This Debaran Forever

This Debaran Forever
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Emi has begun to interact with others. His previous chat with Mr. Bajra made him recall the pain he had not yet returned to the man who had made Bagas suffer.


So Emi is trying to get back up to give valuable lessons to people who have been evil to them before.


" Sir.I want to go back to my house again. I'm sure I can get through this again. "


Mr. Bajra hesitated to let his son go to the house again. Besides the memories of Bagas. Right now the people around are busy gossiping about Emi there. Mr. Bajra is afraid his son will lock himself up later there.


" my.. "


" Sir.I'll start all over again. I'm not going to be quiet about everything that's been going on all this time. I have to make them regret for wasting Bagas. "


Emi's spirit like this makes it difficult for Bajra's father to stop him. But if Emi is banned, the more she will ask something later. So Mr. Bajra can only let Emi stay in that house again and take Sekar back there.


" Well, but you live with your sister there. I just want to make sure you're okay. And remember Mi. no matter what people say out there, I hope you don't listen to it. Because your life is all you know. "


Emi realized that at this time there must be a lot of slander about her out there. So his father said this to him.


" So calm down. Emi who is now no longer Emi who is devastated by her sadness. But now this is Bagas' wife who wants to give justice to her late husband. "


Bajra smiled to see his son who is like now. Emi changed a lot after going through various kinds of problems while with Bagas. Starting from limiting yourself, sad until now like the new version of Emi, just created.


" Sir.I will see how their regrets will be when Bagas is no longer. "


" Are you going to keep financing the Bagas Mi family? "


" Of course not sir... Bagas no longer exists. And I have no more obligation to fulfill their desires. Let them do what they want. I won't care anymore. I just wanted to show them that I'm not the same as I used to be. I can now fight whatever they do to me. Even though Bagas is not beside me anymore. "


" Then go. Remember to take your sister as well. Because you won't be calm when you're alone. "


Emi nodded but as she was about to leave, her mother's voice shouted.


" Where are you going? want to leave this house again? Emi.. You can't go where you currently live at home. Mom and Dad can still support you. "


Emi and Mr. Bajra only shook their heads when they heard his wife's scream. They know that Emi's mother has excessive panic when it comes to her child's problems.


" Mom.. calm down first, let Emi re-arrange her life again. He should be able to continue his life again. Isn't that what we want. But why do you even want your son to lock himself up here? "


" Mi. I'm not letting you start your new life. But back to the previous place that gave you that pain, I don't agree son... I want you to be happy in a new way. Not by fighting for things that no longer exist. "


Emi angry. Very angry at his mother. Because his mother did not understand him at all at this time. Always his mother was concerned about personal matters without caring about her feelings for Bagas. His father could always calm himself.


" Mommy.why are you always like this. Why until now, I always did not understand. If I won't be able to let injustice happen to my husband ma'am. What if mom's current position is in my place, how do you handle this? Ma'am, I love Bagas with all my heart and feelings. So don't stop me for now Mom.. "


Emi said all that and made her mother's heart ache. His mother was only worried about him but the way Emi's mother delivered was wrong. He offended Emi and was angry with her again.


Emi's mother looked at her husband and was only repaid with a slit. Her husband was disappointed in her for re-incorporating the wound in their daughter's heart.


Maybe his wife's intentions were right. But his wife could never manage the word to speak to her son.


" sir... "


" Mommy.You should be better able to keep your words first. We as parents do not want to see our children hurt anymore. But we can't say all that in a rude manner to Emi at the moment. You have to remember Emi is now very sensitive about this. You don't know for yourself that Emi is still grieving. But why do you call Emi's place that was with Bagas was the place that always gave her wounds? that means you say Emi and Bagas are never happy. Learn more to talk Mom. I can't stand up for you right now because you're wrong. "


Mr. Bajra left his pensive wife alone. He wants to contact Sekar so he can go home quickly today. To prepare to come with her brother back to Bagas' house again.


" Hello deck.. Are you still busy, son? "


" No sir... What's wrong? "


" If you can go home soon, yes, you have to come with your brother home. Encourage him to stay alone again. "


Long time no sound was heard from there until Mr. Bajra thought his phone connection was cut at that time. But when you see it is still connected.


" Deck.. "


" Sir. I'm afraid.I will always imagine Mr. Bagas if you live there. I'm not strong if I'm there, sir, if you don't want to live anywhere else just yet. I, who was just his sister-in-law, felt the burden of returning to that house. There are too many memories there. How can you stay there later. I'm afraid my brother's health is compromised while living there. Maybe when he's with us he can be strong. But if you go into that house, can you sir? I fear. "


Bajra understands what Sekar means. He was also scared of it. So he suggested Sekar come along. But it turned out that Sekar was also feeling anxious at this moment. So now Mr. Bajra is hesitant to let Emi go back to that place. All of the words make sense.


" How to prevent Emi from returning? "