This Debaran Forever

Baby Tube Program Plan

Emi has decided to do what Bagas wants for the last time. He might not be able to say it would bring Bagas back to recovery at this time. Because he has seen for himself how the condition of Bagas' body is getting weaker every day.

So when Bagas said he wanted Emi to be pregnant with her child. Emi agrees with that. Because it means he will not lose the figure of Bagas in his life. Because Bagas still left a part of himself to Emi.

In the morning, everything happened as usual. But what is different is the look on Emi's face that has been seen more calm at this time. Mr. Bajra and Sekar to wonder why the expression of Emi's face can be more calm today.

Because usually Emi will always look tense and a lot of thoughts every day. But seeing Emi who can be calmer like this makes Mr. Bajra feel grateful that his daughter can accept all the circumstances that are happening now.

" Sir.today I will go again to the hospital with Bagas. Stay at home is okay. I'll just be a regular control. There's nothing else. "

" you said it would be ordinary control, kept us yesterday just came from the hospital you think father stupid Mi? you know that yesterday Bagas has been in the overall check. If not, then he can go home and try. "

Emi would never lie to her father. So he has to be honest with what he will do later with Bagas in the hospital.

" Sir.me and Bagas plan to make a baby tube. I want to take the Bagas check first at the doctor and later if the results are good and the Bagas seed can also be normal, I will make an appointment for the baby tube. "

Bajra was shocked to hear his son's plan. Emi wants to make a baby tube with the risk later she will live alone without Bagas again. Then if he later starts a new household the consequences will be very bad.

In addition to his son, for Emi will also not be good. Rarely would a man accept a widow to bear one child. When there is a family, the male party will usually feel objection. All of these risks seemed unthinkable to Emi. Emi thought everything would be easy for her in the future.

" Mi. I want us to talk seriously first. So sit down first. "

Emi just this time saw her father was very firm on her. He felt that what his father was going to talk about was very important.

" Yes sir... What's wrong? "

" You said you wanted to make a baby tube. Have you thought about what risks you will face Emi? "

" Sir. I tried sincerely about Bagas' disease all this time. If Bagas were to leave me, I wouldn't feel so lonely being left with that part of him. "

Mr. Bajra knows that their love is strong and very sincere. But, Emi later had to continue her life even though for example later without Bagas on her side. So he had to rearrange his life instead of getting stuck in a miserable mass.

" Mi. Try to think again. If you make a baby tube program, later if for example Bagas leave you. Can you take care of yourself and the baby? Are you sure you won't fall into your grief? If you do all this for Bagas, you will talk to him about what risks will happen to you later. Mi... if you program it now or later it will still have a risk. Have you thought carefully about this? Do not always think short, son, you should think carefully and all the risks that you will face in the future."

Emi did not understand what her father meant. If only about marriage after himself later that's what his father was worried about. Bajra's father should have known that Emi would never marry again.

" Sir..if this is about me continuing my life in the future what if you have children, I don't think you need to worry about it. I'm not getting married again. My marriage was quite once with Bagas. And as for the child, he will help me move on with my life. The child will make me have a goal to be able to continue everything without Bagas. Sir, until now Bagas is still with me. But our conversation has turned towards him as if he is dead. Don't you feel outrageous right now? My husband's bagas still exists. And he said as if he were going to die soon. I just want a part of Bagas with me later sir. Why can't you support me at all. "

Emi gets more emotional when she talks about Bagas and the rest of her life. But what Bajra worried about was the future of his son. If it's still like this continue. What is later Emi's life in the future will be heavier.

Heavy because of people's speech, heavy because of financial burdens, heavy because it will be difficult to continue his life. It is hard to babysit alone. And many more. Emi sees everything from one angle.

Emi has not been able to see what risks she will face in the future. Because parenting a child alone will be very difficult for him. She has to work and take care of the baby. Not to mention the cost of living and the huge debt. Plus the cravings phase that will add weight he went through everything.

So Emi has not yet reached that stage for her thinking. He just thought there would be a substitute for Bagas after Bagas was not around. But he forgot that the baby needed a big fee before he grew up. And the responsibility that must be borne is also very large. The baby will not grow by itself. It takes time and a lot of energy. But Emi is currently very emotional when it comes to Bagas.

" Mi. pak no talking about Bagas who is no longer with us. But this is a possibility that you will face in the future if Bagas can not be with you anymore. Can you bear all that? "

" Mister.I just want a part of Bagas is with me to be my encouragement in living life in the future. Why don't you understand what I mean? "

" I just don't want you to be like your in-laws. Which makes the child but can not be responsible for the survival of the child. "

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