This Debaran Forever

Mother's Love

Ayu and Bagas's mother cried out their emotions. They similarly felt a tightness in his chest due to the various flavors they felt.

The soft elusan from Ayu's mother's hand on Bagas, made Bagas cry even more. He had only sensed the elusan after a dozen years. She misses her mother very much. But he can't do anything.

" I'm sorry Gas. At first I still can't believe Emi's words. But when you look at your situation, I feel like I'm the worst mother in the world. I'm sorry Gas. You should have a mother like me. I failed at being a good parent to you. Sorry Bagas sorry. "

Bagas kept crying. And he felt an overwhelming sense of relief in his heart. He had never felt this before. He feels that now. A feeling of relief and lightness in his chest.

" I beg you, let me have more time with my loved ones. I just got the love I wanted all along. Don't take this so fast. "

Bagas prayed in his heart because only now did he hope to live for his own happiness. Not for the wife or anything. Just himself.

" Make baby. You are indeed an angel whom God sent to accompany me and reduce my every suffering. I didn't expect that with your attitude, you could make mom come back to me at this moment. Maksi loves you so much. "

When Bagas' eyes looked at Emi, he felt very grateful to have such a perfect lover in his eyes. Maybe others will see many shortcomings of Emi or Bagas. But they fit in with each other and complement each other.

They love each other without regard to perfection. But they make perfect their relationship their way.

Emi who knows the meaning of the eyes of Bagas. He just nodded his head with tears still melting on his cheeks. Emi smiled sincerely. Very sincere in front of Bagas. Like saying. "Enjoy your day with the people you care about. "

Emi then left them both. And make time for them the same as shedding each other a deep longing.

She started going to the kitchen and cooking to eat with her in-laws. Emi only cook potluck because all she can eat is herself and Ayu's mother. But Emi made it sincerely and attentively.

" I hope you'll taste my cooking. I want to get closer to her. Hopefully with mother back can love Bagas sincerely, he can also accept me as his daughter-in-law. "

Emi kept encouraging herself like that because she felt she had to do her best to take her in-laws heart. Emi wanted to erode the distance between them at this moment. It was enough that Emi scolded her in-laws for not caring about her husband.

In the room, after being tired of crying and being able to control her emotions, Ayu's mother began to look at her son with a gentle and very warm gaze. He stroked elus the head of his son. He felt like he had done a lot of things for something like this.

" Bagas.pardon for mother's behavior all this time huh... Mom is very guilty. I should have understood you better by then. But with all the stupidity of mom, I think that mom suffers a lot and you don't understand that. I thought you were an adult and could do it all yourself. While the mother dissolves with the problems and sadness of the mother. I didn't think that mom would make you suffer, baby.. Mom was so wrong. You should realize that you suffer twice as much as you do. You lost a whole family because of your mother and father's divorce. And you lost the figure of a mother who was supposed to look after and protect you when your father was not around.. "

Ayu ter's mother said an apology to Bagas who was replied with a sad look Bagas. Bagas was eager to say that he was okay because there had been people supporting him all along. But he can't say that.

" You're so lucky to have Emi who loves you so much, son. I can see all of that from the way she shows you when you're sick like this. If in another woman. He must have left you alone Bagas. Just so you know, all this time when mom insulted her, she berate him, she never fought mom at all. But when it comes to you, he even dares to shout at mom. "

Ayu's mother told him that with a smile she only felt funny when she remembered how Emi whom she had known so far had complied and never denied herself being fierce and could even say spicy words to himself.

" You know, I should have been grateful to have her as a daughter-in-law. Because she's already a surrogate mother when mother's not next to you. She's always with you and I don't know what made my mom so open about her affection for you. I actually came to scold her because I heard gossip not wearing it out there. But when I saw how he treated you and he made my mother aware, I thought that the gossip was just a prankster and irresponsible person. "

Bagas just smiled in response to all his mother's stories. He was incessantly staring at his mother who was currently telling a story while holding and stroking her hand. He really likes this. And he doesn't want time to go fast for now.

" Bagas, I want to ask you one thing. Seeing Emi who cares and loves you so much, I hope you don't stop fighting son. God will help his people. He will not give trials beyond the limits of our ability as his creation. "

In his heart, Bagas agreed with everything his mother said. He will not give up on the person he loves and cares for.

" Without mother asking I would do that. Not just for Emi, but for me too. I want to feel my mother's love for longer. I just got it. And I don't want to lose him for now. "

Emi who wanted to call her mother-in-law to eat, she stopped when she heard Ayu's mother's words. She was crying without a sound. Ayu's mother's words seemed to imply that she had been accepted as a daughter-in-law by him.

" I will try to do everything I can to heal Bagas. I won't let Bagas go that fast. "