things get better and we can go back to how they were. I am so sure of God's miracle. He will not ignore his people and will always help those who are willing to try and struggle. This time I will prove that the miracle is real. "

Emi confirmed her heart by saying so in her heart. Even though he had realized that the miracle he had obtained with Bagas who could move like now.

Previously she had even almost given up and thought of accepting her fate that saw her husband helpless in the room alone.

But the miracle appeared and Bagas was now able to move like this. Emi is so grateful for that. But the human desire is never endless. He was given that by his Lord. He even asked for more. And this time the cure for Bagas he asked for.

While Emi hid behind the word *Just want the best for my husband and his happiness. * Emi just does not want to admit if she is not ready to lose and her ego tells her to do various ways to save Bagas.

Jemmy saw Emi and Bagas were on their way to the canteen sickly rymah just shaking her head. He did not come near Emi and Bagas. He tried to avoid it this time.

Jemmy still cares about his friends. It's just that he could not bear to see the suffering of Bagas later if he felt he had struggled but did not produce results.

Jemmy had almost forgotten about his non-God self because he had told Emi before to surrender to Bagas. But it turns out that the magic came to Bagas and at this time Jemmy is trying to get away a little from the problems of the Emi family.

He doesn't want to engage in a personal relationship with his professionals anymore. So avoid better.

" I hope you can face everything firmly later Mi. I salute and am proud of the love you both have. But if it only hurts each other it's not love anymore but ambition. Hopefully you will soon be aware of that. "

Jemmy learned all about the late Emi news from his coworker Emi. They said Emi was very forced to work and seek fees for Bagas' treatment.

He did not even want to ask for help from his parents to treat Bagas. Bagas' parents just don't care about him. But Emi's love makes her have to fight even harder to heal Bagas.

While Bagas looks increasingly unwilling to open to Emi. Their relationship is indeed when in a glance will look mutually supportive and strengthening. Even fighting together.

But if you look closer, they only put a good mask in the presence of their respective partners.

Neither Bagas nor Emi were honest with each other. Bagas just wants to calm Emi down by saying she's okay. And Emu did that too. He did not want to burden Bagas any more. And endure everything on their own.

Arriving at the canteen. They end up eating voraciously and feeding each other. But from the eyes of the two, Emi and Bagas alike wanted to enjoy this time as best they could. Time means so much to them.

Emi who felt unable to hold back her crying, she asked Bagas for a ketoilet permit for a moment.

" Yank.. I took a toilet for a while. I want to pee. "

Bagas just smiled and stroked Emi's head. He was also holding back his cries at this moment. And so he could not speak.

Emi then left in a hurry to bring her tears into the toilet. She didn't want anyone to see her crying on the way to the toilet.

" Bagas.I don't know what will happen in the future. But when I enjoy time with you like this, I'm always haunted by that sense of loss. Considering how you used to be in the ICU fighting life there. I feel unable to face this situation again. I'm not ready yet. The doctor's words also made me think even more strangely. I hope the result this time is all good and we can do what we want in the future."

Emu kept shedding her tears in the toilet room. And he also closed his lips so that his sobbing was not heard coming out.

Bagas he stared blankly towards the front after Emi's departure. He had actually had a few bad dreams and he had not told Emi what this selma was. All dreams are said to be flowers. But for Bagas, it was a sign for him. He repeatedly dreamed the same thing. Always ask for time in the dream.