This Debaran Forever

Focus on Bagas

Mr. Bajra knows his son is currently sad. So she pulled her son's hand and brought Emi his hug. Bajra strengthened Emi in his own way. She could do nothing more than stroke her son's back to make him stronger and more patient.

" Sir..m I pray a lot huh? why am I not being given happiness by God right now? Why has the ordeal always come to me and Bagas all this time? I just want to have a part of Bagas just can't. What should I do, sir? "

Bajra understands his son is currently disappointed. But the words of his son who seemed as if he could not get God's help made Mr. Bajra become upset and had to reprimand his son again.

" Mi.. are you aware of what you are saying right now? you have doubted God, son.. You have complained and are not grateful for what he has given you so far.Emi. Why are you being like this now? "

Emi gets a reprimand from her father to cry loudly. He admitted that he was wrong. And it is very wrong to doubt the power of the creator.

But right now he is sad and down. He wanted to have a son from Bagas but did not get his way.

" Why can't I get what I want sir? "

Mr. Bajar finally took Emi to the backyard to talk more seriously both. He needs to wake up his son who is currently confused in finding his way.

" Emi. listen to me, son. What you think is right is not necessarily good for you Mi...Like what you said before. When you do tube baby progam, you will experience many problems later. Not only you will be affected but your child will too. I do not doubt your love for Bagas son... You just do not want if later many people who point their fingers at your child. You must suffer the consequences of this desire of yours. "

" Bagas wants the same thing, sir. "

" Bagas just doesn't want you to be alone and feels sad when he leaves later. He did not think about what the risks were. You who are still healthy should be able to explain everything to Bagas at this time. And you don't think about such a thing first. Your focus should be on Bagas first. Enjoy the time together you two. Do you still want to continue the current treatment of Bagas Mi? "

Emi stared blankly ahead when asked like that by her father. He was confused as to what it was like at the moment. Emi's heart and mind are shattered because of the problems she faces with Bagas.

" Mi... Is there something you want to tell me about again? "

" Sir..in fact Bagas... "

Mr. Bajra can already guess what Emi will say. He began to understand why his son really wanted to have children from Bagas.

" It's been.. don't cry anymore. You have to look strong when you are with Bagas. "

" That's what I'm doing right now, sir. And the results of Bagas' health check took me hard and depressed sir.. kenpa should I get this ordeal? why me sir? was my love for Bagas less so far? why am I tested with this trial sir? "

And they try to prove that their love is sincere. Like the promise they made during their previous marriage.

Mr. Bajra felt sad when he remembered how Bagas and Emi had struggled so far. Their love is tested from all sides. But they can still get through everything together. And now it is tested again with Bagas' disease and the eternal farewell that they must pass.

" Patience dear.you are strong boy... You are proud of you. You stayed with Bagas until this very moment. Fighting for your love together. You are proud of you. If you are in your position, you are not sure of yourself. You may not be as strong as you and Bagas in passing this ordeal. "

Emi was crying more and more hearing the words of her father she could not accept all these facts.The burden she bore was very heavy on her shoulder.She wanted to release all the burden but she realized she would not be able to do it. If he does that, it's the same as giving up on the love he has.

So Emi is trying to survive under any circumstances to date.

" Sir... I feel very tired sir...What should I do again? "

" You are strong, son. Look Bagas, he is also fighting with you until later he can no longer fight.At that time you have to mengikhlaskan Bagas. Do you understand that Emi? "

Emi nods her head because she can't answer your questions. He let himself cry until satisfied in his father's arms because Bagas was asleep at this time.

Because Emi has been crying for too long, Mr. Bajra tried to stop her. Because it's not good for Emi later. Bagas would know that Emi was crying because she saw her eyes. And Emi's health can be disrupted because it continues to cry.

" It's Mi. You have to wash your face first now. I don't want to know you're crying again. Because it will make Bagas mind of yourself again later. "

Emi wiped her tears and wanted to go wash her face as well. He will hide all his anxiety and sadness from Bagas. He was determined to give me good memories with Bagas at this time.

Emi had planned to go to the beach to see the sunset together later. Or will sit together on the balcony of the room to look at the moon from that place.

Many romantic things Emi wants to do with Bagas while they can still do together. Because a time like that won't come back later.

" Sir. I'll take Bagas to the beach this weekend. We'll see the sun go down there later. "

" Mi. think that Bagas' health is not good to bring to the night beach Mi.., the wind on the beach is very strong. Bagas can hurt later. If you want to enjoy the afternoon, just in the backyard. From this place you can enjoy the sunset as well. Don't take excessive risks by going far in this moment."

Emi nodded her head and thought it was true. He was currently going to set up their camping in this backyard.