This Debaran Forever

Must Be More Patient

Bagas who heard the doctor's explanation felt that it was true what the doctor said. He shouldn't have asked for the impossible to do when he was sick like this.

Emi and Bagas accept what Mira's doctor says. And they just go home and don't do any more checks.

" Dear.I'm sorry I asked you to do something so absurd right now. I'm sorry, honey. I should have realized that I wouldn't be able to do what we planned. "

Bagas was feeling very sad at this moment. Because he couldn't do what they had planned and it was all because of his current state.

Emi knows that Bagas is currently very sad. But he could do nothing but encourage Bagas alone. He was confused as to what to say. Because what he heard today made him think that what he's doing now, if he doesn't get his father's blessing, it's not going to go well.

" Am I being too much for you? why when you don't give me the blessing to do this. I've got this big obstacle. I knew very well that I could not trivialize the matter that you told me this morning. But, I just want there to be a part of Bagas that is with me when Bagas is no longer beside me later."

Emi was busy with her thoughts until she forgot to answer Bagas' words. He just wiped Bagas' hand. And it made Bagas feel even more sad and felt he was no longer useful.

" I know Emi right now must feel I'm not worthy of being called a husband anymore. Emi must be feeling sad because I could only make her dream all this time. And my current condition is not allowing me to do anything. I am weak and helpless. "

Bagas and Emi were equally silent during the return trip. They are busy with their own thoughts.

Arriving at home, Emi saw her father was busy in the kitchen seeming to be cooking for lunch. But no one saw them. Emi did not greet her father before entering with Bagas into the room. Because he's fucked up his mind right now.

" Yank.. You drink milk first yes. Just slept. "

Emi hoped her husband would not say anything about his attitude towards his father. But that's just Emi's hope. Because Bagas is very sensitive to this. Bagas does not usually see Emi acting indifferent to her parents so.

So Bagas thought his wife was in trouble with her father.

" Yank... Why are you? any problems with dad? why didn't you rebuke me when we were leaving and coming? You tell me. Who knows if I can help you. Just listening to your complaints. But at least it can reduce your burden right now. "

Emi wants to tell Bagas about his problems with his father. But that is not possible because later Bagas will definitely be sadder later.

" It's okay yank. I just had a difference of opinion with you this morning."

" About what? What about our baby tube program? "

Emi just shut up. He couldn't lie to Bagas at the moment. He felt confused because he had nowhere to lean anymore. Father who he can tell a story, he is currently avoiding because of the problem of baby tubes. The husband who is usually the most comfortable place for her to lean is currently sick. So he has to how to deal with everything.

" Just like the doctor said.. You asked me to finish your treatment first and then the baby program. "

Emi still could not tell Bagas the truth so as not to affect his health. And Bagas nodded his head.

" You are right, the doctor said that too. We're too in a hurry for this. I'm sorry I asked you for the impossible. "

" I don't have a problem. I also wish there was a junior Bagas in my stomach. But we can't do all that right now yank... "

Bagas just smiled at Emi. And Emi replied to him too. After all the Bagas business is done Emi take care. He came out and wanted to eat because he was hungry.

At the dining table, Emi saw there were still side dishes cooked by her father earlier. So he ate it because he was too hungry. When the food ran out, Bajra's father just approached his son.

" fem... "

Emi was shocked when she heard the voice of her father who was next to her.

" I iiya sir.. "

" Mi. I want to apologize for being too hard on you when you spoke. You don't mean to be weird to you. I just don't want you to be the gossip of many people. In addition, you also do not want a second Bagas later present in this world. "

Mr. Bajra tried to speak more softly to his son. And Emi is just listening right now.

" What you mean by the second bagas is that if you can't take care of your baby properly. Can not give full affection for him because he is busy working. You don't want to be like your mother-in-law. Just because he obeyed his own ego, he forgot about his son. So will you later. Either you dissolve in your sadness later or are busy looking for money. Your child needs enough love. You can't just make him and hope he'll understand you later. But you made him present and it's your responsibility to be a good parent to him. Become her role model and become a teacher for her later. Just like your mother did. "

Mr. Bajra sighed first before continuing everything again.

" If you want to be a parent, you have to be a more mature person first. Ready physically and mentally. You want to be a single mother to your child. You will get more troubled later. There are many risks you will face. And your child will also hear a lot of bad words from people. Think about this again. "

When Mr. Bajra was done with all his words, Emi began to prepare himself to tell the results he got from the doctor earlier.And Emi knew his father would be very happy with the results.

" Mister.me and Bagas can't do the baby tube program. The doctor said Bagas' current condition does not allow doing the progaram. "