This Debaran Forever

Better to Die Together

The despair that Emi felt and conveyed to Bagas finally awakened Bagas. He must be strong for the sake of the woman who has filled his heart.

The woman he wanted to take care of all his life. He wants everything they can go through together. That was their promise first. But when experiencing things like now, Bagas only wants one. Emi is not sad and difficult when she is with him.

Bagas can mengikhlaskan Emi with other men from the man can take care of Emi well.

" Don't say that again Yank. I'm sorry. "

" I just want to be with you. We get through all this in joy or sorrow. I'd rather die with you than live alone without you. You understand that? "

Emi's words made Bagas feel even more guilty towards Emi. He did not expect to get a very violent disease. Though Bagas lifestyle is very healthy all this time.

" Of course, don't cry anymore. I don't like to see you cry. "

" How about we go through yank treatment. I don't want to give up before trying one bit. "

" I'm not ready yet.I can't accept if I'm going to trouble you. "

" What will I say to your family if you keep doing this. Before it's too late, we better get treatment first. "

Talks between Emi and Bagas happened long enough and eventually Bagas gave up and followed Emi's desire to do treatment. He couldn't have let his wife be blamed by her family if she was why. So Bagas plans to bring his health test report and talk it over to his family straight away.

" We came to my family's house once close to this huh... I want to tell them about my situation. If there is anything, you can't be blamed and you're not alone. "

Bagas said it was intended to keep his wife in the blame later. And his wife does not bear the burden alone.

" Are you sure you want to tell them immediately? "

" You're not sure? You asked me to do some medicine. And the treatment is not cheap cost yank.... Maybe the cost in our hospital is borne by the government. But for other costs how? You need to charge a lot later. And we don't have enough money for that. "

Everything Bagas said was true. But Emi did not want to owe her husband's family. He does not want what they give later on revealed someday.

With a heavy heart, Emi accepted her husband's decision. Because she knew, she couldn't possibly hide this from her husband's family. Because they also have the right to know the circumstances of her husband.

So Emi and Bagas have decided to tell their families about their current situation.

At nightfall, as usual Emi and Bagas enjoy their time together by sitting together in his backyard.

They just sit there and enjoy their time together.

" God, I want this forever. I feel unable to lose the back of my life. If you can, please make time to stop this moment also God. "

" Lord, if I can't be with him anymore and can't take care of him, please send someone who can be a place to lean on him later. Send someone who can wipe away her tears when she cries, and send someone who can make her smile happy again. I accept that I can't be with him forever. But I've proven that my love and love are forever for him. There is no other woman I love besides her. "

Bagas also struggled with his own thoughts. With the hope that he offered to God and hoped that it would come to pass later.

Days passed, and today when he wanted to go to his father-in-law's house, Bagas was unconscious in the bathroom of his house. Emi who heard that something had fallen in the bathroom made her curious and looked inside. And there he saw Bagas had passed out.

Emi was very panicked by the current state of affairs. But she still remembered to call an ambulance so she could quickly take her husband to the hospital.

" I beg you not to be this fast. I beg you, I cannot bear to lose so soon. God please let me enjoy my time with him for a while longer. "

Emi's words like that continued to be repeated he said until at the hospital. And when her husband was examined, Emi's friend Doctor Jemmy who had previously talked to her about Bagas immediately approached Emi.

" Can we talk for a second? "

" Jem's... "

" Have you talked about it with your husband's family? "

" We plan to do it today. But in the shower, he fainted. "

" You know what will happen if you delay telling this too long. "

Emi just shut up. She was confused as to how she could talk to her husband's family. Because he couldn't possibly believe it.

" You dare not contact them? are you afraid of not believing? Let me make the call and tell them to come to the hospital right now. "

Emi was still silent because she was hesitant about this. But Jemmy can't let her friend in humiliation and be blamed later when her husband why napa.

So Jemmy bravely took Emi's phone to contact the Bagas family. Emi was silent with an empty look. It was as if there was no life.

" Hello good morning, is this the family of Bagas Putra. I'm doctor Jemmy from Puri Bunda hospital. I would like to inform you that your son is currently being treated at this hospital. Please come to the hospital now because we have something to talk about with the family. "

" I'm sorry doctor.wasn't his wife there with Bagas. "

" For Eva's mother at this time can not be invited to communication ma'am, because of the condition she is in severe shock at this time. I hope you can come to the hospital right now, Mom. Librated. "

Finally Jemmy ended his phone call and looked at Emi for pity. It turned out that the Bagas family did not care about the two of them anymore.

" Pity you Mi, your husband's family does not even care anymore about the situation you two. But if we don't tell them, they'll hate you even more. "